How did I get here?

How did my life become this darkness?

Where cutting and thoughts of dying haunt me

I guess I wandered away from the trail

Took a wrong path

Went around a wrong corner

I don't really know

All I know

Is that somehow

I ended up here

And I'm not sure I like where I am

Sometimes I do

It can be comforting

But it also causes me pain

And more problems

Even if I decide to leave this place

I don't know if I can

I can't seem to find

The right way out

The true and final way out

I think it is hidden from me

Will I ever be able to find it?