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Joined 10-04-01, id: 117321, Profile Updated: 07-21-09
Author has written 119 stories for General, Young Adult, Life, Romance, Love, Nature, Fantasy, Supernatural, Religion, War, Haiku, Family, and Biography.

Writer's block all the time is quite a strife.

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I will tell you like it is, and I don't seem to be very considerate of your feelings. I'm bold and picky but I love those who matter the most to me. I mostly write about experiences (when I can find the right words, which seems to be a struggle lately) because I've pretty much given up writing poetry. The words do not come so easily anymore.

I think about existence and the origins of the universe, too much. So I write from time to time... it's not very often though.

I love sub-genres of breaks and electro and "indietronica" as they call it these days. Mostly into indie pop.

Top bands/artists: Joy Division, New Order, Blur, Smiths, Radiohead, Elastica, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Bikini Kill, Bloc Party, Friendly Fires, Little Boots, La Roux, The Faint, Empire of the Sun, Broken Social Scene, Cut Copy, Bat for Lashes, Simian Mobile Disco, Telepathe, The Presets, Marina and the Diamonds, Magic Wands, Late of the Pier,

And I'm married to another woman, her name is Kerri.

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Mirror, You Cut So Deep by INTP reviews
it beckons us all to commit
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/29/2005
A Window Facing West by darkstar-rising reviews
A poem written for a friend. Not my usual subject, but it was refreshing to write. I think we all should have a window facing west.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/6/2004
Your Moans So Low by Jo The Pirate reviews
Poem #244 in my Book of Poems ; Inspired by a line from Beth Morgan's 'Necromancer Mine'.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/2/2004
Broken Dolls: L Series by Knightmare Elite reviews
Sexually liberated' super model Mikka mentors the new lesbian model Anala while trading views on life, love and ultimately each other. This is the second story in the L series. Interracial Lesbian Fic, don't like don't read. COMPLETE!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 53,991 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 8/6/2004 - Published: 6/11/2004 - Complete
Yes I Am Too But Who Am I Really? by jo-nzl reviews
Girl meets girl. Attraction. Complicated because there’s a boy in the picture – but wasn’t he supposed to be gay? An exploration of sexuality and self-doubt – inc f/f, m/f and m/m, language and sexual content.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 31,410 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/2/2004 - Published: 4/22/2004
slow burn by desolus reviews
[ mature themes - f/f ] ... an old desire that still burns slow.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2004
Thorny Roses by Wind Blown Hair reviews
The rating is due to sex scenes later on. Renee remebers the events that led up to the death of Jenna, her love.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,295 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 5/18/2004 - Published: 9/11/2003
Petroleum by Kelpylion reviews
Sudden epiphanies, at the break of a thunderstorm. The petroleum bubble shatters.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/14/2004
The Cemetary by LaMSaErArNier reviews
A white rose in a world of the dead. please r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/17/2004
Gossamer Morning by cmetalangel249 reviews
Beatiful mornings...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/28/2004
Of Dreams and Realities by Samii Tiger reviews
Late night thoughts about my girlfriend...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/10/2003
When I Dream by LiquidGenesis reviews
Everyone dreams of that one special thing, no matter what form it takes. But some how, dreaming about it makes it all the more painful to wake up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/7/2003
Duvet by summonerskye reviews
When she notices a quiet girl at school, Lissa Richmond becomes obsessed with her, but as she becomes closer to Mary, she might not be able to handle to secrets that she discovers.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,396 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/5/2003
Formless Tattoo by LiquidGenesis reviews
If you could describe love in rational words, it would not be real love. Real love never makes sense and this poem follows in that tradition. Create your own tattoo and fill it in with love, that is the only music a soul needs.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/29/2003
Chocolate Covered Strawberries by Mishael reviews
For when forever ends
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/13/2003
Grasp by Shadafakup reviews
Once again, if you don't like sad or unresolved endings, Stay Away. Holding on, or letting go to certain memories. Sensory details need improvement, any ideas?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 6 - Published: 8/7/2003
Angel on my Shoulder by Meghann McCall reviews
A young lesbian comes to terms with the death of her best friend. I wrote this story for a college class.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,979 - Reviews: 133 - Favs: 127 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/16/2000
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Enclosed
Manipulated and enclosed, trapped by my parents growing up. Now look at me...
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 3/10/2009 - Complete
the world reviews
... thinking a lot about the universe and origins... that is all. Not such a great title, I never know how to name pieces.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/7/2008 - Complete
Underneath the Sky reviews
How my existence along with everyone else, is oblivion.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/1/2008 - Complete
Mother part II reviews
I have not been able to put in in words, but living with my mom again... here it is, angsty.
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/16/2008 - Complete
Losing Vigor reviews
When everything so colorful in my life turns bleak and figuring out a way to escape it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/5/2008
Being reviews
Sometimes it's wretched just to exist.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2008 - Complete
Home? reviews
When partying invades your home and you hate the city that you are stuck in.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/5/2007
Let Them Talk reviews
It's hard to know who true friends are anymore when all they do is make assumptions in their minds.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/31/2007 - Complete
Fabulous reviews
What the scene in electronic music means to me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/20/2007 - Complete
Family reviews
Changes keep on revolving, but this is the family I will never forget. prose piece
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 580 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/20/2007 - Complete
Assumptions
This is a bit dramatic, but it's when friends fall out after all the chemicals are gone. And how awkward it feels facing them face to face.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 511 - Published: 1/4/2007 - Complete
Induling reviews
Sometimes I think I've consumed so much that my body can't handle it anymore.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/18/2006 - Complete
Too, too ardent reviews
It was too bright for me to close my eyes to the point I was petrified and thought I was dying and couldn't redeem reality.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/29/2006 - Complete
Yellow
So a country refused my entry, all I wanted was a vacation away from all the war of chemicals was that so wrong? (work in progress, I doubt I'll update though...)
Fiction: Biography - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,083 - Published: 5/12/2006
Sketch reviews
Where have I been the last six months? Well lets find out - now I've caused internal damage oh my.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006
Endorphins reviews
I feel.. detached from everything. And this is how I piece it together, with jumbled words that make no sense.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/20/2005
Mother reviews
I am your greatest mistake and immense accident. Nothing can be said to gain a bond, ever again.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/7/2005
DesolateRapture reviews
Living here is opressive, but I still have her to hold me hand.. as we have many roads to take to get out of here.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/15/2005
Woman reviews
What is it to be a woman? corny as hell, no? Yes? :P "Are these beings more gentle, or deluges of carnal pleasure"
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/6/2005
Sedating Whirlwind reviews
Maybe the title says it all? Drugs - mind trapped in a bubble and force - misleading things about myself possibly? Read, review, whatever.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/5/2005
GodShaped reviews
Can we be forced to believe in a figure that is quickly wilting and dying compared to the perplexes of the world, that a spirit... a man, could create this earth? No. :-P
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4/19/2005
Tots in the Pottery Field reviews
What does dear Jenna think is becoming of the world? Meh, thank you to a famous anthropologist. Wanna guess who? Ahem, modern north america, religion, outcasts.. take a looksees!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/16/2005
Lugubrious reviews
The title fits what this poem is, lugubrious =P Another poem about... hmm... not being able to write whatsoever? But oh! What contradiction as I've just uploaded this piece for all to see. =)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/20/2005
Concatenations of reviews
Personal experiences within the courses and events of love... bluntly put, not my usual style.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/10/2005
Empirical Existence reviews
This might be cliche,but the message is pretty clear.. tiny universes within another...our technology being able to create something where we could surpass time and space and find another existence, another kind of universe.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,203 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/27/2004
Spare reviews
Basically we're a universe within another one, so should we all be spared and live anyways? meh, take it however!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12/1/2004
Drowned in the Air reviews
I don't know what this is supposed to be =P but someone inspired me when he mentioned the sound of a hair strand falling to the ground.. bleh, decipher however you please.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10/28/2004
WonderWounded reviews
Sexes... will never be equal.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/21/2004 - Complete
Ode to a Weakling reviews
Basically, this is for anyone who feels cowardly, wishing they knew what death was.. since we're all so oblivious of the one missing piece in our minds. Blah, take it as you will. For those passed on xoxo.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/2/2004
psychoBABBLE reviews
i don't know.. a simple poem about being bored with the way i express myself with words, having no inspiration.. gah
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/26/2004
Love is Not Like the Movies reviews
Inspired by the Wicker Park movie... I could have done a lot more with this and I think I will. Love isn't all glamorous as the movies though, is it?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9/11/2004
to hell with good intentions reviews
I think this is just a verbose piece of me trying to say... uhm.. don't trust anyone? I make no sense lately, blargh, read if you dare.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/22/2004
He or She reviews
"My sexuality vacillates to asexuality..." both sexes to me, errghh both the same! I find this poem a tinge but funny too, and a bit angsty! Yum.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/14/2004
Bleak Hole Inside reviews
"Your bellows in my ears are worse..than blusters and I cannot shroud." Poem about how I'm feeling lately? Simple as that I supposesss..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/12/2004
Spastic Dance reviews
Poem about Ian Curtis :love: I guess this is just describing how he died, and comparing his death to the way he was on stage with his 'fits'
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/5/2004
Ebbing From Reality reviews
Enid finds a bag on the side of the road, and reads through the diary and feels like she is falling in love with this unknown person..will she meet her and will it become real? f/f themes READDD
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,474 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/2/2004 - Published: 6/22/2004
Choice of Existence reviews
"Does she choose to live with, a colossal haze, her mind so numb" Take this however you want I suppose..just read it fawwwkers hehe =D
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/26/2004
ExPerfectionist Allure reviews
Someone who tries to escape and break out of their 'perfect shell' but it's too late because she never woke up and realized.. I don't know why I wrote this, just came to me.. r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6/30/2004
Never Linger Again? reviews
I hope after so long she will never leave me... take this however you want. For you Kerri xox
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6/27/2004
Grazing Through Whirlwinds Together reviews
I suppose this is about trusting your partner through all the obstacles you have to face in a relationship and life... to be safe.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2004
Unsex Her reviews
Hmm this poem goes beyond sex -grins- it's more like the committment that comes with the love making I suppose
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/15/2004
4 Introspective Haikus of Love reviews
Love can be defined as many things, lets saunter through the meanings shall we?
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6/14/2004
Boundaries reviews
Kerri and I are having problems.. and for once this is my head poured out with thoughts. So.. meh.. read.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2004
Mourns of the Serial Killer reviews
What a killer could be thinking after his or her crucial deeds, a life time in jail and no way out.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2004
Ravine reviews
The earth doesn't need us but earth, air, fire, water is what we need. Nature being destroyed but somehow it alleviates on its own.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
World Incarnadine reviews
A huge emphasis on 'redness' & 'blood' in the world, resulting from humans partaking in war, polution, greed etc.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2004
New Color to Paint the World reviews
A new color to splash out, to be able to see the world differently... whew, I'm on a roll with writing today =P
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/16/2004
Counterculture reviews
Just a look into the 60's/70's individualism and nonconformity culture =) read read!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5/16/2004
Pseudo Happiness reviews
To create world peace, well, throw out all individualism and have everyone drugged up on amphetamines..that could work
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/16/2004
When a Lady Loves Another Lady reviews
If you don't know what it feels like.. this is what it feels like to me =) Just a sappy poem about lesbian love
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/29/2004
Human vs Nature reviews
An acrostic poem I did.. not that great but hey, thought I'd try it. Just about who would win in the end, humans or nature?
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/25/2004
Collection of Phobias reviews
I thought it would be a nifty idea if I wrote a few different poems on phobias.. so I'll keep adding, please review if you'd like.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 486 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 4/13/2004 - Published: 3/26/2004
Adaptation to Hysteria reviews
about my fears of nuclear war lately, goes beyond that though.. I know, the title doesn't fit but hey enjoy!
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/9/2004
Strings reviews
Being sexual in a discreet way with instruments =P and uh, just gonna cluster a bunch of poems all in one this time.. only short ones
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 3/26/2004 - Published: 3/20/2004
Against my Will reviews
A girl's home is invaded my her ex lover and her ex wants to get back at her because of all the pain and anguish (contains f/f and rape scenes)umm might edit this some more! or add another part
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,633 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/21/2004
Ian Curtis reviews
Based on Ian Curtis (from Joy Division).. some of it's fiction some of it's true. I was describing what he was doing before he hung himself... R.I.P. Ian
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/17/2004
Under God's Power reviews
Mmm.. of course I'm not religious but so many people get wrapped up into it and believe in heaven all their life.. this is what I think it would be like. I just used "God" as an idea. So no I don't believe in it, this is fiction after all =P
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3/14/2004
Ink Blots reviews
How I percieve and question existence.. you know those pictures they show in therapy, those ink blot pages or whatever.. heh yeah that's where the idea's from
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 3/9/2004
A Night of Ebullience reviews
Just a little fantasy I have of making love on the beach and to get away from EVERYONE! (F/F sexxxx scenes, you've been warned hehe)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,243 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/1/2004
Phases of the Sun reviews
Just watching the sky and nature change from my window.. wishing she was there to watch it with me
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2004
A Happier Norm reviews
A poem for anyone who is considered a deviant or just different... and I mean really different in society. r/r if you would!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2/28/2004
Mesmerizing Sunset reviews
About spending the night with your lover, with such a captivating sunset that you don't want it to end. I've never experienced this and I hope I will soon! -
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/22/2004
A Child's Fleeting reviews
Eh.. about a little girl who grows up I guess. Take it however you want but it's about a girl who questions our world.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2/17/2004
Reality Prevailing reviews
Ashera has the love of her life, her girlfriend Briana, but she suffers from paranoia attacks and is being stalked (contains F/F slash) Some pweeeease review
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,321 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/15/2004
My Darkness Beauty reviews
Tried to play around with visual imagery as much as I could it's about if Kerri was the goddess of darkness yet she was still the brightest glowing beauty on the earth
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2/4/2004
Two Halves Conjoined reviews
A poem for my Kerri since she's gone back to England for a little bit -sigh- but she'll be back. This is for all of our good times Kerri xxx
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/31/2004
Skin reviews
My darling Kerri is finally here - but I wrote this poem out of fear because everything is too good to be true slaps myself I'll write more happier poems than this soon I swear =P
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/11/2004
Isolation in Winter reviews
I'm not really sure what this is about.. let's just say winter is a cold and lonely time.. hmm
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12/16/2003
Beauty Within reviews
I usually don't write things like that.. but point blank it's basically about how everyday I feel ugly and try to find some beauty inside of myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/16/2003
illusory eternity reviews
Just something I conjured up a little while ago.. about an imaginary world of eternity I guess you could say, written for a contest poem R&R
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/18/2003
Crave for Love reviews
Not my usual style of writing, just a simple poem written today about being in a long distance relationship
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/16/2003
Raspberry Candles reviews
Suicide imagery but in a different way.. hard to explain but it's about a very powerful girl yet she's so so weak and frail at the same time, added with a twist of candles
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/3/2003
Vox reviews
I just wrote this right after I had a beautiful chat with my Kerri..you know how a vox is a vibration of sound?A beautiful sound?That's what Kerri's voice is like to me *tingles*
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/1/2003
Brain Overload reviews
Hmm..hard to explain this one, I keep having these stages where my heart pulsates so much with all these questioning thoughts about the world, read for yourself
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/1/2003
Lamenting reviews
Tiny story I wrote about being so far away from Kerri.. and all the times I hurt her with my awful words. Hard for anyone to understand, but hey r/r
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 827 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10/22/2003
Foreboding Death reviews
Finally a story I'm proud of!It's for my writing class..This is about a girl who feels death coming.. and has hallucinations of dying but it happens to people around her.. enjoy plz r&r ^-^
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,431 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/21/2003
Marshmallow Man reviews
Based on some traits about a very sad man I knew but never met! WHEW lol ok Kurt Cobain maybe? Blah, some dream. interpet it however you want
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/19/2003
Vacant Heart reviews
About being without my girl (damn long distance) and the fact that we're two girls in love.. how people stereotype lesbians sort of, just a short poem
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/13/2003
The Demon reviews
Aww when I was 12 years old and realized how much the world sucks :P Don't know why I posted this, one of my first poems though
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/13/2003
Black and White reviews
Hard to explain.. just read :) It's about if we only saw things in a one dimensional way, and never escaped from it, almost like living in a dark hole. r/r
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10/9/2003
My Birthday Angel reviews
Just a special poem I wrote for my girl on her 19th birthday ^-^
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/5/2003
Rainbow Junky Amatories reviews
Uhh.. I wrote this a year ago, just my euphoria fantasy world.. I guess lol r/r if you like :)
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10/5/2003
Her Cherubic Taste reviews
This poem is about my first kiss with Kerri *tears* the most enlightening night of my life.. oh yeah f/f slash if you didn't know heh ENJOY please r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/4/2003
Dahmer reviews
Poem about serial Killer Jeffrey Dahmer.. I warn you now, this has graphic descriptions of body mutilations so if you are uncomfortable with that.. do NOT read
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 634 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/27/2003
Mortal Idiots reviews
Took A LOT of effort to write this I was having brain OVERLOAD lol.. it's about well.. questioning why we exist on this earth. Don't flame this if you're religious.. k? R/R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/14/2003
Melodic Song reviews
A poem about my brother's death, do not read if you cannot handle violent imageries of suicide
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9/13/2003
Marble Sea reviews
About dousing in the sea, just pretending that I could turn into a mermaid if I stayed in the sea long enough
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/10/2003
My Paper Heart reviews
Feeling fragile and depressed I guess..wishing the world could be different and that I could escape it
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/23/2003
Raindrops Never Fall From Trees reviews
About laying underneath the stars with my lover, as rain falls but... I feel like they cannot fall from trees
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/22/2003
The Killer in Her reviews
About a girl who lays on the floor wishing she could kill people... not me, but some of my disturbing traits. r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8/22/2003
The Blade reviews
Suicide thoughts about a blade defeating my existence...only thoughts!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/20/2003
Wings of Pegasus reviews
Poem about escaping life, my lover and I riding on the wings of Pegasus, to a new world :)
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8/13/2003
Make Love to me Jenna reviews
Poem about well...foreplay! And about my girl's beautiful swan like neck ;) r&r pleaseee
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/11/2003
The Path reviews
The many paths I've taken so far in my life, and trying to prevail them. r&r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/11/2003
A Suicide Note reviews
The elements I'd have in a suicide note.. and uhh, I don't want to kill myself it's just thoughts
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8/11/2003
You Are The Nightmare reviews
Poem about someone who scares you.. someone in my life and maybe someone supernatural
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/8/2003
Selfish Haunting reviews
Thoughts when you're alone at night and you feel haunted...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/8/2003
Piece of Nature reviews
When you're laying on the beach, nature so beautiful and close to your heart
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/8/2003
Love Sickness reviews
Inspired by good ol' Shakespeare! Heh love poem for my girl, as usal
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/8/2003
Breathe Into Me reviews
Old poem I found lying around, soppy romantic love poem for my girl
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/8/2003
Bed of Knives reviews
Thoughts about an angsty filled world.. don't think many people would understand
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/8/2003
Abusive Games reviews
Short angsty poem... sequel to "Destined"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/8/2003
Disturbed Doll reviews
Inspired by the famous living dead dolls.. how do you like your broken doll? Heh...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/30/2003
Love Making reviews
Girls making love.. sorry if this offends anyone I thought I'd rate this R just in case. But it is romance! ;)
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/30/2003
Inside Me reviews
Singing in the shower, morning for my girl... long distance is PAINFUL but you know, she's always inside my heart
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/30/2003
Kissing Thin Air reviews
Just a dream about waking up beside my girl, very soppy so look for yourselves! Hehe
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 551 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 9 - Published: 7/30/2003
All of me, all of you reviews
Rape fantasy.. uhhh somewhat. It's whatever you want it to be! Just don't say I didn't warn ya...
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/22/2003
Bloody Mary reviews
Bloody Mary Bloody Mary Bloody Mary! Ever hear the tale of her? Well this was just a twisted poem I conjured up!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/22/2003
Developing Love reviews
Narrative story and a true story at that! I did this for English class. It's about my first meeting with my girl, tense but so true.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,553 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/22/2003
If There Was a God reviews
Atheist view on God, if this offends you don't read it. I couldn't find the right category to fit this under...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7/22/2003
Isabella's Last Memories reviews
Isabella has psychic abilities and learns she is going to die, she soon confesses her feelings to her best friend, Katherine, falling in love before she dies. f/f slash
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,593 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/22/2003
Rapid Love reviews
One of the first major poems I wrote for my girl.. this is another romantic one
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/1/2002
Her Warmth reviews
Just a soppy poem for my special girl
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/1/2002
My Fairy reviews
About a little creature I made up in my head...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/1/2002
Monsters Under The Bed reviews
Things you're scared of when you're a kid, but still happen today
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/22/2002
Destined reviews
Kind of a sequel to a poem I did "beg".. simply mixed and twisted feelings about love and.. whatever heh
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/27/2002
Beg reviews
Twisted way of telling someone how much I love then and how much I would do to get this person
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/9/2002
Untitled poem reviews
Suicide at a different glance :)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1/20/2002
Aphrodite reviews
Poem I wrote about the goddess Aphrodite
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/22/2001