You promised me you wouldn't tell

And yet you did

Yes I understand your reasons

But I'm still angry about it

Not necessarily mad at you

Just mad that my secret is out

Mad that it got so hard and complicated

Mad that maybe I do need help

More help than you can give me

Now I have to wait

Now I'll have to talk to others

The waiting is killing me

Any minute my life could be shattered

Maybe I'll be hit by the pieces of my shattered life

Because knowing that my parents are going to find out

Kills me

Scares me

And I don't know when it will happen

Its out of my control

I've lost control

And that scares me