cassi crysta
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Joined 11-15-14, id: 1002928, Profile Updated: 12-11-19
Author has written 26 stories for Life, Family, and Love.

I am 30

my son is my world

He will be 10 in August 2020

I left an extremely abusive relationship in late 2014

I got married in August 2016 to my best friend

it failed in August 2018

my lover is a man wholely unusual to me

but he is treasured

I had an account before-

i'll ask the stars above.

I am a cluster of anxiety and hope.

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Sour by inaded reviews
A sort of cautionary tale about a love that isn't so sweet.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/4 - Complete
The Alter of You by BoulderDash reviews
A night between us
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2019 - Complete
sacred by chrysalisage reviews
and you wonder if she already becomes a holy mother
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Horror/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/2/2019 - Complete
Once the plan by Synthey reviews
Not me, the fury snapped the pen, no one acts normal like I can.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/14/2019 - Complete
Shiver, Shiver by electrical moon reviews
i am wandering through a forest of teeth
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2015 - Complete
Echolocation by electrical moon
the night my bones ran wild
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/24/2015
the little mermaids by whatmonsters reviews
come sweet sailor, to the sea shore/ come to the ribboning foam/ come to the sweet voices that call/ and always come alone/
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/22/2015 - Complete
Heartlines by dances on echoes reviews
i am in flux
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/12/2015 - Complete
I Don't Know If I Could Ever Tell You This by electrical moon reviews
for you, i was open like a wound
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 646 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/27/2015 - Complete
Per Due by Phibonacci reviews
We wrote this song for two - for me, and for you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/23/2015 - Complete
Something About by M. Phlox reviews
An unspoken declaration of one's new-found love for another. [Oneshot]
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/19/2015 - Complete
Films by swan-scones reviews
Watch this.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/29/2015 - Complete
The Deciding Chamber by icefrog3 reviews
What happens before we enter this life? A short story about my ideas of what happens just before we are born.
Fiction: Kids - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 619 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/18/2015 - Complete
The Gift by Obluda reviews
You bought me a heart. [Tanka]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/13/2015 - Complete
Ages by Liora Lux reviews
Just a short little slightly sad vignette on a beach.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 531 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/12/2015 - Complete
The Heartbreak of Eden by Bookah reviews
She was Adam's first wife. He was an angel of the Host. But what caused the Fall? Rated M for mild erotica and controvertial religious suggestions.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,412 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/29/2014
Sphallolalia by Phibonacci reviews
Flirtatious talk that leads nowhere. Thank you for being my favorite word.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/24/2014 - Complete
tick, tick, tick by lady argon reviews
The steady beat of time drummed in the way that my fingernails did on the glass table.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/18/2014 - Complete
he didn't even bring roses by narrowskies reviews
they were playing this story on the five o'clock news and your mother said, "isn't that sad?" / TW: domestic abuse
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/15/2014
Dear Abraxas by Phibonacci reviews
I'm familiar with the flavor of your lies - to me, it's just another home.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/12/2014
Chess Pieces by wandertogondor reviews
She isn't solely a surface on which another person pens a novel and leaves.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/3/2014 - Complete
Nettle Soup by swan-scones reviews
Tastes sweet.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/3/2014 - Complete
Cafe by swan-scones reviews
You don't believe in this.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/16/2014 - Complete
one way ticket by dollface and her cancer reviews
she needed something more alive
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 14 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Complete
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return reviews
i know you will
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/11 - Complete
look at me, see me reviews
do you? or am i always in the way?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9 - Complete
and, darling, who needs who? reviews
twist yourself into service, untie your bad dreams.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/6 - Complete
romance with a mechanic reviews
its dirty hands, the smell of tires, and a worn out man.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/4 - Complete
stars reviews
you hold them in your hands
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/18 - Complete
escape reviews
you never will be free of his ghost
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/29 - Complete
gentle reviews
you were, once, until the demons came
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/24 - Complete
thief reviews
your passion has stolen my sanity & breath
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/21 - Complete
prison break, on Avenue L reviews
we are not there anymore. freedom.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/18/2019 - Complete
flinch & flinch reviews
he has left me silent and unable to confess to you
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 377 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/11/2019
reconstruction in the adult era reviews
and we went from drinking all night to tucking in our babies at bedtime
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/20/2016
restless reviews
there is no cure- but you try so hard
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2015 - Complete
ache reviews
you crept up on me; i thought i would always be empty.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2015 - Complete
panic reviews
the countdown is on. three days, five hours, six minutes until your heartbeat in vibrating in my ear.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/16/2015 - Complete
Un-romance reviews
[COLLECTION] You are not meant for me, but you leave me breathless, and I see you everywhere. [updated 2/24/2015-his birthday]
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 843 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 2/24/2015 - Published: 1/5/2015
downward reviews
i always come back to my bad habits&addictions
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/24/2015
savior reviews
he was mine. lust-filled as i am, i led him down the path of temptation. all his hail mary's wont save him now.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/27/2015 - Complete
legacy reviews
he will never tell you that he remembers me
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/26/2015 - Complete
Graceless reviews
i couldn't catch hold of your hand
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/27/2014 - Complete
hunting reviews
i have tracked you everywhere.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/15/2014 - Complete
remnants reviews
just flecks of dust
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/11/2014 - Complete
rails reviews
lets leap off them
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/5/2014 - Complete
need reviews
I begged for you
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/2/2014 - Complete
fierce reviews
stepping in front of a bullet would not even be a question
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/23/2014 - Complete
memory reviews
i saw someone today whose voice was exactly like yours
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/23/2014 - Complete
invisible reviews
you only notice me when I'm running from you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11/16/2014 - Complete