Just when you think

You are getting better

You end up sliding backwards

Falling into darkness

Life is so complicated

It won't let you stop

You need time to get better

But where is this time?

I can't seem to find it

The darkness is comforting

But you need the light

The dark thoughts in my mind

Tempt me

Taunt me to give in

I'm learning to be strong

Learning to resist

But just like learning to walk

Sometimes you fall