To Love A Vampire

I ran through the night. Blood pumping in my body, my heart racing. I ran and ran, not stopping even though my lings felt like they were burning a hole through my chest. I ran through the trees, branches grabbing at me, telling me to go back to him. But I didn't listen. Nothing could stop me, I hat to get out of there. I love Rane, but when he told me his secret, I just couldn't handle it. Who could? He's a VAMPIRE for God's sake! I love him, but does he really love me? In fact, do I, or was that just something I thought I felt?

His eyes were dark as night, just like his heart, until she came along though. Ever since Rane had met LIly, he had chnged. Of course, he was still a vampire, but he once again gelt love. Love he hadn't felt for literally hundreds of years. Ever since he was human, to be exact. Just as things were going great, he had to go and screw it up. Typical Rane. Rane told her. Now, the love of his vampire life knew what he was. Hell of a lot of good it did me.....and her! Rane exclaimed in his mind. I thought she loved me! If she did, then she wouldn't have run, she would have inderstood! Well Lily, two can play that game! Fuck you, I can find someone else....

Why, oh why did he have to tell me now? Damn you Rane! I loved you, but now......I'm scared of you! I had findally getten to my secret place. No one but me knew it was there, not even Rane.....and right then, I just broke down and cried. No one was there to comfort and hold me that time. My tears tasted salty and sweet at the same moment. It had just veen a few weeks since I came to Rane's house after work, shedding tears and completley miserable. He had comforted me, held me, and kissed me. It had felt so good to be in his arms, so.....right. Now I know what he really is.....will I ever feel safe around Rane again? Knowing what he could do to me if he had the chance. If he did......would he?

He missed her. No matter how much he denyed it. No matter how much Rane tried to get her out of his head...she was always there. It had been about six months since Rane had last seen Lily....Six long, painful, tourturing months. He had to find her.....he just had to.....

I have never in my life EVER felt so alone. Six months.....I don't know how I've live this long without Rane. I'm always thinking about him, I can't help it. He was all I'd ever known. I told him all my secrets and he never left. But when he told me his.....i freaked! I need to find him, to tell him I'm sorry, that I still love him and always will. Maybe he'll feel the same about me, but I need to find him.....if I don't.....I might kill myself.....

AN: I don't know how good this is. But I hope you like it and review it. I love to read them! :)