Now that you know

What do you see when you look at me?

Do you see the little girl I use to be?

Or do you see the screwed up person I've become?

I often wonder

What you must have thought

When you found out

Maybe you were totally shocked

Pushed into utter disbelief

Maybe you were dissipointed

Wondering what happened along the way

I know you were sad

I heard you crying

I hugged you

Tried to tell you things would be okay

I wanted your tears to stop

They broke my heart into pieces

I am so sorry for hurting you

Please just be okay

Please don't be sad about it

I love you