i'm tired of worrying
i'm tired of thinking
i'm tired of wishing
i'm tired of being angry with you
i'm tired of you being angry with me
i'm tired of lies
i'm tired of not seeing
i'm tired of being tired
i'm tired of anghst
i'm tired of blood
i'm tired of thoughts thought too many times
i'm tired of happiness
i'm tired of smiles and laughter
i'm tired of not haveing those
i'm tired of people not confideing
i'm tired of people not trusting
i'm tired of people not beliveing in themselves
i'm tired of people not being themselves
i'm tired of hypocracy
i'm tired of hateing myself
i'm tired of being myself
i'm tired of wondering who i am
i'm tired of accusations
i'm tired of expectations
i'm tired of songs
i'm tired of life
i'm tired of love
i'm tired of hate
i'm tired of words
i'm tired of repetition
i'm tired of failure
i'm tired of unrewarded success
i'm tired of faceing things
i'm tired of not haveing adventures
i'm tired of this fucking hypocracy i call a life
i'm tired of people loveing me
i'm tired of people not showing it when they do
because if they did or didn't or whatever i might not have to be here.
if they didn't love me i'd be dead
if they showed it i wouldn't want to be
if i wasn't tired i'd stop feeling this way
but i'm so sick of thinking and feeling and regurgitatieing
i just want to sleep for a very long time
they'd never know
till they found me cold on the floor