Hey everyone, it's the author (of all the blatantly obvious things to say, I had to put that in). *sob* I'm so sad! It's the last chapter, which I'm sure that at least some of you wanted to see to find out what happened to Mik in the end. I just wanted to say that you readers/reviewers have made this so much fun, and mean so much to me (and any author, really). Taking a minute or two out of your busy lives just to tell me what you think is possibly one of the nicest things in the world to do. This is dedicated, with as much love as I can muster, to veggiegrl, AlyKat, kath, freak of nature, Lubentina, Passion Lover, Corali, anonymous (who I think is Girl Fad), dj, Midnight Strike and Miako/Jisun. Oh, and I forgot to email my update list on Wednesday, so I'm sorry and I'll email you after I post this one! *grovels*

I'm quite frankly, amazed at the fact I received any response to this story, but I said that last chapter, didn't I? But still . . .this was originally supposed to be a semi-dramatic romantic story that subtly poked at all the original fan fiction clich├ęs out there, and I suppose it did, in a way. But I thought it would suck! *blushes at her outburst* Well, it's true. The ending's short, ne? I thought so. . .oh well. The author's note is huge though _







"Mik?" Travis came from behind and hugged me around the waist. He put his head on my shoulder and I leaned mine of his. My feelings I had for Travis? They were jealousy, I suspect, although I don't think I'll ever be sure of it.

Liz and I still dislike each other, but we ended up ignoring each other instead of her sending lackeys and me beating the crap out of her. Liz hadn't truly used Travis though, because he had admitted that he wanted to make me jealous. I ended up admitting to him that he did, which cleared a touch of confusion up. Liz . . .

Well, I never understood Liz.

"Yeah, Travis?" We stood watching the quiet street outside of my house and he started to speak again.

"If someone came back from your past, would you welcome it, or run?" I separated myself from Travis and looked curiously at him. I didn't know what he meant, but I had a nagging feeling in my mind, and I was almost scared of what he would say next.

"It depends who that person was, I guess." I said guardedly and Travis looked seriously back at me.

"Just answer me, okay? It's important." I nodded at his words I listened to him go on, with a small sense of suspicion at what he was leading to.

"What if that person had made a mistake and had left you, only to find that he was wrong?" I gasped and glared accusingly at Travis. I had never told him the details of what happened between Rain and me, even after all the time that had passed.



It was year after that fateful night and I still hadn't spoken a word to Rain. I suspected that he had deleted me from his IM list, threw away my phone number and ignored my phone messages. I had gotten from Rain's parents that he had moved with his dad in Calgary the night of the party. I don't know whether he had been meaning to tell me at Janice's, or my silence had caused it, but either way, it isn't going to change the past.

Until four months ago, I was a sad shell of myself. I only spoke in necessity, and I couldn't laugh.

I just couldn't.

I believe that anyone can be pushed to their limit, if their mind permits it, and I was.

It physically hurt to show my emotions and the only time I did was when I was alone. Even then, I only became angry or sad. My parents thought that it was something that they did, and I didn't enlighten them. The memory was too awake, too alive to talk about. All I can say is that I don't deserve my friends. They had awoken me from my sombre thoughts and allowed me to become whole again.

I don't ever think that I'll be what I was before the party, but I don't know whether I'd change what happened at all. I've grown and I've matured from the experience and I am what I am today. Who could truly say that they wished that they could change the past? Who truly does not hold on to all that they are? You just have to accept what is and move on, enjoy life and become you.

I'm not saying that you have to agree with my philosophy, or hate it, but to honestly think about the endless possibilities of it.



"Mik?" I looked from up from Travis's urging gaze to a familiar voice. It was one I hated, and the one I loved, all together in to one emotion that I couldn't describe even if I had all the time in the world.

"Rain?" I stood shocked at the appearance of him. He looked older, yes, and different, just as I did, but in his eyes he was the same boy, who ate disgusting pizzas and sang in the shower.

The same boy that I fell in love with.

I wasn't crying, I wasn't even thinking at all, I just ran to his shape in the vaguely orange-blue sunset and kissed him with all I was.



Life is an endless possibility . . .

All you have to do is live it.







Finished October 20, 2002





Even thought this is the last chapter, I'd love for you guys to review because even though you won't get your dedication here, you'll get it in the next story, okay? Did you like the ending? I wasn't sure about it, personally. And I really hope that even if you don't like Rain and Mik together, you still sort of enjoyed the ending . . .

Mik seems so angst-y and bitter, doesn't she? (pointed out by my friend Mathi!) Well, I know that most of you didn't pick up my very bad hints of character development, but I hope some of you have picked up my horribly mangled suggestions that Mik really is a rather thoughtful and emotional girl. I doubt that anyone can only be hyperactive and happy, and then cry, all the time, right? Well, I hope not, because that's not very healthy, is it? I believe (in my opinion) that even the most easy going people in the world have a limit, and once they are pushed, can become something that surprises even themselves. And since Mik's friends and family are the most important things in the world (she never really mentions anything about her material possessions, not in a really interesting manner, anyways) to her, I thought that if something happened to them, it would be unbearable. So you can tell that I thought about this much too much, right?

Anyways, I'm done, I'm done *half crying, half hyperactive grin*! You guys kick ass so much! The next story I'm writing is in a guy's POV, so it's not going to be the same as Untitled (and I might even make up a title for it! . . .or not). That might not be up soon, it might be up next week. As a writer, I'm very sporadic. I mean, today I finished 4,000 in under an hour (typing this chapter and the last, plus a homework assignment), then not doing anything for a month. Very weird, I'd say. Anyways, I posted a poem as well (although it'd not as good as I'd like *winces*). Love you guys a ton, thank you all, and good night! (Even if it isn't night for you, it will be eventually, so have a good one)

BABBLINGS TO THOSE WHO REVIEW: You guys are so sweet! Bi luvvies, see you next story (hopefully)!

veggiegrl: Hey girlie! How ya doing? Anyways, thanks a ton for reviewing all those times, it meant a lot to me! Be happy! *hug* Just like I promised, you get an extra special hug!

AlyKat: How're you? Thanks a ton for reviewing, it's so nice of you! I'm trying to write another story, but I seem to have writer's block. *grumbles* Very, very irritating, especially since I know what I want to write, but I just can't seem to do it. You're such a sweetie!

kath: It's okay that you didn't review, the fact that you took the time to do it at all amazes me. I couldn't even manage to decide, and I'm writing it, so it's no biggie. Thanks for all the times you reviewed, you kick ass! Now go get some beauty sleep, babe.

freak of nature: Very cool username, sounds a bit like my own, actually. Oh, you're such a sweetie for saying all those things *blushes* I'm just glad you like it and I haven't horrified you by my organizationally- challenged plot line. *hug* Of course it's not too late for your vote, but I have already decided. I hope you liked the ending! Thanks so much for reviewing!

Lubentina: Ah, finally the end of Untitled. I'm just on this natural high right now. . .I'd probably say this is a really big accomplishment that I finished such a long story that people actually sort of like. Well, here's Rain! Hey, I forgot to mention it, but I stuck a few of your characters in to Ch20 (you know those goth kids beside the stereo? Yeah, that's them). Lol, hope I didn't ruin them too much. Thanks so much for being there (almost) every chapter, reviewing. It means a lot!

Passion Lover: I know, my story is quite confusing. Whenever I look at it, I cringe, but luckily I fixed a lot of the mistakes in the plot line and characters, but I didn't post them (as I didn't save the separate chapters on my hard drive. But at least when I access the story, I won't run away screaming at the horrible mistakes I've made!). Don't worry, I'll make sure Mik doesn't get sick, because with all the kissing that she's doing with Rain, she'd get him sick too, and nobody wants that! *protects Rain and Mik* Thanks for reviewing! :D

Corali: Yes, it was a very 'bestest' review! *hug* Aw, you're such a sweetie, you know! Long live the babble princess! Thanks a ton for reviewing so much, I really appreciate it *tears up* Yeah, that's an interesting introduction for Travis as your boyfriend ;). Tell you what, it's in the mail, okay? *mental image of attempting to stuff Travis inside of a mail slot with brown package paper around him* Uhm. . .I'll get back to you on that, but before then, just assume it's in the mail, alright babe? *lol* Wow, I've never thought of introducing myself like that (ie. Hey, I'm Arielle. I have a Babble Queen crown, sword and I have a fish tail. What's your name?) No guarantees for Rain falling down a well, but it's a possibility. Why not, right? (hey, I think if this isn't the longest review response, it certainly is the weirdest *grins* Yay! *giant ass hug*

Anonymous (who I'm assuming is Girlfad): Thanks a ton for reviewing! *hug* Okay, okay, I won't use the word, 'quick-ish like'! lol *hug*

dj: Hey, I'm glad you reviewed! Thanks a ton! Anyways, if you really wanted to know (and that wasn't a rhetorical question), I'll ask you a question instead. If you were someone who's been in love with a guy/girl for 3+ years, and you finally tell them, and they don't say anything. What would you think? Especially since they're crying and your best friend, it generally does not point towards a happy ending, right? Anyways, I'm glad that someone actually asked that instead of just looking at the screen blankly! Thanks for reviewing, and I'm honoured that you would have added this to your favourite list!

Midnight Strike: Ah, you're back again! *jumps up and down* Yay! Thanks so much for reviewing in the beginning, it means a ton to me. *hug* Thanks, and it's a really big compliment when a great writer like you calls me 'okay', and when you call me great. . .wow. *starry eyes* bi, and thanks again!

Miyako/Jisun: Thanks for reviewing! Aw, you didn't like the name, 'Rain'? Yeah, it's sort of weird, ne? But it does grow on you. :D Thanks so much for adding me, you're a sweetie! Bi! *hug*