Suzanne Star
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Joined 01-07-02, id: 151066
Author has written 23 stories for General, General, Romance, and Love.

I'm at the University of Texas at Austin, and I could not be more thrilled. Right now I'm an Economics/Philosophy major with a concentration in Religious Studies and absolutely lovin it. I work at a daycare, and have discovered how much I love children. Updates, sadly, are far and few between, but I hope to get some new stuff up in the near future!
Love, Andrea

Note: I'm working on a new story, a fantasy. Work is coming slowly, as I'm doing a lot of research and pre-writing so I get this right. I'm building characters, ordeals, plots, backgrounds...so it may be a while before it gets posted. But believe me, it is consuming a ton of my time right now, so it will be up eventually. I am really pleased with its progress and am SO excited to try a new type of story. A short (and im using the term relatively...it's lookin to be about 10 pages long) fic-let should be the first part I post, showcasing one of the characters, the sorceress Medea.

7-22-05 Major editting has taken place and I've deleted about half of the poetry I had here. Upon rereading what was there, I was rather embarrassed and decided to remove it from the internet and keep it solely in my personal collection of failed writings. Someone may become the work that never ends, because I've lost motivation as well as guidance for it. Who knows though, I may go back to it someday. I'm back to working on my fantasy work; though I am changing the format a bit and making it easier to understand ( I tend to overthink things). Medea is still a central character, but the Hero and Villian make their debuts rather quickly. Archetypes abound, but I'm trying to pull in some creativity and make some unexpected twists. Hopefully it will enjoyable, should I ever get enough written to publish it here. Until next time, hugs and kisses. ~Andrea

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Knives by Mistress Jakira reviews
Suicide is NOT a good idea...life can be good, you just have to ride out the bad. This is my story and reasons, in short-T for suicide themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 622 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 9/26/2002 - Published: 3/30/2002
Of Ice by Mistress Jakira reviews
A free verse story mainly about the pain of someone's memory. True story, somewhat of a sequel to "Aloha".
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,065 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/10/2002
I will worship by B. Fisher reviews
The contrast between manufactured faith and personal understading of the self.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/11/2002
When by Calvin Wong reviews
Into every life must come rain. Well, into mine came hailstorms. This is why I lost touch with God.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/28/2001
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Drownin
Despair and heartache facing the idea that no matter how much you want to do better, knowing you will always do it again.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 6/30/2004
I See reviews
I see cruelty in the hearts of the pure/and beauty in the minds of the damned...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/19/2004
Please Don't Tempt Me reviews
I just can't imagine that this is worth fighting for any longer.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/13/2003
I Have To Be Happy reviews
"The smile is nothing but show,/more counterfeit than the happiness/that I convince myself I know."
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 444 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/23/2003
Someone reviews
Sometimes the only answer is no answer at all...A hair out of place or a misguided footfall could change destiny...just when you are ready to quit, there's something there. This story is about that something; or in my case, someone.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 11,288 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 7/10/2003 - Published: 4/11/2003
Words reviews
"I only wish I could begin to put words to my thoughts, to the emotions that are speeding through my mind, to the incoherent, yet beautiful, thoughts."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/8/2003
Emerald Eyes reviews
pg for language. tells of lies that hide behind a false personna.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/7/2002
My Prayer, to the Powers that Be reviews
A lesson told from the Powers that Be to a boy in need of their wisdom, after the narrators prayer pushes the Powers that be into action. Lesson deals with love that doesn't seem enough.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 395 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/17/2002
My Concert reviews
The ficticious story of the journey to a Josh Groban concert, the actual concert, and the resolution. The emotions and feelings from a fan's view as the events occur. *COMPLETE*
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,883 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9/22/2002
Beneath His Chin reviews
An archetypical poem speaking of the final end to a fallen hero.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/10/2002
Wait for Life to Hit reviews
Depression hits and a slight glimmer of hope comes with the fall.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/3/2002
Inspiration reviews
Just a little thing about someone who has really inspired me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/12/2002
The Tool Of My Destruction reviews
A first hand story of being a cutter, basically what goes on after the cutting ends. Intense language at points. Only for those mature enough to handle a self-mutilation theme.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,884 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/20/2002
Happiness Is For Those Who Will Have It reviews
Just a collection of short thoughts on why I am not and probably will never be truly happy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5/7/2002
Close Your Eyes reviews
A poem about coaxing a small boy to fall asleep when he's scared what might become of the world as he dreams. 2nd meaning-a way of telling someone who's scared to die that it is ok to just let go.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/22/2002
Goodbye Darling reviews
A piece I am very proud of. Rated for a reason, which I will not give so I do not give away the story. Deals with love and loss to a point few can handle, slight sexual content and extreme solutions to a horrid situation. (implied m/f)
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,037 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/14/2002
Toy With Me reviews
"How long are you planning to toy with me...And my emotions before finally ripping them apart?"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/6/2002
Could Be Wrong reviews
Quite repetitive, but I think I made my point as it nears the end: "I could be wrong."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/27/2002
Ante Up reviews
A poker themed loved and lost poem. I'm not as depressed as this makes me seem, it doesn't really fit my situation. But it came, so I posted it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/24/2002
The Bells of Hell reviews
A psychological descent into madness as the realization hits me that the torments of Hell are inevitable.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/15/2002
For All Time reviews
Sometimes it's necessary to wait for someone. (Chapter 2 auf Deutsch)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3/11/2002 - Published: 1/18/2002
Someday reviews
Being hurt isn't fun, but you have to believe that someday it'll be better. PG for language.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 357 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1/13/2002
One Moment reviews
A thought on love, and what can be done with just one moment.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1/12/2002