Get Mad

I'm tired, I'm sleepy, I just really
don't want to do this.
I'm agitated, you read this.

Dream, feel it, won't never be the same.
See her face, hear her laugh, feel the shape
of her back. See her in a differnt light,
so innocent, so nice, and so pure.

Can I not do this one thing for her
and for me, unselfishly. If I can not, may I
live a dark lonely life.