Sometimes it seems the pain's the same
Tonight it's so much different
The things this anger pulled from me
Has left me with this question
Should I conform to others needs
To help them to feel better
Is my weakness inside my thoughts?
They change just like the weather

Get another chance
You give me the opportunity
To fuck this up again
So give another chance
You know just what I'll do with it
The same thing that I always did

But I don't want to do that
No, please don't let me do this
And I don't want to do that
You're going to let me do this
But I just want to be fine
Just want to make this perfect for once
Why can't you let me do that?
Cause I just want to make it...
For once

My thoughts shift violently today
I don't know how to stop them
A hurricane inside my head
That's blowing everything away
It floods my thoughts too deep, too deep
And I can't reach the surface
My chest feels like it's going to pop
But I just have to change this

Take it in my hands
You give me the opportunity
To fuck this up again
But it's all up to me
I'd put the weight on my shoulders
To get it off of yours

But I don't want to do that
No, please don't let me do this
And I don't want to do that
You're going to let me do this
But I just want to be fine
Just want to make this perfect for once
Why can't you let me do that?
Cause I just want to make it...
For once

So this is what's weighting me down
And this is what is wrong with me
I'm putting it all on myself
I'll let the pressure get to me
This hurricane is crushing me