Disclaimer: There is no disclaimer ^^;;
A/N: There is an author's note *lol* This is from a guy's point of view, and he's talking about a girl that he's in love with. Please review, I always like to know how I did. Hell, I need to know how I did!! *goes on knees* Need I plead more? 3 Kilo *muah*
You take a look at her, and you wonder what she's thinking;
It matters what situation it is, really,
But when I look at her, I see something different than what you might.
I see this beautiful flower that refuses to bud,
I see this door that refuses to open,
A door that doesn't want anyone to go in and explore,
A door that doesn't want anything anymore
I see a girl that denies everything around her –
She denies friends and family, love and hate;
She denies power, greed, emotion;
She denies my life and my existence.
It hurts to know that all of this is my fault.
Especially now that she knows of what happened between us;
I regret everything now.
Well, almost everything.
All I know is that I still love her,
And I need her in my life,
Even if she doesn't know it.
She is everything I ever wanted.
I want to hold her, to touch her,
And yet she is out of my reach.
I want her to love me like I love her,
And yet, at the same time, I hate her.
She feels the same way about me;
We were always known as enemies;
But I think both of us always knew,
That it was all just an act.
She denies her love for me,
I deny my hate for her;
We disagree on every argument.
And what she just told me made my heart shatter
"If pride is all you have left,
Then I don't want it."
There. I quote her words.
It is strange to think that it makes sense now.
Her words are the opposite of what she thinks,
I saw her hesitate to answer me.
Now I think I know the truth about our love:
She doesn't love me back.