"Murder"
© 2002 Kitty Kitty
(*MINE.*)

What, all through the years
All of these tears
Were they not good enough for you?
Did my blood draining through me
Taking with it the life of my very body
Not affect you enough?

So why now?
Why leave me?
Why forget me?
Why abandon me?
Is it because I'm not good enough for you?
Is it because I'm not normal enough for you?
So the fuck what if no one likes me
All that mattered was you...
And now you go and turn your back
What the fuck is up with that?
Bitch!

What, all my tears were shit
Painting my eyes red
Did it not bother you I was in pain?
Did my pain coursing through me
Burning as it goes the feeling in every vein
Entertain you too much?

So what now?
What's left of me?
What's to become of me?
What's going to happen to me?
Is it because I'm not smiling?
Is it because I'm too angry?
So the fuck what if no one dates me
All that never mattered to you...
And now you go and turn your fucking back
WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT?
BITCH!

Now my fucking tears are taken for granted
Now my fucking blood is leaving me stranded
Now I'm fucking dying and being abanded
MOTHER--
FUCKER!
How the FUCK could you do this to me?
My friend?
My sister?
My mother?
My saviour?

Times were fucking bad--
ALL I NEEDED WAS YOU!
Now you turn your FUCKING back on me
WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH YOU?
BITCH...
I can't stand the sight of you...

I'm bleeding.
I'm crying.
ALL OF THIS FUCKING PAIN IS JUST FOR YOU!
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?
CAN YOU FEEL IT?
CAN YOU FUCKING FEEL IT?
THIS FUCKING PAIN...
Is...
FOR YOU...

These tears
This blood...
I make my skin angry as I cut
I'm cutting away the thought of you
The mere memory.
I can't stand it when you look at me!
No more...
CAN YOU FUCKING FEEL THIS?
CAN YOU FUCKING FEEL ME?
FEEL ME!
FEEL THIS!
BITCH FEEL ME!

MOTHER-
FUCKER!

I FUCKING HATE YOU--YOU BACKSTABBING MURDERING SON OF A BITCHING FRIEND...
YOU WERE NOTHING TO ME
NOTHING! ALL ALONG USED ME!!
FUCK YOU!
BITCH!
MOTHER FUCKER!!!
I DON'T NEED YOUR FUCKING SHIT ANYMORE!
CUNT!
GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!
FUCKING COCK SUCKER... FUCK...
JUST... LET ME... FUCKING... BE...
Just let me be...Just let me...be...Let me...fucking be...bitch...Let me be...Get away from me...Away...from...me...Get...away....I hate you...I hate you...I HATE YOU!!!
You...Fucking...Murderer.