Until i Cried
10-20-94


i see blue, i see green, but
i see red most of
all

i saw much, but
i didn't see
all

i didn't know
quite how hard i'd
fall

when i fell
i fell
hard

i never knew
that i'd hit a
shard

a shard of what?
a shard of
glass

i only fell when i
realized i wouldn't
pass

i was failing all,
i did not know, and for that
i had to go

what about him?
well at least i think
he'll never know

no one caref as far
as i could
see

so i just thought he
doesn't care about
me

that's when i decided
that i should cease to
be

i really loved him, but
he never saw anything
but his own pride

until the day the rumor
began, that's when i
/knew/ it died

i never knew how hurt
i'd be. that is,
Until i Cried.