MOVING AWAY

i feel so alone
like no one really cares
i am alone, away
from those i once knew.
now shoved an a new little hole
from which i cannot escape,
i find that everything i thought
i was leaving behind
has just followed me, in my mind.
and now i am further chained,
for here i cannot be myself,
they will not understand me.
i just want to feel loved, i am so
alone. because i make
myself like this,
i know that i should be fine...
'i enjoy solitude, it is my choice.'
i do not believe my own words,
because i know they are not
true.