Cometh the new year, time for a new beginning. Thanx a lot to everyone who have read my stuffs. Well, i've been soo lazy lately... better start working hard for the new year.

Forget the past, learn from it and move on...

Again, thanx a lot to everyone who have read my stuffs, i really appreciate it, and sorry if i haven't read yours... i don't know why i've becoming so lazy now, i need to change and work harder...

Update!!!

19 Nov 2006

Oh man, i think it's been ages since i've updated my page.. and i'm really surprise of the upgrade this website made. i think it's getting better to use.

umm... damn, this year it's been a very unproductive year for me..i've been in writer's block far too long, emotionally, i'm a wrecked.. i guess you guys already know it by now, well actually, i never thought the feeling would last that long.. and it still lingers somewhere inside.. somehow i have to accept and take it all in as a part of life lesson..

and now i realized that this year are already at it's end.. and my book project are going nowhere.. though i did made some poems.. but mostly are about my feelings, i don't think it's any good.. maybe i post some here for you guys to give your views..

maybe from now on i should solely focus on my projects and at least getting some of it done..

Update!!!

22 Jan 2007

Bring It On!

22/01/07

What it's 2007 already? Shocking, i haven't really started on my 2006 resolution yet!

Well, what's more strange is, i chose this day to start my first entry for this year..gosh it's almost February!

The thing i wanted to talk about is, this is my sixth year of working. In that period of time, i've changed profession twice. My first job was at a warehouse, i was assigned to wrap soaps with cellophane tapes into bundles and pack it in boxes. That only lasted about a month.

My second was a temporary/substitute teacher. i taught elementary kids, from the aged of 7 until 12 . It was fun but tiresome job. Kids nowadays are just so smart, and i have to keep myself updated with the current knowledge. Sometimes they would just ask me these questions that i know clearly i wouldn't be asking if i were their age. That lasted almost 3 years.

My current job as a clerk in a banking/financial institution is really tiring me up mentally, faster than any of stated above. Yeah, some of you may say that i'm naive, but seriously, i felt really exhausted after work, even though i'm only sitting in an air-conditioned room and dealing with loads of customer. Many factors came into my mind right now, but i just can't put it all in. It seems that already i getting fed up with this job!

i truly, truly, truly in respect with those people that i met all these years of sticking with their jobs, yeah, some i know and had told me how they felt about their ehem.. crappy jobs. I wonder how they able to put up all those years..

On a better note though, i have been given a very good advice. That i should stick with my passion for creative writings/art, in which i've beginning to dive deeply into. Albeit poetries, short stories, novels, visual art..so on and so fourth, and at least try to get some publish. Who knows maybe i'll be a writer/poet/artist and actually enjoying my "job". i'll take it as a challenged and as a moral/a confidence booster...

Yeah, i should get cracking this year! Bring it on world, i'm ready..

17 November 2011

will update this soon...

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