about how some parents treat their kids like nothing..



-Oblivious Carelessness-
Why?...
When I was younger I'd laugh..
But now I look back and cry...
As you tear my very being in half...
I wonder how I even slightly get by..

When Daddy was at work...
You'd bring drunks home...
I thought it was bisurk..
But what did I know? Trapped in my little dome....
The men would laugh..hunched over...beer bottles in hand to lurk..

I'd go cross the block...without a hand to hold..
I'd giggle.....With my little brother...
You'd think I was bold..
But I have no other....
Really..I was alone and cold

Smoking....spening all the cash
I'd see your eyes glazed
Inhaling all your *precious* drug stash..
You never seem there, always dazed..
Partying in our house daily like a big bash..

You love me..
I know...
But don't you feel any pity?
It doesnt seem to show...
Feel a little guilty?

You know you were wrong....
But you were to never acknowledge....
This pain...it is so long...
I feel like im at the edge..
I'll have no one to walk along

Ever see my tears?
Ever look me in the eyes?
You have lost so many years...
See my heart? It cries..
I can still smell...the alchol..drugs..and beers

oblivious carelessness
let go of my hand...
I love you...less and less..
Leave me where I stand..
I have moved on..This pain I know confess

Goodbye Mom