Title: I Wish He Knew

Author: EspressoAddict

Rating: PG

Author Notes: About a guy I love with all my heart that I can't have for so many reasons. I'm so sorry I haven't posted in such a long time. School is taking up a lot of time, but I'm going to try to post one thing (either a story or a chapter) every weekend. Hopefully that will keep you guys interested. Believe me I know how annoying it is when people don't post anything for a really long time.

Dedication: For Chris (duh). I love you so much more than you will ever be able to understand. You see something in me no one else ever has. I don't know what it is, but thank you so much for everything you have done for me, even if you don't realize what that is. You have helped me through so much. . .I can't even begin to thank you. It's useless to even write this, because I know you're never going to read it. I wish you knew how I felt. I wish you knew.

Feedback: I really like this one, so please review.

Distribution: Sure, just let me know and keep my name on it.

Disclaimer: Sugar Cult owns "Pretty Girl".

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I wish he knew. I wish I could bring myself to tell him how much I love him. How much I really love him. That I'm in love with him. I wish he understood that I meant more than just a friend, that he was so much more to me than that. I wish he knew.

Pretty girl in suffering, while he confesses everything

I wish he knew that I never stop thinking about him. That I torture myself over him. That I just cry sometimes because I love him so much it hurts. That I ache for his touch. That I long to be held by him. But it's my own fault. That's what I get for letting myself love again. I wish he knew.

That's what you get for falling again

You can never get him out of your head

I wish he knew how amazing he is. What a good heart he has. What a good person he is. How incredible I think he is. How he can completely change the way I'm feeling with three words. I wish he knew all the little things he does that make me love him even more.

It's the way

That he makes you feel

It's the way

That he kisses you

It's the way

That he makes you fall in love

I wish he knew that he's too sweet to me. I don't deserve the praise he gives me. I don't deserve to have him tell me the things he tells me. Normally, he wouldn't, just like everyone else. But he can see straight into my soul. I wish he couldn't, but he has a spell on me only few people can cast. I don't trust myself to these people. I place too much trust in them. I always have faith that because they have this power, they must be trustworthy. Unfortunately, I've learned not to rely on my own judgment. I try not to let him reach inside my heart and pull out all the thoughts I've never let myself think, but no matter how much I hold back, he can always get to me. I wish I was strong enough to resist him. But I can't. Not him. And that's what I get for letting myself love again.

She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and

Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men

And that's what you get for falling again

You can never get him out of your head

I wish he knew, but it's my own fault.

And that's what you get for falling again

You can never get him out of your head

It's the way

That he's in your mind

It's the way

That he kisses you

It's the way

That he makes you fall in love

Why can't I stop this cycle? I know I'm only going to end up hurt. I know I need to bring this to an end. I know I need to tell him, but I know I'm still going to end up hurt. I always do. I wish he knew without me having to tell him. Even if I did tell him, he would never completely understand. It's all so hopeless; I don't know why I even care. I knew it was hopeless from the beginning. I knew not to even bother from the beginning, but it still happened. That's what I get. That's what I get for falling again. I will never get him out of my head. And I'm stuck in this world of hurt until I can make him understand.

Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything

Pretty soon she'll figure out

You can never get him out of your head