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Joined 04-12-20, id: 1139739, Profile Updated: 12-19-21
Author has written 8 stories for Fantasy, Friendship, Horror, War, Life, and Love.

Shai. I used to go by Simone on here so some of my stuff signs off as that. Gender? What is gender? I use all pronouns. Sometimes I write about pretty girls, my best friends, and all the darkness in my angsty teenage soul. Usually I don't write because I'm busy with school and/or I forget this account exists. Come say hi and rescue me from pre-calculus hell. Username from "Black Butterflies and Deja Vu" by the Maine.

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An Anthology of Poems by 1234booklover reviews
a bunch of pretty words/strung up to from meaning. A collection of poems, varying from categories across love, life, friendship. Have a look if you wish :)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,172 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/21/2021 - Published: 2/3/2021
Alphabet Poetry Collection by buy-a-rainbow-smile reviews
Collection of works, title of each poem is a letter and I'll be doing 27 of them. Trigger warnings for depression, eating disorder, cutting, self-harm, suicidal thoughts. Please review!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 4 - Words: 526 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/24/2020 - Published: 12/18/2020
please by sleepy-julia reviews
answer me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/21/2020 - Complete
Stars and Stars by dust mote reviews
Look up.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 452 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/18/2020 - Complete
Sincerly Today's Teenagers by Trixie Simmones reviews
When we can't find the words to say, we can find them elsewhere.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 394 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/13/2020 - Complete
Sky Woman by drahcirwolf reviews
Enfri is the last sky woman of her village. She is a healer, herbalist, and midwife. One day, she and her protective dragon guardian are visited by a coterie of royal assassins, and it changes the course of her life forever. She is hunted for reasons she does not understand and begins to unravel the truth of her heritage. [F/F]
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 33 - Words: 122,404 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 9/28/2017 - Published: 7/20/2015 - Complete
Rune Knight by drahcirwolf reviews
The sequel to SKY WOMAN. Ban Karst is the son of the lord regent of Altier Nashal, a kingdom of frozen seas and vast forests. He is drawn into a plot of betrayal and war between three rival factions, and the Sea Throne of the kingdom is the prize. Declared a traitor by all sides, he has no one to turn to except for a pair of fugitives, a healer and an assassin. [F/F]
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 40 - Words: 179,927 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 6/7/2016 - Published: 10/23/2015 - Complete
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Queer Heart, Rainbow Veins reviews
Poetry about being queer, about loving women, and maybe a little bit about loving myself.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 831 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 3/4 - Published: 1/6
Philia reviews
Love doesn't always have to be romantic.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 29 - Words: 2,962 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/13/2021 - Published: 9/11/2020
Phoenix reviews
You destroyed me, but what you don't comprehend- I am a phoenix; I will live again.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 17 - Words: 4,001 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/12/2021 - Published: 12/9/2020
Mirror reviews
So far, scientists have explored about 4% of the visible universe. I think I'm even more of a mystery than space. / An identity crisis but it's prose poetry.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 602 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/7/2021 - Complete
Saturn reviews
I am rings, orbiting around this Saturn called female, and I am an alien in my own body. / Prose poetry about my complex relationship to gender.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 459 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2021 - Complete
Desire reviews
Roses, they choked out, just before I left. Roses. They'd always been intoxicated by my rose perfume... intoxicated by me. The perfume was as artificial as anything they'd ever felt for me. Sweet and meaningless. It wasn't love. It was desire, and that was as close as I would ever get.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,152 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 3/29/2021 - Published: 3/19/2021 - Complete
Roses reviews
She was beautiful, and bewitching. The smell of rose perfume followed her everywhere she went, and her lips tasted like roses. She might have been a murderer. Anyone who loved her, who fell into her trap of loosely buttoned shirts and plum lipstick and perfume like roses, was a fool. But I loved her, or I thought I did.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 3,264 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/13/2021 - Published: 10/21/2020 - Complete
Elemental Spirit reviews
There's a kingdom for each of the four elements, and each kingdom has at least one heir unhappy with the war tearing their world apart. Peace is their goal, but a lot of things stand in their way: heartbreak, forbidden romance, and a power-hungry kidnapper, to name a few. Is an end to the fighting even possible? (Extended summary inside.)
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 46 - Words: 70,940 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 9/21/2020 - Published: 4/29/2020 - Complete