1 Confusion

How can something so wrong

feel so good?

My mind’s saying stop

but my heart says I should.

I want you and crave you

but hate you the same,

I wish it would end,

I’m so sick of this game.

My stomach is burning,

heart pounds in my head

When I think of the thing I want most

but so dread.

My body is screaming for me to give in,

You’re so good but so bad,

I know you’re a sin.

I’m stuck in between

my mind, body, and soul,

Don’t know who to trust,

which direction to go.

Either way I give up something

I need so bad,

I lose either way,

I give up what I had.