I lie here and think… searching for the right words, but I just don’t know what to say

What if I were to lose you, if you were to leave this world today?

Did I never pass up a chance to tell you how I feel

Knowing this is life and everything in it is real

Or did I just lose track of the things that matter the most in life

Coming from that- pure anger and strife

I lie here and think… searching for the right words, but I just don’t know what to say

What if I were to lose you, if you were to leave this world today?

Would I have told you how much you mean to me

Showing you feelings even I did not see

Or would I have been shy

Not giving love a try

I lie here and think… searching for the right words, but I just don’t know what to say

What if I were to lose you, if you were to leave this world today?

Would I have given affection each chance I could

Doing everything right, the way I should

Or would I have turned away from my feelings towards you acting as if they were not true

Letting you know I was in love with someone, but no clear notice it was you

Well I lied here and thought, but I realized there are no right words to say

Because I hope that I told you, this could be your last day

I want to let you in and show you how I feel

Showing you the reality of everything that I think is real

So I will keep track of even the little things that bring happiness into life

Smiles and laughter always- not a single trace of anger and strife

You will find every feeling left for you to see

Flowing out like a river inside of me

You will see me give this love a try

And never pass a moment to let you light up my sky

I will kiss you and touch you ever moment spent with you

Showing that for you there is not a thing I would not do

I promise you from now on I wont have to tell you it’s true

You’ll just know, I will be hopelessly devoted to you