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Joined 11-13-01, id: 126156
Author has written 102 stories for General, and Song.

Welcome to the new begining, the restart of this ride, the adventure is not yet over, we're just getting to the good part.-MAT
NEW POEMS: Parallel Paradox, Candlelight Contortions

"I believe reflections bleed The sorrows of the souls." -Machine Head
"The light in my darkest hour is fear" -Silverchair

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One More by Rain5 reviews
cutting *Reposted with new format*
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/15/2003
Otherwise by InsidetheOutside reviews
This is about suicide. Wrote one day when I was in one of my seething moods. But suicide isn't the answer.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/27/2002
November Rain by in other words reviews
My 3rd short analogy. This one is for someone that I love. This is the best I could do to return the favour. ;)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/18/2002
Forgotten by Impressionist reviews
I wrote this a while ago. I was REEEEEALLY mad at someone close. Don't ask me where this came from though. it's quite random. doesn't make a lot of sense...but that's ok too.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/8/2002
Done with it by Scantily Mad reviews
Futililty and guilt with rejection.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2002
If I by Scantily Mad reviews
To hurt another. How do you right that?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/10/2002
Too Late by Baron Evergrace reviews
Another morbid poem...very depressing
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/11/2001
Torn by CrimsonTears1 reviews
Another poem *sigh* but surprisingly not a depressing as my other poems... I think...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/24/2001
Snoopy by Ragdoll reviews
A sad tale of life as told using my stuffed toy Snoopy. Snoopy has a few problems (just read it ok?).
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/6/2001
Together in the Void by nobody important reviews
I read (and write) so many poems here about people who feel desparate, angry, alone and completely misunderstood...we all are in the same ship, and unfortunately the ship happens to be Titantic.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/1/2001
Self Butchery by Opaque reviews
to those of you who don't know me: this is what happens when I try to fix all the stuff that's wrong inside me
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 652 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 5 - Published: 8/28/2001
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Candlelight Contortions reviews
A question
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/12/2004
Parallel Paradox
Uncovering a new state of mind
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Published: 9/12/2004
Therian reviews
Turning full circle to end up here
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/18/2003
Conflicted Emotive
So go ahead and laugh at me
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Published: 6/18/2003
Stained Glass Mirror reviews
How can you look in the mirror and not hate what you see?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/18/2003
Rabbit
Into myself I fold, looking for a though unbittered
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 6/18/2003
Mirrorball Princess reviews
I can't believe what they did to you
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/18/2003
Crysthansimum reviews
Giving in is the easiest thing to do
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/18/2003
Candle Light Sonata reviews
Frantic thinking
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/18/2003
Ragdoll reviews
Shake me up like a ragdoll
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/18/2003
My Question reviews
Will I ever know the answer
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/18/2003
Disjointed
I'm gonna suffer for what happens to you
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Published: 6/18/2003
Clearhead
And I wonder how you're going to sooth me
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 6/18/2003
Anorexia reviews
Name says it all
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/18/2003
Sight reviews
Can you see it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/30/2003
You Want It reviews
Very sexual
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/30/2003
Screaming Whispers
A new look and an old idea
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Published: 4/30/2003
Minus One reviews
read it and find out
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/30/2003
These Things reviews
This poems marks a changing of styles and a merging of being, it's also really long.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/19/2003
MeTamOrPhOsIs reviews
Loaded with meaning
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/19/2003
Deny reviews
denial leads to everything
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/19/2003
Scarred and Souless reviews
What I've been going through recently
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/6/2003
Passing Black
and early poem, but I still love it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Published: 2/6/2003
PDHI reviews
Pure unrestrained me
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/6/2003
Natural
I cant explain this one, tell me what you think
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 2/6/2003
Slit Wrist Theory reviews
this is about death and suicide
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/6/2003
In The Making reviews
something I wrote
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2003
Strain reviews
What I feel
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2003
Forget Mine reviews
basically me feeling alone and slightly bit**y
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2003
For Myself reviews
Something that I obviously wrote for myself, but I decided to share it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2003
Frail reviews
a painfull little song
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/3/2002
Touch reviews
a very personal song
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/3/2002
Tip of my Tongue reviews
and if you thought I wasnt depressed your wrong
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2002
Elusive Calm reviews
what I do to be me
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 395 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/29/2002
Misanthropy reviews
not many people know this, and fewer will accept it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/29/2002
Lock Jaw reviews
i cant speak of the things i do
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/29/2002
Salt reviews
as always my relationships never work
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/29/2002
Pearl Necklace reviews
It's sick if you know what it's about..
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/15/2002
Justifiable reviews
Just give me one more reason to hate you..
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/15/2002
The Longing reviews
I'm hopeless and helpless without you..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/15/2002
Softness reviews
Everyone around me yet alone..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2002
AloneThe Forgotten One reviews
why can't you understand?
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/15/2002
Fhead reviews
Rip out the blistered bleeding me..
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/15/2002
Luca reviews
I'm intent on staring at nothing at all...
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/15/2002
Closer reviews
Do you need to take a photograph
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2002
Candlelight Thoughts reviews
My spirit, my soul, nothing is left..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/15/2002
Schizo reviews
All this just for me to see..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/15/2002
Pressure reviews
Feelings are the only thing I see..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2002
Inside Confusion reviews
And I'm hurting right now, but you can't tell..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2002
Too Much To Bury Inside reviews
I'm lying to myself with this..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2002
Dust reviews
I feel so unclean..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/15/2002
Honest reviews
I'm beginning to think I'll never know..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/15/2002
Bleeding Me reviews
Just bleed into me
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/15/2002
F You reviews
..I already wasted my words on you..
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/15/2002
Pulling the Thread reviews
...run me up and down..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/14/2002
Parade reviews
..mother, please forgive me..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/14/2002
Headtrip reviews
headtrip(H)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/12/2002
Personal Nirvana(H) reviews
Visions while tripping.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/3/2002
Because I... reviews
A bit of hope in my bitter heart.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/3/2002
Innocence Lost reviews
Digging through my past.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/3/2002
Drained Elation reviews
A fear of mine.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/3/2002
Running Naked in the Moonligh/Throw Me Away reviews
about as many things as my brain will let me write about
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3/15/2002
Anti-Love Poem reviews
another horrible messed up relationship
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/15/2002
A.D.R. reviews
Haha I'm the only one that knows what A.D.R. stands for.....
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/15/2002
Closer To Me reviews
a look inside my messed-up head
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/15/2002
Tyler reviews
Another character poem
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/15/2002
a piece.... reviews
what would you do?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/8/2002
empty inside reviews
are you sure you understand this....?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/8/2002
Pierced/ Air reviews
a concept of love and hate taken to a place where I can't tell the difference
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/5/2002
Blame reviews
a conversation I had with myself after an interesting phone call
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/5/2002
Every Little Nothing reviews
Everything is little and Nothing is everything
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/22/2002
I Have reviews
Have you ever let yourself live?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/22/2002
Angel Skin reviews
Angels.....
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/22/2002
Broken Up reviews
Written after a stupid girl cheated on me
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/15/2002
To A Girl reviews
See, I'm not all bitterness and anger
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/15/2002
For The Masses reviews
No, Really, I LOVE Valentines day(add copious amounts of sarcasm)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2/15/2002
Please Kill Me reviews
don't take the title at face value, it's not what you think
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/15/2002
Gift reviews
Somtimes life doesn't turn out like you want it too
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/8/2002
Rose reviews
Rose is every girl I've never known
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/8/2002
Survive/Forever Sacrifice Me reviews
I cut myself
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/8/2002
Everyone's The Same reviews
it's the truth as I see it
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/8/2002
Retik reviews
Taunting, crying, begging
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/11/2002
Spotlight Girl reviews
You always were so boring...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Parody/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1/11/2002
What do you see? reviews
How do you know what you can't see?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/11/2002
Whore me out reviews
I love the failure inside of me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/11/2002
Wordstogether reviews
Hurt me and please me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/11/2002
Confusion reviews
Taking and hating, wasting, sedating...And there is so much of this I never wanted.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/13/2001
Dead Dream reviews
Inspired by a rather disturbing dream...
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12/13/2001
Revelations of Myself reviews
I'm exposed in what I write....Still few understand and fewer believe.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/27/2001
What Should I Say? reviews
I've been there before, don't tell me I don't know what I'm talking about.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11/27/2001
Don't Touch Me reviews
I'm done bleeding for me...I'm done waiting for you...I'm done changing me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/27/2001
Angel Form reviews
...Smiling and wondering why, I have been graced with angel eyes...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/23/2001
Lost In You reviews
...And finally I took it all and lost myself in you...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/23/2001
Running Out of Time reviews
...New beginning this time I won't mess it up...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 590 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/23/2001
Growing reviews
...Growing pains and growing up going together once again...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/23/2001
Living Inside of Me reviews
Somehow talking to you doesn't seem to help anymore...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/23/2001
When Sleep Comes reviews
Emotions stop when sleep comes, my thoughts are clear when sleep comes...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/23/2001
Stand Me Up reviews
Searching for something I'll never show, like I have a choice...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/23/2001
I Hate Myself reviews
Who the hell am I, I don't know anymore, I wish I knew...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/23/2001
Deeper Than Ever reviews
...I need a stranger to cry on, someone who won't reject me...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11/23/2001
The Feeling of What reviews
...Feeling is something I've never been able to afford...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/23/2001
Will You Let Me reviews
...I want to know you for who you are...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11/23/2001