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Author has written 4 stories for Essay, Life, Biography, and Fantasy.

Hi! Welcome to my wonderful world of tears, social anxiety, laughter, social anxiety, angst, social anxiety, and mental breakdowns induced by social anxiety. I'm an interesting soul, to say the least. (Read: weird.)

There will be a lot of angst. And social anxiety. And lots of nervously laughing to myself at two a.m. Because I literally have no life.

I have a lot of serious problems, ok?

I'm a teenage fangirl with a love for anime, social anxiety, books, fandoms, sarcasm, etc., struggling to balance my writing life with my school and ice-skating life. I currently speak two languages: English and fluent Bullshit. It's a skill I've picked up from my two, lovely siblings. I am trying to learn Spanish and German, and I want to try and learn Italian, French, possibly Russian, and maybe Latin sometime because I've found learning languages to be especially fun as of late.

Yes, I am that kind of nerd.

So, what can I tell you about myself that isn't an actual joke? First of all, I am an American. I am also a cruel and unusual person who like torturing her readers with feels, Anyway, my real name will not be disclosed at the present moment because internet, but if you want to call me something, you can call me Inky, Kitty, Satan, Demon-girl, whatever floats your boat. If there was a phrase to describe my general attitude towards being social, it would be sardonically witty.

I also have an alternate account by the same username on, where I mostly post Hetalia fanfiction. That's where I'm the most active. You can find me here. I also have an Archive of our Own account, under the name Inked_Up_Clarity. You can find me here.

I have ADHD, or Attention Defective Hyperactive Disorder. Let's get all of the questions out of the way now. Yes, I take medication for it. It tends to make me quite random, sporadic, and hyper at times. It also tends to make me pretty quiet, timid, and shy at other times. I'm a mixed nut-case here, how it affects me often depends on the setting. If you want to PM me about it sometime out of curiosity or if you need to learn about it for the sake of character development, feel free to do so, I don't mind talking about it.

I have an older half-sister and a younger brother. Help me.

When I'm not reading and writing, I absolutely love to ice skate, draw, paint, and sew. I'm a pretty artsy person, if you can't tell. I've always loved to learn about history. Sue me, I'm a nerdy otaku and proud of it. I also like to sing to myself at late hours of the night. Until I wake up my dog. Oops.

I worship reading. I adore reading. It is my life, pride, and joy. I like reading both regular novels and manga. I also like watching anime. Probably a bit more than I should.

My stories tend to be pretty... sadistic. I'm a very cruel author who takes delight in the tears of my... children. (characters.) *giggles awkwardly*

On that note, I'll probably write mostly twisted, but what I hope to be semi-relatable stories that can apply to real life, mostly about issues that I personally deal with such as stress, anxiety, etc. (I vent through my writing. It's comforting for me.) I'll also probably post the occasional one-shot, maybe the long-running story or two, and who knows?Maybe I'll post the occasional essay that I wrote for class and actually liked. But like I mentioned above, I'm the most active on my fanfiction account, so that's where I'm going to be the most active, so I wouldn't expect frequent updates or posts or anything of that nature. Plus, I'm in school. With an average of anywhere from 4-8 hours of homework a day, plus the occasional ice-skating, sewing, or extracurricular lesson. Yeah. I don't have much time or energy to dedicate to any long running projects during the school year, so I wouldn't expect too many of them. *wilts inside* Sorry.

"Tact is the ability to tell someone to go to hell in such a way that they look forward to the trip."

- Winston Churchill

Patience: What you have when there are too many witnesses.

The moments in life that matter are the moments that take our breath away. Like choking.

Don't think of yourself as an ugly person. Think of yourself as a beautiful monkey.

I'm not prejudiced. I hate everyone equally.

It takes 42 muscles to frown, 28 to smile, and only 4 to slap people.

You inspire my inner serial killer.

I've met some pricks in my lifetime, but you, my friend, are a f*cking cactus.

Am I Alive: No. Who are you kidding? I died inside long ago when I entered writing-hell. Now I am a literal writer-demon-thing. On a more serious note, I do try to post every once in awhile here, but school always hits me like a friggin bullet train at all hours of the day, and between homework, studying, sewing, ice-skating, my nonexistent social life, and life's little road bumps that really tend to screw up your schedule, there's no real guarantee that I'll always be able to post. I'll try my best though!


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Immolation by Obluda
Sometimes I have visions. They are never of good things.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/12/2017
Dear Anxiety by SingStar234 reviews
This was originally a letter I wrote to my anxiety but I've changed it around a little to make it into a poem format. The title says it all.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/2/2017 - Complete
The Ottoman Defiance by Spleriia Emperor Splerii
The year was 1915. The year since the outbreak of the Gallipoli Campaign in the First World War. As the Turks struggled against their foes, all of them knew that their defiance against the invaders would contribute greatly for their patriotism, honor and glory to their very motherland - The Ottoman Empire.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/20/2017 - Complete
The Signal Shot That Rang From The Great Cruiser Aurora by Spleriia Emperor Splerii
The date is October 1917. The date that had fired a signal shot from the cannon of a cruiser which in turn sparked a vast revolution that forever changes the entire structure of the erstwhile Russian Empire.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/19/2017 - Complete
The Legela's Poem: Economy and Industry by Spleriia Emperor Splerii
When imperialism prevails, so did the economy and industry that follows.
Poetry: Work - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/2/2017 - Complete
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One, Two
"Eleven, twelve, we begin to delve. (...) Fifteen, sixteen, we hear a scream. Seventeen, eighteen, was that Jeanne? Nineteen, twenty, where is Penny? Twenty-one, twenty-two, we can't get through. Twenty-three, twenty-four we can hear it's roar. Twenty-five, twenty-six, throw some screams into the mix. Twenty-seven, twenty-eight, can't see straight."
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 450 - Published: 12/21/2017 - Complete
The Girl That I Have Not yet Met
"My flaws ate me alive, while I struggled to get out of their mouths, to escape their sharp, gnawing teeth. Always silently screaming, but no one hearing the whole stanza. I scream, and scream, and scream. And I panic. The anxiety builds up. It combines with the stress, with the lack of will, with the internal battle, and a panic attack ensues..."
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,244 - Published: 12/7/2017 - Complete
Here's To
"Here's to the ones who hurt and cut, and here's to the ones whose lives are in a rut. (...) Here's to the ones who lack the will, and here's to the ones who end up in the hospital. Here's to the ones who can't deal with the strife, and here's to the ones who ended their life." Trigger Warning: If you are sensitive to self-harm, suicide, depression, abuse, etc, please do not read.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/23/2017 - Complete
On Racism: Its History, Relevancy, and Prevention
Disclaimer: This was an essay written in class. In it, I tackle the subject of racism, but because it's a tricky topic, this essay contains information that some might find sensitive. If this is a touchy topic for you, don't read this. Absolutely no offense is meant; it was written for educational purposes, and if I have offended you, I apologize in advance. Full disclaimer inside.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,194 - Published: 11/11/2017 - Complete