Reflecting on my past mistakes
The things that seemed good at the time
Decisions shattered around me
And left me bleeding, tattered, torn
I wipe the blood and tears away
To see a million angry eyes
I blind myself but I still hear
Another million tortured cries

These memories are bittersweet
The pleasure just gave way to pain
It left a sickly aftertaste
My mouth is dry with all this taint

This sickness making my mouth dry
It doesn't leave much room to speak
And when I have something to say
I just stand silent, mute and weak
It could be that I am afraid
To say whatever's on my mind
But I think that it's the sick taste
The taste left after each mistake

These memories are bittersweet
The pleasure just gave way to pain
It left a sickly aftertaste
My mouth is dry with all this taint

These memories are bittersweet
The pleasure just gave way to pain
It's numbing my whole body down
And turning me to ice again

I'm trying to spit out the taste
That's left behind from my past sins
But every time I bite my tongue
A little bit more blood flows in
This sour feeling that I get
Reflects the lies that I swallow
Just to make everything seem great
And pretend that I like to follow

The aftertaste is bittersweet
It's turning me to ice again