Aviendha19
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Joined 09-23-01, id: 113963
Author has written 53 stories for General, Fantasy, General, Historical, and Horror.
INEZ: Prove it. Prove it was no dream.It's what one does, and nothing else, that shows the stuff one's made of.
GARCIN: I died too soon. I wasn't allowed time to--to do my deeds.
INEZ: One always dies too soon-- or too late. And yet one's whole life is complete at that moment, with a line drawn neatly under it, ready for the summing up. You are-- your life, and nothing else.

INEZ: Yes, Garcin, she's right. Carry on with it, press her to you till you feel your bodies melting into each other; a lump of warm, throbbing flesh... Love's a grand solace, isn't it, my friend? Deep and dark as sleep. But I'll see you don't sleep.
--Sartre, "No exit"

O Delvig, Delvig! What reward is there
for noble deeds and verse?
Where and what is the joy in talent
amongst villains and fools?
In Juvenal's austere hand
the dreaded lash whistles at the villains
and wipes the color from their cheeks.
The power of the tyrants trembled
O Delvig, Delvig, what is persecution?
Immortality is the reward
both of valiant, inspired deeds
and of sweet singing!
Thus our union will not die,
proud, joyful and free!
In happiness and grief, firm is the union
of lovers of the eternal Muse!
--Wilhelm Küchelbeker; Shostakovich Symphony 14

how slowly the hours pass
like a funeral

you will cry over the hour that now finds you crying,
which, itself, passes all too quickly
as do all hours

--Appolinaire, A la sante

warning!!! some of these (older) poems are reeeeeally dumb so dont laugh at me too much.

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45 Latitude South 170 Longitude East by leningrad reviews
zealand
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,811 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2003
The Crucifix by leningrad reviews
story
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,453 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2003
Strange Weather by toysoldier reviews
It's about those moments when you know something that was inherently a part of your life is ending and you realize that you screwed up, and there's nothing you can do to hold on.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/28/2002
said by sweetspontaneous reviews
something she said, and it wasn't about me at all, and still it made me sick. incidentally, this has nothing to do with love. r+r?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/21/2002
you by nautilus reviews
about being in love, somewhat unwillingly. unlike most of my other work it's somewhat autobiographical, so it's rather to the point.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/14/2002
he says this by Rose of Dresden reviews
"if i were a flightless bird i'd kill myself"--kyle w.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/7/2002
Frankenstein's Monster by unexpected source reviews
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/3/2002
Ether by unexpected source reviews
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Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/23/2002
Violinist by Rose of Dresden reviews
-it is easy to love a violinist-. oh wide-eyed, slipper-headed young man. black eyes, perhaps. please read and review!! thank you
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/5/2002
Bedoiun by unexpected source reviews
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/26/2002
The Second Real Transition--In Arcadia by Rose of Dresden reviews
This poem really isn't related to the other one...I just wrote it directly afterwards :). Please read and review! Thank you so much :)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 760 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/17/2002
The First Real Transition by Rose of Dresden reviews
This simply *came* to me...I don't know how. It may not make a lot of sense, but I like it for whatever odd reason. Please read and review! Thank you :)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 632 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/17/2002
somebody's girl by sweetspontaneous reviews
(a smile that would kill me, really it would)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/29/2002
A Symphony In Paris Among The Brokenhearted by Newkirk's Heroes reviews
Ooo, I'm proud of this one. I was trying to write a new profile for my AIM screen name and this somehow came out :). Please read and review!! Thank you so much!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/29/2002
No Wings by sweetspontaneous reviews
a dead bird is lying in the gutter, by the bus stop... (r+r please)
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,687 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/28/2002
poppies by valpincon reviews
weird image that came into my head only two minutes ago, this is brand new and totally unedited...going out on limb here! review me! :)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2002
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the hills of my home reviews
after the fire
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/16/2004
Schumann and driving at night reviews
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/16/2004
Mycerinus 2500 BC reviews
inspired by debussy's string quartet in G minor, the viola solo of the 3rd movement which is so slow and mysterious and far-away sounding, ancient almost...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/4/2003
Black Mold reviews
a short story trying to capture the feeling evoked in me by a place i visited, by the twilight view of the shady oaks, the waving grasses, the hauning old house. written after not sleeping for days--half-sunk in dreams...
Fiction: Horror - Rated: K - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 910 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/15/2003
Sidney Clopton Lanier: Poet of the Marshes reviews
canon essay i wrote for ap english. Lanier is one of my favorite poets, and his life is truly tragic and beautiful. it should be a movie. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,177 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/15/2003
today reviews
Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12/25/2002
the tide is at its highest height and it is night reviews
Ravel, an open book, darkness at the windows.... Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/9/2002
la neige reviews
this poem is a recounting of a dream i had last night that has been haunting me all day. the dream was not really about anyone in particular, merely a bitter yearning and longing and pain, sharp and cruel pain, like ice. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 593 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12/9/2002
sonata reviews
a little ode to music and its variousities. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11/25/2002
garnet reviews
forgotten boughs of genious, lanier-like. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/19/2002
laurier reviews
(ode to the age of romanticism) Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/16/2002
discourse on the piano music of maurice ravel reviews
beauty, wholly and tempered and softened and french: ravel. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/7/2002
piano doux reviews
the second movement of shostakovich's second piano concerto. impossibly beautiful to the degree of almost being indescribable. please read this poem slowly, as if listening to the second movement. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/7/2002
daguerréotype reviews
a picture, of the first movement of Beethoven's 8th quartet, E minor, opus 59. {note: at the time i wrote this, i had mistakenly thought the quartet was in f minor--forgive me for the flats} Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/7/2002
noontide reviews
a poem about sunlight, how it's always seemed to me. sat outside today at noon and wrote it. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/6/2002
il christantemi reviews
wrote this in math class, squeezed drunkenly in the margin of an organized worksheet. Puccini's The chrysanthemums sounds like the lost evening among the waving dark leaves of the poison garden of rappaccini's daughter. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/30/2002
Maurice reviews
inspired by the novel Maurice by E.M. Forster. an attempt to capture in words the visage of the three beautiful characters. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/24/2002
The Catcher in the Rye reviews
a poem i wrote in first period english (paralyzed with poety while the class discussed), thinking of holden caulfield and salinger and the grandness of it all. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9/17/2002
se songer reviews
just a while ago poem about something that made me sad.. je me songe à lui, mais il est disparu. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/17/2002
giverny reviews
just expressing a feeling, staring late night at a painting on the cover of Anthology of american poetry on my desk, and feeling blah. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/15/2002
The Schism reviews
(raskolnik) Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/15/2002
the picture reviews
Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/9/2002
in the long halls reviews
Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/9/2002
wasteland reviews
i wrote this also in the middle of the night, feverish and strange-minded and right after the nightmare that is the other poem. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Horror/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/29/2002
dans le mois d'octobre reviews
i wrote this in the middle of the night to the light of a tiny dim lamp, fever raging through my body and the insane nightmare fresh and horrible in my mind. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Horror/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/29/2002
Beethoven reviews
with the 3rd movement of Beethoven's fifth symphony pounding in my head, and the writhing passionate agony of Immortal Beloved filling me, i wrote this. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/17/2002
symphony, french night, and the countryside reviews
a short story i wrote while travelling in france, entranced by its beauty. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 868 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/27/2002
no one reviews
a poem to my future soulmate, wherever he is, if ever he is. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/27/2002
Schwanendreher reviews
Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/21/2002
sunday july 21 reviews
lolita, gaudi, borodin. goodbye, domi. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/21/2002
les fraises strawberries reviews
a little poem of strawberries and love. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2002
résonance reviews
the pitch hath found it match! alas, they are ever separated by composer's whim and worldly music. or thus? Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/13/2002
domi's poem reviews
aw i really liked this poem. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/5/2002
boredom reviews
sometimes there's nothing to do, and you lay across your bed wishing and listening to music, and everything seems sleepy and slow and silent and still... Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/27/2002
the Kalet reviews
a young woman meets a mysterious vampire in the depths of the woods; adventure and romance. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26,869 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5/15/2002
la neige de Rousse reviews
my first poem in french. pardonnez-moi, Français, pour mes erreurs avec votre langue. j'apprends. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/7/2002
ravel reviews
listening to ravel, pavane pour une infante défunte, doux, and thinking about life and memories and what tchaikovsky said about his 2nd movement. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/5/2002
kai's poem reviews
Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/5/2002
la gloire de la nature reviews
i was enthralled by a painting. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/29/2002
la pluie reviews
it was raining at school today; i tried to capture my mood. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/15/2002
the nightmare reviews
i tried to describe this nightmare i had last night. i dunno, if i succeeded. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 511 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/11/2002
At the end of the day reviews
i was going to bed, and it was 3 in the monring--no, 4--um, and i was all, half asleep and feeling my body settle, and then my mind kinda just floated to this. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/9/2002
The tempest reviews
inspired by the painting Miranda the Tempest by John William Waterhouse; a story about a shipwreck in the fog offshore, the misty irish cliffs, and a strange man who's life is saved from the foaming sea. Not finished yet. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,409 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/31/2002
mist and memory reviews
moonlight sonata, the sea, and sadness. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 460 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/31/2002
Yellow reviews
self explanatory. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/30/2002
Moonpoem reviews
a poem about loneliness. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/30/2002
The mermaid reviews
Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/30/2002
Mankind's birth reviews
just a poem, not sure what its about. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/30/2002
Earth's tears reviews
Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/30/2002
music shades of blue reviews
happiness is not a destination, but a way of travelling. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/30/2002
language without words reviews
a poem about a violin. Copyright 2002 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3/30/2002
Frozen reviews
time rolls infinitely on, and hearts heal. this is an old poem. Copyright 2001 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9/24/2001
Ah the randomness! reviews
um, on aim. there was this contest between a friend and I, to see who could, well, i guess you'll see..... Copyright 2001 Lorraine F. P.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 930 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/24/2001