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Joined 02-21-16, id: 1055180, Profile Updated: 02-06-17

I'm in the closet. No, not about my sexuality. I'm your typical straight white female who grew up watching anime. I'm a closeted fangirl when it comes to yaoi.

But I actually do care more about a good story with drama and emotion and well developed characters. In Manga there are a few really good, dramatic series but they are few and far between and because of my obsession I'm already up to speed on my favorites. So to fill the gaps of good stories I come here and sift through the trash to find the treasure.

I've gotten over the emo-boy craze. So if your story has an emo-boy in it and it's stereotypical I might read a few chapters but get bored with it. I understand that tragedy and suffering can add drama and complexity to a character but if it's a "my dad beats and/or rapes me" kind of thing it gets old. Do something new.

Meh. I'm rambling. I'm not going to list my favorite genre although I tend towards psychological thriller romances. I think my biggest annoyance is when a story has no plot and focuses solely on the romance. Characters are complex. Their motive to live should have more substance than just hanging on to someone they love. Even the most co-dependant ones. It's your job as a writer to bring that out in them. And it's my job to read about their lives.

Okay... I'm done. _

BTW don't expect any stories here and IF they do pop up be warned--unless it's a short story, I've never finished one before! But who knows, maybe my first time will be printed here. (Get your head out of the gutter!)

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Sebastian Bear Invisible Pervert by hi-tanner85 reviews
g'night psycho, I thought to myself. There was a split second where I wondered who I was talking to, the invisible boy spooning me from behind...or me..the girl who somehow managed to summon him back from the darkest corners of dream world.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 179,285 - Reviews: 1395 - Favs: 2,137 - Follows: 550 - Updated: 4/4/2020 - Published: 2/26/2007 - Complete
Strictly Business by Nacht Graves reviews
Jack doesn't do relationships. He especially doesn't do relationships with blonde alpha males who don't seem to understand the word no. But when the relentless stranger he rejects at the club turns out to be his boss, Jack realizes that he's going to have a much harder time keeping this one out of his pants. [slash]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 28 - Words: 106,043 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 122 - Follows: 180 - Updated: 12/22/2019 - Published: 9/17/2014
Power Trip by Calico Trayce reviews
Slash/Yaoi/MxM - A year ago, Gavin told Brecken Waters he loved him. Brecken laughed it off, but later he takes advantage of the situation. He's a completely sexy bastard who doesn't know what he's getting into. (Warning - smut, violence) Read and review please! - COMPLETE!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 45 - Words: 101,122 - Reviews: 735 - Favs: 441 - Follows: 411 - Updated: 2/26/2017 - Published: 6/10/2009 - Complete
Turning Corners by Dragons-without-fire reviews
Meeting up with random men for the night because his abusive stepfather says so for some quick cash has become normal for sixteen year old Seth and nobody seems to notice or care. Nobody except the new, quirky art teacher at school. MxM, non-con, abuse
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 31 - Words: 131,897 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 1/10/2017 - Published: 5/1/2016 - Complete
Stubborn Wolf by Nacht Graves reviews
What is Callum to do when he is reunited with his high school tormentor during a blind double date? Callum has recently gotten used to the half-vampire-half-human life. But his social life leaves much to be desired according to his best friend. Being forced to tag along on a double date with said best friend and her girlfriend, Callum meets a certain wolf shifter again. [slash]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 22 - Words: 77,331 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 9/20/2015 - Published: 6/30/2014 - Complete
A Textbook Case by Error-Author reviews
Dangerous games often have dangerous consequences. When a confused new therapist crosses paths with a clever but unstable young man, how high will the stakes get in the gamble of trust? MxM (complete story posted)
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 125,382 - Reviews: 518 - Favs: 339 - Follows: 173 - Updated: 10/13/2014 - Published: 11/3/2007 - Complete
Red Horses by Pantu reviews
Nothing – that's what's Mekhi see's in Heito's gaze after ten years apart. It's the look that leads to a simple act of revenge that goes too far, and that will slowly un-ravel everything Mekhi thought he knew about himself. But what does it even matter, when the person he really wants is the one life just won't let him have. (Gay, Yaoi, M/M, slash, incest, brocest)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 22 - Words: 162,461 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 10/18/2013 - Published: 7/30/2013 - Complete
Gentlemen by Dawn-Of-Indescribable-Colors reviews
He has been in love with his childhood friend since they met...but in a society where such feelings would not be tolerated, he must hide them away. Until he can't bear it any longer...WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT. BOYS LOVE / MALE/MALE / SLASH. ONE-SHOT.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,057 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 13 - Published: 9/20/2013 - Complete
More Beautiful Than Me by Happy Hippie reviews
*Under Revision* Love is the most confusing thing in the world. You spend your whole life trying to figure out what it is and where to find it, but the realest love seems to come from the most unexpected places. M/M, M/F, scant incest
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 54 - Words: 600,066 - Reviews: 282 - Favs: 201 - Follows: 173 - Updated: 4/27/2012 - Published: 8/23/2006 - Complete
Just Because by Ryette reviews
Slash. Bright blue skinny jeans can’t get you out of everything. Especially when your arch nemesis dumps barbeque sauce on them and then acts like a homophobe even though he really isn't. SKoW Best Slash winner round 11!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 35 - Words: 154,309 - Reviews: 1781 - Favs: 1,658 - Follows: 689 - Updated: 7/15/2010 - Published: 7/15/2009 - Complete
Materials Needed: Imagination and a Taboo Buzzer by disgusteddiscussion reviews
Buzzer is optional *evil smile* Six connected MxM stories. Graphic. Includes cases of incest, group fun, solo fun, bondage, non-con,stalking and underage - 9-15 usually. Little/no plot. Mature readers only.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 36 - Words: 40,863 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 11/23/2009 - Published: 10/9/2009 - Complete
Until You Loved Me by his terrible beauty reviews
COMPLETE. When a gay boy with trust issues rescues a popular, beautiful boy from social suicide, he gets thrown into a whole new world of sex, angst and betrayal. Falling in love with October DeTamble was most definitely not part of the plan.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 32 - Words: 96,375 - Reviews: 688 - Favs: 631 - Follows: 215 - Updated: 10/28/2009 - Published: 8/11/2008 - Complete
The Cole Turns To Ash by Naked Penguin Fetus For Pope reviews
COMPLETE. 16 year old Cole is sarcastic, apathetic, pessimistic, and just well...a lump of coal. The complete opposite of one Ashton Matthews... Slash, male x male love
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 219,659 - Reviews: 1240 - Favs: 1,051 - Follows: 312 - Updated: 8/28/2009 - Published: 12/27/2006 - Complete
Cigarettes, Stalkers, and Other Orgasmic Objects by Lego Kid At Heart reviews
Winter Orion is sexy, popular, and as cold as his name suggests. He should NOT have to deal with a cruel father, superficial friends and abhorrent school plays. And who keeps on putting freakin love letters in his locker? That is SO junior high... -slash-
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Mystery - Chapters: 7 - Words: 39,773 - Reviews: 380 - Favs: 815 - Follows: 181 - Updated: 4/10/2008 - Published: 1/29/2007 - Complete
Out of Luck by d'Neronique reviews
[slash] No one wants something more than if they can’t have it. That’s why I believe the best way to get guys is to pretend you’re straight – and you had better believe it works like a charm.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 42,254 - Reviews: 371 - Favs: 577 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 2/3/2007 - Published: 12/15/2006 - Complete
Mascara by American Schokolade reviews
slash The end of my three year relationship changes my life more than I ever thought it would, and I am hardly pleased when I find myself the plaything of two bickering gay guys, especially when one of the guys' sexy friend agrees to pick on me. Complete
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 102,418 - Reviews: 540 - Favs: 810 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 6/1/2006 - Published: 12/28/2005 - Complete
When You Own the Universe by Secretive reviews
He’s perceived as a spoiled rich kid that always gets what he wants. She’s seen as a cynical loner with an anger issue. But neither are truly what they seem what happens when they begin to notice this? What happens when he “buys” her for a week?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 112,384 - Reviews: 3642 - Favs: 3,453 - Follows: 400 - Updated: 3/25/2006 - Published: 10/16/2003 - Complete
Against All Odds by Myrika reviews
Raleigh Chase thinks guys are dogs. Her older brother's best friend Ryan Henderson claims that he can make any girl, including Raleigh, fall for him. Their bet's on for four months. Can they prove each other wrong? //REMOVED//
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 4,929 - Reviews: 6872 - Favs: 3,534 - Follows: 334 - Updated: 7/27/2005 - Published: 8/23/2004 - Complete
Wonderwall by Dirty-Angel-Toes reviews
[Complete] Brian isn't too thrilled with having to move to the middle of nowhere and attend boarding school, til he meets a group of friends and a boy he thinks could be the guy of his dreams. But love is never easy...Yaoi, MM slash, etc
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 91,158 - Reviews: 774 - Favs: 553 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 7/12/2005 - Published: 11/6/2004 - Complete