Blind spot

How do I fight demons I can´t see

How do I kill monsters that live inside of me

How do I deal with this blind spot in my memory

Something happened on my way in life

Something hurt me and scarred me

But it is something I can´t see

It is still there and it feels as if it will never go away

I feel it completely inside me

Every night and every day

But as long as I can´t put my eyes on it

Can´t put my mind on it

It is going to remain where it has been for so long

Living and breathing in my mind

Always this blind spot

In which the truth is impossible to find