Every time I look

Breath

think

I hate you.

I hate you with a passion

I had

never

known before

you

ever

you stain me

kill me

slowly

and I shall

forever

hate you for it.

everything and nothing

stir into some

old and

hazy blaze

and I know longer know

left from right

right from wrong

I need the knife

again

as i lay here

Not crying

a blob of

Nothing

in

Nothing

everything is a

blaze of

nothing

and blood

and hope

which is

gone

and faith

which seems

hallow

and I can’t live

like this

much longer.

I hate

you,

reflection.

stop showing my

my sins

my life

I don’t want it

leave me

alone

with my

dreams of

something

and hate of

everything

and I will

survive

as long as you

Don’t

show me what

I’ve done.

I plead and

beg

numb through it all

don’t show me

leave my with

nothing

take myself

away

from

me.