mattielover
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Joined 02-28-02, id: 177712
Author has written 7 stories for General, Humor, and Life.
nothing's changed since last time.. i still love inuyasha, though i'm not as obsessed with it as i was. labyritnh will always hold a spot in my heart, and i still think my poems are better than yours. but i guess i have changed... maybe for the worse.. a strange sort of depression has kind of washed over me lately. my moods are very inconsistent, but there are many reasons for that. not something i wish to get into with all of you at the moment.. let's just say a guy is involved... always with a guy involved. haha i swear i'm not like this normally. anyway..this is one of those nights when i just want to ramble on about trivial things so thats just what I'm going to do. anyway, you'll find i havent submitted anything on here in quite some time.. i might be klacking inspiration... or maybe i just havent been trying for it... who knows. and plus.. my own life and my own feelings have recently taken to the back burner for someone else who needs my attention much more than i need my own attention.. if that makes sense to anyone.. bc it made sense in my head. yea. i was thinking that i was going to maybe type way more into this little window but now im not thinking that anymore. i'm super tired and i keep typing things wrong.. it scks to have to go back and delete things constantly. i mean it really does. yea. i'm not sure why i'm so tired lately.. i havven't done anything except work the last two days.. which doesnt require much effort. i stand behind the counter at gamestop and just kind of answer questions ppl have about certain video games and occasionally ring someone out. but other than that i just stand there and think about other things. i have been doing that a lot latley.. whenever i have to focus on anything, all i can seem to think about is anything not relating to waht i am supposed to be thinking of. its weird in a way bc i never used to be like this and now that i am i'm not as happy as i was. its hard to explain.. i just worry when i shouldnt be worrying. well yea. im thinking maybe i will go now bc i doubt anyone has read this far anyway lol
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Mirror Deception reviews
just a poem i wote awhile-- sad like all my other poems.... plesae r&r!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/30/2003
Land Clouds reviews
Tells the story of how fog was made from a Christian's POV
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/6/2002
Why did it work? reviews
This poem is about a girl who commits suicide-- very morbid and angsty
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/6/2002
The Art of Being Trashy reviews
It's centered around four teenage girls and their warped sense of humor
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 925 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/6/2002
Trust reviews
angsty.... i think everyone can relate to this poem...really...plz r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/11/2002
The Girl reviews
kinda depressing... yeah
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/4/2002
Mirror, Mirror, Lie to Me reviews
just a depressing poem i wrote
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2002