elfin starlordhide bio
 Author has written 62 stories for General, General, Life, Love, Supernatural, and Nature. To whomsoever it may concern, this be the last will and testament of one... Kidding! Hello everyone, I'm a morbid, depressive, bored entity who sometimes comes to life through poetic epiphanies. Okay, that bit is sort of exaggerated too. Simply put, I'm a writer trying her very best to write something that passes for sort of alright. That said, I love reading anything immortalized by words and my current favorite authors are Jonathan Stroud and Eoin Colfer. I'm very people shy and its only through the internet that I can speak so freely. Old classics from my native tongue ( which is this beautiful language called Telugu, by the way) are my go-tos for inspiration. This is my first attempt at posting anything I've written anywhere, so I look forward to a great experience! Cheers! |
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Subtle by LaMinsky reviews
There's a dull pain that I'm not sure I deserve.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/25/2020
My Jacket Is Unbelievably Cool by dieFabuliererin reviews
It's hard to find a vintage shop/ without an Instagram page./ They all have one but this one/ didn't.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/19/2020 - Complete
The Library of Dreams by FloweryLanguage reviews
The ambitions we carry are not our own, but borrowed from a library.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2018 - Complete
Tinted Windows by NoxPersona9 reviews
On eyes and souls and every color in between.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/26/2016 - Complete
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Cursed With Youth
No pauses. Time is kind enough, nor mortal enough to give you a respite, there's no surfing it's tide and what healing you are shown is mere alms meant to be thrown on desperate beggars and amateur thieves.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 12/25/2020 - Complete
Kites and Butterflies
Just a bunch of kids with guitars and golden voices, not necessarily in that order. Were there songs, only they would know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Published: 11/29/2020 - Complete
Winter's Weaver
Summer has gold boughs and winter's weaver spins the warmth of home for his ice queen.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Published: 10/12/2020 - Complete
Hollows Where Time Sleeps
Retelling A Classic - heaven-sent innocent/hell-bound rabid hound/why do you wear the same face?/why do you live the same days?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/11/2020 - Complete
Aesthetics of a Farewell
cigarette drafts, persimmon sighs/every aesthetic in red fire dies.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 8/17/2020 - Complete
Time Worn
We were children until they named us, innocent until they claimed us with that dreaded word - god.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 8/15/2020 - Complete
Sari With A Gold Border reviews
It was the last bus on that route for the night, so when it broke down in the middle of nowhere, under a starlit sky, I did not think I would have company in my stargazing. (A prompt from a different forum)
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 693 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2020 - Complete
Bleach
My mother, do not weep\ do not let the world sleep\ do not let the anger seep\ away, into apathy's keep
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Published: 7/19/2020 - Complete
Prayer for a Celestial
Cast your withering glance my way/Carelessly even
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/8/2020 - Complete
How To Chain A God: A Comprehensive Guide
You need a spell, a prayer and a stone to cage a god.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Published: 6/29/2020 - Complete
Fine Dining
Eat your own words and heart/All that is gentle lies at your feet/All that is raw won't touch your heart/Curse, curse.., sorry, play your part.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Published: 6/27/2020 - Complete
Takers And Givers
Someone I didn't know, living in a world I will never be a part of; went into the arms of Death willingly. So my heart cried. I wish all that is gentle lies at your feet.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Published: 6/16/2020 - Complete
The Universe Was Out of Roses and Venus
All the wind from my lungs is being pressed out every second. I suffocate. And for all this, the only reward is my palms barely stained with the pretty of the world I carry. Well, little over nothing, I guess.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 5/26/2020 - Complete
Getaway
Fly little sparrow, out to the sky/The cage doors have opened tonight/Bred in captivity as you are/You will return to your home behind the bars.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 5/20/2020 - Complete
If, In The End, I am To Be Forgotten
(Remember me through my words at least, please?) Human made, masquerade. (In my mind, I'm sipping wine; dressed like nostalgia and a moving 90's photograph.)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 5/9/2020 - Complete
Time Is A Train You Will Always Miss In The Last Minute reviews
These days, I think about peace more often than anything. I think about stillness and escaping the mad chatter of a restless mind. I think "Let the world burn around me, I'll make chai from the heat." And recoil at my definition of peace. Friend, you who I might've met or will meet; find your peace and let me borrow it for a rainy day.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/1/2020 - Complete
Chai, With a Side of Life reviews
Things have been hard, recently and everyday brings news more hard to digest. There was nothing much I could do, except make chai, acknowledge the losses in silence and pause. Let's meet for tea later, dear friend, on better days.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/30/2020 - Complete
And After: Change reviews
Tired these days, these months, these years; this life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/23/2020 - Complete
Heathen reviews
I was always living a half life, a full lie; in the box I caged myself in.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/20/2020 - Complete
O, Me! reviews
I went on adventures once; in my dream. It was called life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/16/2020 - Complete
Late Night Thought Bazaar
A bazaar of thoughts springs up to life tonight. Yesterday, it was a kiosk at the end of an alleyway.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Published: 4/6/2020 - Complete
Scarecrows Are Into Fashion and Fitting Clothes reviews
I took a dive into the pond beyond the boundary of sanity, one night. Turns out, it was an ocean. I drowned and I saw the world with madness waters on my eyes.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/31/2020 - Complete
Where Is Your Ocean, Storyteller? reviews
You write and only that makes you a writer.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/16/2020 - Complete
Magpie of Excuses reviews
Oh what a lie, what a lie you live. What a lie you live with such vigour. Why are you surprised by your tired heart, then?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/9/2019 - Complete
All Tongue and No Heart reviews
On better days immortal mountains were backyard gardens we ran in and groomed. On better days, forests bloomed like springtime flowers and all that was needed was a touch.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/24/2019 - Complete
Gods Live in My Eyes
Fight the fates, the furies And thus you give in Let them envelope you in their claws And yet you let them win There's no freedom Only the illusion of one So the struggle or lack thereof Lands us on the same island It's the same boat we sail on
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Published: 11/14/2019 - Complete
The Copper Urn
Because someone left a broken tumbler once and suddenly, the only light we see is what it gives off. So we scramble madly, moulding copper and the hole in it too.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Published: 11/6/2019 - Complete
I Must Stand
With the winds, flew my heart. The cage was only ever for something material, abstract things cannot be captured in earthly confines. They can only be held back by something equally abstract. Did I take too long to carve an escape?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Published: 9/4/2019 - Complete
Erased and Merged
I will be with my back to the window pane and I will give parts of myself to every world. Scatter, petals, on this wind and leave no trace.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Published: 8/6/2019 - Complete
The Cloud That Wears Your Skin reviews
Don't be my Sun, don't let me be Icarus, don't show me promises of a golden sky, I prayed. I never thought I'd fall in love with the clouds instead. The sun would have been easier to love, the fall would have lasted seconds. The ground I'm stuck on makes me heavy, the sky you fly in makes me insignificant. I look up anyway.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/30/2019 - Complete
Matters of the Head and the Like reviews
The devil's scared of the whispers in your ears, the thoughts in your head and your reflection in the mirror. You don't know if you are, anymore.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/12/2019 - Complete
Masquerade
You would have been so much better, darling, if you had chosen to be yourself. Instead, you chose me and look what you did. Now, we watch as I burn us down. The mirror bears witness to our masquerade ball.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Published: 3/31/2019 - Complete
Dreamland Dirt reviews
I hide between words, from reality. I give names to my excuses and cower in refuge, smeared in dreamland dirt. Reality is too weak when it comes knocking and yet has knocked me six feet underground from where I pretend I live. Under that dreamland dirt.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/10/2019 - Complete
And You, You Are My Poem
All I have to show are singed hands And words dwindling into the whirlpools of my blood I wish you were birthed out of something else
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Published: 2/7/2019 - Complete
Ship of Dreams
It is always this question. Where does my heart wander and where do I want it to? On those waters carrying my dreams, or on the land rooting me in reality?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Published: 10/8/2018 - Complete
Halcyon Days
I close my eyes and I have this picture in my head My imagination is intact As is reality There's a song playing in the background I hum it, but the second I think of the words I do not know the music anymore
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Published: 9/9/2018 - Complete
Inked In The Nights
What I want to write and what is written Are two different things in the end Maybe poetry is life in that way
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Published: 8/12/2018 - Complete
Seasons
The call for you reverberates through seasons. Tell me tales of how constant change is, how eternal this wait is.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Published: 5/29/2018
Driftwood
But someday, as the wind flips the pages Maybe my story might come to light And just for a moment I could be part of the tree I fell from And then the winds can carry me away
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 3/30/2018 - Complete
Exist As I Do
I'm ready to spiral into hell, to let these feathers be singed, to be branded into the depths for the sin of existing as I do.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Published: 2/7/2018 - Complete
Forces of Nature
Works on elements of nature
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 424 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/23/2018 - Published: 4/12/2016
Sleep, Silent reviews
You always know, how to trap happiness between moments The moon showed me the secret Sleep stayed at the threshold for me, smiling.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/4/2018 - Complete
Sparrows Outside the Glass Cage
Caged as you are, all you need to do is just look through the glass walls and you're free.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Published: 11/20/2017 - Complete
Of Mosaics and Abysses
You have to drown and be resuscitated for you to know what it feels like to weave words into poems.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Published: 8/31/2017 - Complete
The Things That Make Me Human
I scare you In all my cosmic glory So much so you call me unearthly Label me a heretic Brand me inhuman
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 7/19/2017 - Complete
Word Wine
"Do you think I know what I'm doing? That for one breath or half-breath I belong to myself? As much as the pen knows what it's writing, or the ball can guess where it's going next" - Rumi
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Published: 7/18/2017 - Complete
Be, My Spirit reviews
Thoughts run at the speed of life. One leads to another and to another and I've not moved an inch, yet travelled galaxies. Be, my spirit. Just be.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/12/2017 - Complete
I Never Asked To Be Human
I am a universe trapped in mortal skin and I can feel so much.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/8/2017 - Complete
Flightless Butterfly In A Field Of Red
Searching for a colorful miracle in a palace dyed red, unknowing that your wings have been taken, writhing, drawn into the quagmire of sunken dreams, flightless butterfly in a field of red.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Published: 6/14/2016 - Complete
I'll Be Waiting
I'll be waiting, so that we can keep going in circles like this, for you are a traveller on the roads of Life, and I'm the place you wish to leave and yet the Home that you are travelling for.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/30/2016 - Complete
Half Alive reviews
One day, you'll sit staring at the skies and wonder, how much you've lived your life and how much you should've
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2016 - Complete
My Mind Is A Horror Town
Just a little rant, what with me being drunk on too many sad manga
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Published: 3/2/2016 - Complete
Black and Red
Black, for the ones that have reached the end of the cycle, and red, for the ones that have just started. How then, to distinguish such coincident paths?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Published: 2/17/2016 - Complete
Painted Glass - Broken Shards
I still search for you in the reflections of our broken lives, knowing that it's a mirage; a rainbow in a desert
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 643 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/12/2016 - Complete
What Was Once A Home
What makes a house a home?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/31/2015 - Complete
Overdose reviews
Am I addicted to the drug or to you?
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/17/2015 - Complete
One Last Fight reviews
Every passing day might seem harder to live, but I still have strength to put up one last fight
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/6/2015 - Complete
Fleeting Immortality
Time stops for no one. So, how can something so eternal crave for a fleeting emotion, that signifies immortality to a mere human?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 750 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/4/2015 - Complete
Brothers
A fence is all that separates us, changes the nations that we belong to. But, you are still my brother, if not by blood
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Published: 11/3/2015 - Complete
Formless
Sometimes, there is clarity in distorted images
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 412 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/31/2015 - Complete
Stranded reviews
Maybe all of us are stuck between the two realms-reality and dreams, not knowing which to choose.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/29/2015 - Complete
Wings In The Sky
Alongside the clouds you fly With your wings touching the sky
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/29/2015 - Complete