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Joined 10-19-01, id: 119979, Profile Updated: 03-10-10
Author has written 30 stories for Historical, Fantasy, General, Horror, General, Sci-Fi, Action, Supernatural, Mystery, and Romance.

Well, I've been writing for over ten years now, and my is that a scary thought. I'm a little distracted at the moment with my thesis and my fanfiction, but I do still care about my stories here and plan to get back to work on them once I wrap up my other obligations.

If anyone's interested, the fanfiction that's eatting up all my time is Connections, a HP/Naruto corssover published under Sophie 3 on And yes, I know writing this probably makes me the biggest dork ever, but I'm trying really hard to make a decent attempt at it.

My writing is general characterized as dark fantasy, with a little science fiction and mainstream thrown in there. I like the themes of friendship, loyalty and corruption. All three of which I like to show in different lights, depending on which story you're reading. ; I have several projects that I am working on currently, which means none of them are getting done.

Series and Status: - in order of likelihood of being updated

Julian: Unfinished. Currently at the top of my list of things to work on. Updates will be very rare, but should keep coming.

Looking for a God among the Faithless: Unfinished.

Looking for a God Among the Faithless

Looking for a God Among the Faithless Drabble

Untitled: Unfinished. These are all actually the same novel. Sort of. I've been working on this novel since I first started writing and it's very important to me. Unfortunately, it's had about a dozen false starts and as many different titles (I'm open to suggestions ). I do have some new ideas for it, and have added new characters (from Humanistic Denial).

Humanistic Denial - finished

The Silent Killer - most recent



Place title here


The Sacrificed: Original short story is finished. Longer version is unfinished.

The Sacrificed

One God

Ambivalent Life: Original first story is finished. Side story is finished. Sequels are unfinished and likely to be abandoned

Ambivalent Life

Time Between

Beginning of Integrity


Into the Dark: Finished!

Short Stories Finished:

Ah, but you didn't see his eyes.

A Best Man's Duty



Guilty Gold

Not Love

Poems - read at your own risk. Seriously.

I Belong With You

Portrait of Broken Trusts

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My Toaster Thinks I'm Crazy by Drazuki reviews
mxm, slash Ben is a triplet who must take care of his psychologically challenged brothers, from love lives, to auditions, to tetris addictions, while also coping with his own disorder: inanimate objects talk to him.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 82,701 - Reviews: 1879 - Favs: 1,582 - Follows: 1,489 - Updated: 3/23/2011 - Published: 10/6/2006
Bless Me Father by ILGMA reviews
Yeah, perfectly normal', Drake thought, attempting to ignore the aching bulge in his pants. 'If said peer was a girl...' Two Catholic school boys, one distraught and the other confused. Slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 9,648 - Reviews: 1252 - Favs: 556 - Follows: 167 - Updated: 6/13/2008 - Published: 4/14/2002
First Person Perspective by Raz Nic an t-Saoir reviews
Slash. An English assignment becomes much stranger as five teenagers find themselves at the centre of the murder story they chose to review. Trying to stop the killer, they find things aren't so black and white. COMPLETE!
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 59,537 - Reviews: 167 - Favs: 340 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 11/30/2003 - Published: 11/6/2003
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Julian reviews
SLASH-AU. Running away from home, leaving behind his family, his identity and starting a new life had been the easy part. Escaping the man he was betrothed to was proving to be more difficult. @ NaNoWriMo story @
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 24 - Words: 46,700 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 4/15/2011 - Published: 11/4/2005
Finding a Faithless God reviews
Twenty years ago the Holy family was assassinated. One child escaped. After all these years the Heir was returning. There was only one problem. Guard Rayal might just kill the Brat before he had the chance to save their people.Slash-Rewrite-Nanowrimo201
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,597 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 1/18/2011 - Published: 11/1/2010
Looking for a God Among the Faithless reviews
Misplacing a god is not easy, but somehow we managed to do it. So now, not only do I have to find the brat to show he’s still alive, but I have to convince him not to get himself killed before he can unite our people.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 24,429 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/31/2007 - Published: 7/26/2003
The Silent Killer reviews
Violence becomes the norm after a plague kills the world's children. The suvivors are desperate and Skylar's just one of the many lost in a bleak reality. But there's something out there still worth fighting for, and like it or not, he has to. SLASH YAOI
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 14,660 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 1/26/2007 - Published: 9/12/2006
Last Man Standing
People changed. They came, they went, they died very often. They lived sometimes; but only in the sense that they survived what others did not. Prologue only for now, rewrite of an older idea.
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 813 - Published: 4/11/2006
Fighting the Good Fight reviews
The capital is under attack, Nystan's come, and they're looking for Dakar. Maru's tials begin with protecting this young man, while an even greater battle rages on.
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 6,940 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3/2/2006 - Published: 3/22/2003
Into the Dark reviews
Reality spins out of focus as Davin begins having visions of bleeding walls and a stranger that won’t let him escape. Dark imagery and Yaoi. Dark Yaoi. COMPLETE – Now adding side stories and new scenes.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 76 - Words: 93,884 - Reviews: 296 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 4/10/2005 - Published: 7/8/2003
A Best Man's Duty
The day started out good. John was getting married, Mike was the best man, and they just had to make one stop before going to the church. Nothing should have gone wrong. A rewrite of Jilted. One-Shot
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,987 - Published: 11/8/2004
How was Elaine supposed to explain this to Carly? Her little girl still saw everything in black and white, she had little forgivance for sinners, even her own mother.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,419 - Published: 10/18/2004
Delian reviews
Skylar’s stuck in a life he won’t get himself out of on his own, and with memories that seem to be coming back to life. When all things are negotiable, how far would he go for a friend? Rewrite of a previous piece.
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,274 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4/29/2004 - Published: 2/20/2004
Humanistic Denial reviews
It was a filthy, smelly, rotten city, but Pulack always found himself back there again, arguing with the same man who lived behind the door at the top of the stairs over responsibility and need, the same need and the same denial. SLASH - Mild.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,472 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/23/2004
In to the Dark reviews
REWRITE POSTED UNDER PROFILE. Sometimes it's hard to tell what's real and what's not. Everyone has their own demons, but Dakar's are more deadly than others. Can he keep his sanity, or will he fall into the darkness? SLASH
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Supernatural - Chapters: 6 - Words: 2,467 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/23/2004 - Published: 12/13/2001
Looking for a God Among the Faithless Drabble reviews
A short drabble I did for a novel I’m rewriting. A scene from the point of view of Alastair, a lost god that would prefer to stay lost.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,907 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/17/2004
Time Between reviews
Somethings in life mean everything. Everything else is just the time in between. "Trivan nodded, his hand fisting about the pink paper and crushing it. 'Okay.' He said out-loud, even though Ghent couldn’t hear him. "
Fiction: Action - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,573 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/18/2003
Integrity reviews
It started with just the three of them, and it was the start of a revolution. But nothing goes according to plan, and Trivan starts to realize just how far he will have to go to get his freedom, and Ghent’s. Yaoi implications.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 16,489 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9/1/2003 - Published: 5/21/2003
Ah, but you didn't see his eyes reviews
It's the 1940's, and a man by the name of John Allen Mauldin likes to drive fast automobiles until a terrible accident happens in the early days of stockcar racing.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,654 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/22/2003
Ambivalent Life reviews
Life was simple. Do what the government expects and everyone’s happy. But Trivan just crossed the line, and now Ghent’s going to have decide where his loyalties lie, to the country that is his life, or to the friend that made it worth living.
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,871 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/21/2003 - Published: 4/2/2003 - Complete
Stranger Things Have Happened reviews
A bit of the politics surrounding an elven city, and a some SLASH when ever possible. Oh, yeah, and lots of bad guys. Still very much in the beginning stages, but I have at least four chapters done that I’m cleaning up and will post soon.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,824 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3/3/2003 - Published: 4/27/2002
The Sacrificed reviews
He was still a child himself. How could he protect his youngest brother when the rest of the village is convinced that there must be a sacrifice?
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,918 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2/12/2003 - Published: 1/16/2003
Beginning of Integrity
Things are falling apart. Trivan was sighted at the scene of the crime, and it won't take the government long to link him to Pryor and Dakar. Now the two of them have to get out of a city where death is often the government's solution for those who refu
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,348 - Published: 11/6/2002
Portrait of Broken Trusts reviews
"His hands were bleeding; warm, slick, cherry red blood/slipping through his fingers, running across his hands...The letters had been thrown out;/the letters someone had saved....that had once meant so much."
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/6/2002
Friends in War and Peace reviews
After his home is destroyed, Ghent tries to survive after the deaths of his family and friends. With only haunting memories, he needs to know why the colony was signaled out, why they were killed, before he can move on. *WIP*
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: M - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 713 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/13/2002
I Belong With You reviews
This is a poem for an original character and plot that I'm still working on, but I thought I'd post this just for the heck of it. ^.^
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/16/2002
Dementia reviews
This my have to be taken down for serious re-writing, but for now...Just as Ghent is starting to get his life put back together, his demons come back to haunt him, but more is at stake this time than just his life. Slight sci-fantasy; more slash AKA yaoi
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 678 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/4/2002
Place title here reviews
I tried something a little different when I wrote this. Basically I wanted to do a slash story set in a seedy background, with about as much illegal activity as possible. ^.^ Sounds like fun, huh?
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,814 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 2/7/2002 - Published: 1/14/2002
Styx reviews
Two boys forced to grow up in a terrible urban setting, work together to survive, but morals will be compromised and lessons learned. How much are they willing to sacrifice to survive? And how far will they go for friendship? Planning on being Slash.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,278 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/15/2002 - Published: 12/13/2001
One God reviews
The Shamans have always isolated themselves because of the power they wielded, granted to them by the spirits, but times of war force them to look outside of their boundaries for help. Can Dakar form an alliance with his people's hostile neighbors in orde
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,322 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1/14/2002 - Published: 12/13/2001
Not Love reviews
This is just a piece I did for class. It focuses around an interesting marriage in a pre-Civil War period. Henry's duty bound to marriage that isn't true, to a woman he can love, yet she bases her life around him. He can never be what she wants him to
Fiction: Historical - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,164 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1/8/2002 - Published: 12/13/2001
Guilty Gold reviews
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/13/2001
Jilted reviews
Heh he. Another school assignment. We were supposed to write about a bride who was left at the altar by a fiancé who went on the honey-moon without her. I chose to focus on the poor best man who had to tell the bride that her that he wasn't coming. ^
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,428 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/13/2001