Allyssa
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Joined 02-02-02, id: 164459, Profile Updated: 12-17-20
Author has written 171 stories for Song, General, General, Historical, Humor, Romance, Fantasy, Love, Life, Friendship, Young Adult, Family, and Horror.
You Say I Hate You by til-iburnout aka Amanda Helton reviews
Uh, not really good with summaries just PLEASE READ! I don't care if you don't review.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/8/2002
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As the Sky Turns to Sea, There's No Longer a You and a Me
"It's been a year, Baby,/And though I'm soaked to the bone,/There's no more fears./No more tears./Only gold-gilded pride."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 7/4/2015 - Complete
Jigsaw Girl reviews
"So they never will forget/Jigsaw Girl/With all her scars/Always taking back."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22/2015 - Complete
Spero reviews
Ava and Nick Riker were a happily married couple on their way to having it all until they created a virus that changed humanity. Now, they, along with the two nurses who worked closest to them, are trying to survive just like everyone else, dodging the creatures they created as well as the other survivors who would be none too sad to see them gone.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 16,107 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/26/2015 - Published: 6/18/2014
Purple
On finding your path.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/28/2015 - Complete
Take Action Or Listen
On choices.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/20/2014 - Complete
Time reviews
Time is the enemy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/20/2014 - Complete
Other Half
"You were my present, my future, and the righting to all my past wrongs/And now you're gone."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/20/2014 - Complete
Story Books and Fairy Wings
On closing out chapters.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 12/15/2014 - Complete
forever is the shortest word i know reviews
Forever only lasted 3 years.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/14/2014 - Complete
I Blame You
On placing blame where it belongs.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Published: 11/12/2014 - Complete
Who Knew the Devil
On opening eyes to the truth.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/12/2014 - Complete
Top Hit
On still blaming myself.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Published: 11/12/2014 - Complete
Angel Face
Star crossed lovers
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Published: 11/12/2014 - Complete
Horror Movie Theme Songs
On abusive relationships.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 11/5/2014 - Complete
You're Normal
On what it is to be normal.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 11/1/2014 - Complete
Promise Rings
On finding out where you don't belong.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Published: 10/15/2014 - Complete
Autumnal Fall
On the circle of life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 10/15/2014 - Complete
My Favorite Things
These are a few of my favorite things.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 10/15/2014 - Complete
To Meet the Sea
On searching for love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 10/5/2014 - Complete
Our Fork in the Road
"These feelings are something/I could never pawn away"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 9/22/2014 - Complete
Rubble reviews
"I once said it was worth it"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/22/2014
Week Three
"But we're now on week three/And I don't know how you can't see/There's no one for you except me."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 9/22/2014 - Complete
Slick reviews
On love and lust.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/20/2014
Small Apocalypses
On new beginnings.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Published: 9/20/2014 - Complete
Middles
On what happens after the firsts in order to make the lasts.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 9/20/2014 - Complete
Turn Around or Walk Faster
On breaking up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 9/17/2014 - Complete
2 out of 4 ain't bad reviews
On the things needed in life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/11/2014 - Complete
Who I Needed reviews
"Because even if you had been who I wanted/You decided to never become who I needed."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 453 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/11/2014
Love Poems reviews
On misunderstanding.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/7/2014 - Complete
Moon and Stars reviews
"At night I think I'll miss you most/As I watch the moon and stars you so compared me to."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/2/2014 - Complete
Instead
"And I'd write all I could/Past pens running dry/To bleeding, instead/If I thought it would ease this feeling inside."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Published: 8/30/2014 - Complete
Wanting and You
"I wonder if you see me/For all that I am?"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/30/2014 - Complete
Two to Tango, More to Sin
On infidelity.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Published: 8/30/2014 - Complete
Kiss It All Better
On growing up.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2014 - Complete
The Other Me
"It terrifies me/That there's a voice in my head/That can convince me that things I know are real/Are nothing more than houses made of cards/Or tricks from up a trickster's sleeves."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Published: 8/28/2014 - Complete
I'm Angry
On mental illness.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Published: 8/28/2014 - Complete
Because I Love You
"Because I love you/I'll tell you/That I've always been fine."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Published: 8/28/2014 - Complete
Until
On falling out of love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 8/28/2014 - Complete
A Spark
"And I feel like a wounded animal/Limbs all tangled up/With the way you look at me"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
Pictures In Sand
On Loving and Leaving.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 8/27/2014
Remember Me reviews
On recalling days gone by.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/27/2014 - Complete
Plans Better Left Unmade reviews
"When did I become all metaphors/And stories made of syllables/Never meant to sound?"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/8/2014 - Complete
AfterWords reviews
"Stolen moments/Taken from a thief's hands"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/8/2014 - Complete
I Fear I Am Melting, My Dear
If love is an apple does that mean I am rotten at the core?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Published: 8/8/2014 - Complete
Sing Me a Lullaby
"There are dark little corners/Tucked away in my brain/And they have such loud voices/As they scream such obscene things."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/30/2014 - Complete
When You Don't Want a Book, Write a Poem
"I refuse to subscribe/To "societal norms"/I'm not broken/Don't fix me."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/30/2014 - Complete
This Isn't a Poem, It's a Confession reviews
"Sometimes I think/There are a lot of things/I'd like to be."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/30/2014 - Complete
Fake It 'Til You Make It
"Smile until your face cracks/The perfect plaster finally faulting."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2014 - Complete
I Long to Say Goodbye
"They say stop for a moment/Appreciate the view/Smell the roses/Even when they are few."
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 7/30/2014 - Complete
Road Blocks
"The road is curving,/So long,/And I'm lost."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 7/30/2014 - Complete
On The Lake
"Parsing together thoughts and memories/Trying to bring something sensible together,/But it's simply one of those things,/Those oh-so-nonsensical things,/That you can't find the words to explain." -On grief.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/27/2014 - Complete
To Wander reviews
"Emptiness resides/With these ticking, ticking cogs./Cobwebs dusted off,/And only shiny baubles there reside." -On potential.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/24/2014 - Complete
The One By My Side
On meeting the one who makes you a better person.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/17/2014 - Complete
The Thatched Hut
"We meet/We greet/We fall in love"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/17/2014 - Complete
Moments
On the moments that make up who we are.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 7/16/2014 - Complete
Foreign Nature reviews
"Angel wings and poppy seeds/Flowers that fade gray/Colorless in bloom"- On triggers and remembering.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/10/2014 - Complete
Red Queen reviews
This is the story of Queen Ophelia, her mercenary, and a prince who fight to set their lives to right. -Rating for later content. May be able to come up with a better summary later.-
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/29/2014
Fraud
"To go off one word/Is simply absurd."
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/28/2014 - Complete
Made of Glass
"I had a hero once/A shining armor knight"- On love and loss.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 6/21/2014 - Complete
(Sub)Conscious Fears
"Dark little things/Nibbling at heels./Scarier things/Tying you down." - On insecurity.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 6/18/2014 - Complete
Precious Lies reviews
"Once upon a time/In a far away place/(Not so long/Not so far)" - On bottling up problems.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/18/2014 - Complete
Face Value
"If a cry for help/Is what you/Think this is,/I'm sorry to disappoint,/But I've got nothing/Of that sort/To give" - On being over analyzed.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Published: 6/18/2014 - Complete
House of Dreams
"I'm sorry for the times/I've cut you out." - On trying to keep it together.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 6/18/2014
Good Intentions reviews
"You told me you loved me/And I felt my heart leap." - On needing reassurance versus support.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/18/2014 - Complete
Second Place Winner
On picking yourself up and carrying on.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Published: 6/15/2014 - Complete
Remember to Breathe reviews
"Someone once told me/Just remember to breathe"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/15/2014
Things That Linger
"How do I leave/The monsters in my dreams?"- On facing fears.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/15/2014 - Complete
Finding My Voice
"I'd been a lost voice/Among the din of the world." -Honestly? On writer's block.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 6/9/2014 - Complete
The Perfect Verse (For You) reviews
On expressing love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2014 - Complete
In Dream We Met reviews
"In my dreams I saw you"-On accepting the love you deserve.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2014
Mourning Comes, Morning Goes
"Hours turn to minutes/Minutes make the days/Insufferable, sufferable/Really either way."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Published: 6/9/2014 - Complete
We Part
"Think that things will never end"-On confronting loss.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Published: 6/9/2014
Cliched Thoughts
"The ticking clock goes on and on"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 6/9/2014 - Complete
Fear of Flying
"It's funny now/How words fail me/Of all times"- A poem about finding new inspiration and love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2014 - Complete
Acidic Lies
"Now I’m in a sour mood again/The door is broken,/Tightly shut./Never meant to be so cruel"
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/24/2006
Forget These Dreams
"You told me /That I’d never make it there./Why should I try/For a goal that is so"
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Published: 6/24/2006
Endless Days
"Endless day, boring night/No escape from this mundane/Tear after tear/The burning in those dull eyes."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Published: 6/24/2006
If I Could Only Come Around
"I’m sorry, I lied"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Published: 6/23/2006
Life of a Poet
"My poetry is my emotion/The only life story I will dare to tell./I’ve tried every other/Release I could find,"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 6/23/2006
Burn Burn Liar
A rather old piece that I reacently found. I think I was trying some wacked out punctuation thing and then abandoned it half-way through."The pain you cause/Burning deep inside/The flames that reflect in your eyes/Causing reasons for things that left"
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Published: 6/23/2006
Price of Love
"Doubting is all/She seems to be,/Despite that she is/Certain of what she can see."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 6/23/2006
My Favorite Drug
"I question the world/Of so many things,/Silence is my only reply./I would scream or cry"
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 6/23/2006
Maybe When I'm Done With Thinking
Dieing from the mundane, lacking inspiration, and wondering what happened to the muse...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Published: 6/20/2006
Misery Loves Company reviews
Miss. Misery loves her company, but she hates to be left alone.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/10/2006
Beautiful Sacrifice
Women can be very decieving... [Any comments or criticism you can give me would be much appreciated, as this is a different style from how I normally write]
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 4/10/2006
Wondering Thoughts
How can one tell the difference between normal and abnormal when it's been so long since she's experienced normal?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 4/5/2006
Savior reviews
Dedicated to my boyfriend who saved me from myself and my terribly broken heart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/3/2006
She Laughed at Things reviews
Basically just one of those screwed up romances and moving on.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2006
Goodbye to Your Games
(Rating just to be safe) Written to my ex because I've finally moved on and realized he left me with no good memories.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 3/24/2006
The End of the Scourge
In a world over run with vampires there are three female vampires who basically rule the vampiric community who are being hunted by the of the best vampire hunters in existance. How do their pasts relate?
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,025 - Published: 11/28/2005
Rose Bed Kisses
Memories of a broken hearted woman...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Published: 6/21/2005
What Does That Make Me? reviews
A teenage girl's musings on her first sexual experience with her boyfriend and what it lead to. (monolouge)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2005
Chronicals of a Queen Relia's Perspective reviews
The world has been taken over and is now under the control of one young queen named Caphila. But when a small rebellion starts to form in the icy land of Antarctca, she must send her most trusted advisor to investigate or risk loosing her life.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,460 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2005
Nanashii
Rated for references to rape- "The tears they came/She cried all night/Others worried/“What was her plight?”"
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Published: 1/13/2005
Pretty Picture reviews
"I want to tell the truth/But time just isn’t on my side/So slowly I fade awayWhile the pain of all this wipes me away"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/8/2005
Not My Day
"I can’t say I’m sorry/Enough times to make it count/I can’t prey enough/To stop the hurt"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Published: 1/8/2005
Dark Affections
In the year 5295 vampires have full roam of Earth. The planet is in a run down state, and no one is safe from these creatures of the night in their new technology. When a beautiful vampiress from the 1700's meets up with her sire who is pretending to be a
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,466 - Published: 5/16/2004
Lieing Amongst You
Dedicated to my boyfriend whom I just don't feel cares. Um, it's oretty good in my opinion, and I don't usually like my stuff. Yeah, rating for reference to death.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Published: 8/22/2003
I Tried To Say Sorry reviews
Wrote this when my friend got dumped by her boyfriend whom she loved more then anything.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/3/2003
What's Left Behind
"Watching ceilings/Time goes by/Still can't forget/All the screaming left behind."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 7/29/2003
My Broken Angel reviews
"Here is where they see you; A shattered shell; All they do is let you fail; But I'll take you in without excuse."
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/29/2003
Ruby Rain reviews
"Fresh rose gashes/Marr your lily skin"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/27/2003
Emotionless reviews
"Anyone know where I could find some emotion?/I ran all out."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/26/2003
In Your Head reviews
"And frozen tears form those crystals in your eyes"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/23/2003
Pretty Hate reviews
"They love your face, When you cry at night..."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/14/2003
Pained Love
I know, title sucks, but I can't think of anything else. Rating is for hinting at being beaten. Basically it's about a girl being beaten by her boyfriend but still comes back to him. Please r &r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 6/14/2003
Broken Promises reviews
"After this no promises will be made, Because all I do is lie"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/13/2003
Black Butterfly Kisses
"And this gift I’ve given you, I know you'll die with it inyour head."
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Published: 6/13/2003
Black Dreams reviews
"I let you see deep inside, To the place where a heart should be, But instead a million shattered fragments lie."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2003
Just Another High reviews
"Your lips whispered against mine one too many lies"
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/11/2003
To Whomever This May Concern reviews
"Of the fact it was me who stole you razor...Dear Friend,...Would you care if I overdoesed tonight?...But almost is just almost." -random lines from the poem
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 560 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/11/2003
Tired reviews
"Just a lost little girl who's heart bleeds"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2003
There's a Balance reviews
"There's a balance between light and dark."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2003
The Stroke of Midnight reviews
"It's midnight, the writer puts down her pen"
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2003
The Gift of Hate reviews
"Complex feelings"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/1/2003
Sick reviews
"I'm sick and tired" Rating for language.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2003
Satan's Gift reviews
Betrayal
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2003
Midnight Bird reviews
"Midnight song of a midnight bird"
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2003
Men reviews
Grace behold the helpless, Men
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2003
Loss of a Soul Mate
"It's midnight summer, they hardly knew"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 6/1/2003
Face behind the Mask reviews
"Face behind the mask, you whisper secrets of all you know"
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2003
Destiny reviews
"Destiny, such a cruel maiden."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2003
All The Little Things
"All the little things that make up our lives"
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 6/1/2003
The Key
In midevil times a king, a widowed noble woman, and a human key search for a treasure an endure many heartaches. I suck at summaries, just read. It's a lot better than it sounds and I've got 4 beta readers who like it to prove that.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 791 - Published: 2/25/2003
Thoughts of a Poet reviews
This will be a series of dark poems I write. Warning, it rated PG-13 for a reason, most of these will be pretty dark.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 1,082 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 1/18/2003 - Published: 12/4/2002
Tiffany's Christmas GiftA Christmas Special reviews
My Christmas gift to Shady. Basically her and the guy she likes are together and get in a little squabble before Christmas. Then, in the end, everything turns out fine.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 679 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2002
Kanoi's Baka RoomA Thanksgiving Special reviews
Ok, Shady, Zuki, Chase, Ham, Stegall, and I are all having thanksgiving together and more people are supposed to come over. And i only have one word to descride this: catstrophy.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,130 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11/28/2002 - Published: 11/26/2002
Why Pretend? reviews
Written when I was SERIOUSLY pissed at my mom.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/24/2002
What She Left Behind reviews
Sorta a sequel to my poem "The Girl"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/24/2002
The Unwanted Soul reviews
About how I have felt like I've never been noticed.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/24/2002
The Girl reviews
About a girl who destroied the story of her life.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/24/2002
No More reviews
I'm not exactly sure what this one was about, but I know it's angsty.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/24/2002
If Even For A Second reviews
How I feel about Chase and what I wish could happen at times.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/24/2002
I Won't Change reviews
How I've felt about one of my best friends, Ham(a person, not the food), lately.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/24/2002
Freaks reviews
My opinion on how people see goths and people that are different.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/24/2002
Dying Slowly Everyday reviews
About a girl who's life suddenly went from great to horrid. Not for those with a happy view of life.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/24/2002
A Gothic Freak reviews
Kinda about the rule of school about preps and goths.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/24/2002
I Die reviews
How I've been feeling the past week. Rated for refrences to cutting and death.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/13/2002
Kanoi's Baka Room Part IV
I get a new assistant. Also, witness what happens when CHase makes a theme song foe this weird lil series of stories. R&R
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Published: 9/22/2002
You Wanted To Know reviews
About how Chase found out about my suicide thing.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/18/2002
Let Me Move reviews
Um, about how I want to end it all, but because I have my 1 reason to live I can't. Rated for refrence to death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/18/2002
Innocent Mind reviews
Dedicated to Chase. About how he kept changing his mind about how he felt about his girlfriend and then when they broke up I started hearing rumors. Rated for LOTS of cussing.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/18/2002
Hollow reviews
A lot like 'Empty Shell' if you've ever read that. This one's a WHOLE lot darker though. About how I'm being eaten away at by my depression.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/18/2002
Faze reviews
About how what I'm going through with Chase and my suicide thing is just a phase. Rated for refrences to death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/18/2002
Bring It Down reviews
About how my hopes and dreams keep getting crashed by the same person. Rating is for certain refrences to suicide and I'm not sure but I may have a cuss word once or twice.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/18/2002
Akugi
About how my life is meaningless, and all that nice stuff. Rating is just to be safe.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 9/18/2002
Let Me reviews
My feelings about what the 2 most important people in my life may soon be going through. The rating is for some hinting to certain things that I don't quite know what to call.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 582 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/2/2002
So Close reviews
The truth about how I feel about the center of many of my songs and poems, and the one I claim to love, Chase. I even surprised myself when I rewrote it, but I know it's the truth.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/26/2002
Don't Want To Imagine reviews
Dedicated to the same person as in 'The Storm'. This song goes into depth about how I truly feel about this friend. Rating for slight hinting of death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/26/2002
Don't Leave Now reviews
Dedicated to my best friend who may be moving.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/26/2002
Back Though You're Away reviews
About how daydreams can ruin your life, and as funny as it may seem.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/26/2002
The Storm reviews
Dedicated to one of my friends who was going threw a hard time. Rated for mild hinting of suicide.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/26/2002
Descrimination Against Religion reviews
The title is self explanitory.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 737 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/15/2002
Think About It reviews
This is dedicated to my first boyfriend. It starts out from when I first broke up with him to after I met and got together with my 2nd b/f. R&R
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2002
My Theory On Love
Um, the title is pretty self explanitory.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Published: 5/30/2002
Not Perfect reviews
Written for the same reason as 'One Step Behind,' but I was in a better mood when I wrote this.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/30/2002
One Step Behind reviews
Written after I found out that my crush was going out with someone I thought to be my friend. Thank god it's summer so I don't have to face her.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2002
Doesn't Matter
This was written after the last school gala when my crush danced with my best friend. DEPRESSING!!! Great, now I'm depressed now.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Published: 5/30/2002
Even Though reviews
I wrote this when I found out my crush liked my best friend. R&R plllllllllzzzzzzzzzzz
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2002
Kanoi's Baka Room Part III reviews
Appearences from Sco, Zuki, Shady, the Broom of Doom and myself. It all started on a nice sunny day when the 4 friends were having a picnic, read and find out how the day ends. Rated for slight violence and the attack of not so innocent brooms.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/6/2002
You reviews
Something else I wrote when I was made at my crush. It's rated for what some people may consider slight language. Hm, Chase must make me really mad or something.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/21/2002
Never Ever reviews
Something that I wrote last summer and resentally found. It's dedicated to my first boyfriend.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/21/2002
Love and Hate reviews
Something I wrote when I was made at my crush. This is rated for what some people consider slight language. This also has a bit of romance.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/21/2002
Friendship reviews
This is dedicated to my ex; I wrote it while we were still together.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/21/2002
Feelings reviews
This is a poem dedicated to someone special to my heart.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/21/2002
The Real Me reviews
This is something I wrote that I think reflects on how I feel about my life.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/21/2002
I Will Wait (Holocaust Poem) reviews
This is something I had to write for Social Studies. It's from the view of a Jewish child during the Holocaust.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/21/2002
Darkness reviews
Another one of my songs. I believe that in a way this shows what the world today id like.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/21/2002
Broken reviews
It seems most of the songs I write are angst, oh well. This is just something I wrote for the band Shady, Sco, and I were planing on making.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/21/2002
Lovesick reviews
This is how I feel about someone very special to me when he's not around.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/1/2002
Empty Shell reviews
My feelings at this exact moment. Man, this sure angsty. Just so you know I wrote this while I was really depressed.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/31/2002