Was I…?

Was I foolish to think that you loved me?

Was I foolish to believed that you cared?

Was I foolish enough to believe your eyes

When you told me you'd be there?

Have I completely lost my senses?

Am I completely out in space?

Will a miracle come and happen again?

Will the pieces fall back into place?

Was I out of my mind that Christmas month?

Was I totally just not there?

Was I ready to take on

The pain I have to bear?

Have I created a monster?

Am I still with all my will?

Will the music die and fade?

Will I rid the silence that can kill?