BLADE

The cold edge

of a blade

along my wrist

my final action

my final deed

my final day.

Now, no more pain

no more lies

no more days.

The end of my life

from the cold edge

of a blade.

09/6/00

CRY

I cry

for the pain to stop

it hurts so much

to live

the pain of living

day to day

has become too much

for me

I wish I was

the kind

who lived a happy life

but dark

is where I live

and pain

is what it feel

there is no way

for me to go on

I cry again

than let the blade cut.

09/06/00

SICK

I'm sick of being

what you see.

I'm much more

than that girl.

I'm full of feelings

you don't feel,

you can't understand

what you don't know

and it's me you don't.

I'm more than

what your eyes see.

09/22/00

NEW DAY

The sun rises,

a day starts

slowly

the world awakes.

Flowers open,

birds sing

a new day appears.

The dew glistens

on the grass,

the air

starts to warm

we're embarked

on a new day.

09/14/00