Banged my head against the wall by accident when i got up this morning.
i was going to do it again, then i remembered
you don't like it when i do that. so i didn't continue.
Burnt my hand making soup too.
Was going to grab the pot and feel just how hot it was, but you don't like that either.
so i stopped.
took a bath. laid down with my head under the water and held my breath. then i sat up.
you would yell at me for that too. always yelling at me for doing things like that.
why i listen to you know, i don't know.
you left me.
you called last week saying you still loved me and wanted us together again. i almost did, but then i stopped.
you don't like it when i hurt myself.
so i won't.