authors note: to my doctor. to my friends. to my parents. to myself.
rating: pg-13 for themes

title: i don't think i can

author: ashen_blue
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i don't

i don't think

i don't think i can

can do this

much longer

the walls

the walls are failing

failing to support

the sky and its

falling, raining

on my

head

feeling lonely as

the shards

lose one another

in a sea of

hollow books

without stories

are you going to tell me

that what i do

is different?

im dying

shes screaming

but your earplugs

are so deep that

you don't even hear

the gunshot

its numb when it

bleeds

it only hurts

later

sometimes knives

are beautiful

i feel sorry

for you

i hear you

i wish i could

help you stop

screaming

you know

i hate it and

i hate how bad it

makes you

feel because

i don't care

much

anymore, i

need it

see, its like

magic sometimes

deadly magic

when it bleeds

bone and flesh

jesus bleeds

sweats

give me blood

hurt

numb

pain

precious

blood

rain

crosses

death

grave

mine

trees

life

birth

cut

its like

magic

that's all

i can say