Was It Something I Didn't Say?

Was It Something I Didn't Say?
by Fujita Toji

When I think about the first time you smiled at me,
All the other sweet memories of you come back as well.
I remember the first time you hugged me, it was warm and gentle,
The first time I asked you out...you said yes, but never came...
That was the day when you first broke my heart...
Then I remember when you rejected this one guy,
I thought it was funny...you had his hopes all up...just like mine...
All these good memories also have a down-side to them...
I remember asking you out every week after the first...
There was always a reason you couldn't go.
Every time you rejected me...
Felt like my fraile heart was beat with a hammer...
It's been well over a month of pain,
But I won't give in...even if it shatters me...
Thinking of all these memories,
I wonder what went wrong...
Was it something I didn't say?