Was I foolish to think that you loved me?
Was I foolish to believed that you cared?
Was I foolish enough to believe your eyes
When you told me you'd be there?
Have I completely lost my senses?
Am I completely out in space?
Will a miracle come and happen again?
Will the pieces fall back into place?
Was I out of my mind that Christmas month?
Was I totally just not there?
Was I ready to take on
The pain I have to bear?
Have I created a monster?
Am I still with all my will?
Will the music die and fade?
Will I rid the silence that can kill?