High pitched ringing in my ears
People speaking to me
At me
Around me
No one sees me
This is just teen angst right?
So why am I what I am?
I never asked for this and I
Never wanted anything along these lines
Last year (even just a few months ago)
I had some innocence
I may be ignorant these days but never
Lilly white innocence
I looked at you
You avoid my gaze
I don't know what to think
Don't need this right now
I don't know what to think or how to act
I'm out of control
Drugs would be easier