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I'm and 20 y/o college Junior at UK. I'm in love with EVERYTHING that has to do with Nine Inch Nails. Trent Reznor is my IDOL! I love to write...it's just a lot of venting for me.no one take me TOO seriously..i only write about truth and things in my head. So if you want to hear (or read) my rantings click a lil
somethin down there. Ah! and I've been out of the game for a while but i'm getting back to writing...so ..STAY TUNED!

PEACE!

Josh

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Distant by Morbid Beauty reviews
I felt distant today
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/10/2002
Your God by Morbid Beauty reviews
Your god is a junkie
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/10/2002
Ungrateful by Nanobunny reviews
This poem is about telling the most horriblest person in life how they feel they should have affected you, but in all reality they have done the total oppisite.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/9/2002
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Friends? reviews
a different style, a different POV, for a different life
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/12/2002
Let GO reviews
about letting go and seeing that you're strong enough to make it, now
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/26/2002
So Weak reviews
not being strong enuff to leave someone or let them see who you truly are b/c they may leave u
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/13/2002
I'm Lost reviews
i don't think i can do this alone
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/22/2002
i gave up today reviews
about giving up on life...but having ppl try to keep you alive...as best they can
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/13/2002
refuse to bleed reviews
try to make yourself feel better...but scare yourself in the process
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/13/2002
crimson streaks reviews
about being mad at the world and not needing to have ppl preach at u for feeling the way u do
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/26/2002
hello daddy reviews
about a night that is etched into my mind
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/26/2002
anomaly reviews
getting used to the crap you take and despising that fact that it's possible
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/8/2002
nod reviews
accept what you've let yourself become today......
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/8/2002
what they call it reviews
life sometimes seems more like slow steady...neverchanging road to death...giving control of your life to someone else is a death...the death of your freedom...my detailed little experience with that
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/20/2002
desecration reviews
about someone becoming weak because they depend so much on another
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/20/2002
accept reviews
a poem about realizing that you have become the one thing you hate more than anything
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/20/2002
change yourself reviews
about the person that will do anything to be accepted and change anything to find one that they think "loves" them...pathetic?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/19/2002
open minds reviews
about how ppl discriminate against ppl unjustly just b/c they are different...those closed minded bigots!!!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 5/18/2002
does it hurt? reviews
about how lies can hurt just as bad as being cut open with a razor blade
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/16/2002
flesh to flesh reviews
i think we all know what this is about
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5/16/2002
pill popper reviews
about someone close to me that tried suicide...but didn't finish it...in this poem i put myself in their place and try to think as they would...and go through with it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/15/2002
i see you reviews
someone that thinks they are better than me but is tied to a pretty little world that they can never escape
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/15/2002
ThIs reviews
about a person that took advantage of me and made me this way...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/9/2002
bent handle bars reviews
i dunno...decide for yourself...hmmm...what a concept LOL
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/8/2002
last prayer reviews
the last time i prayed...and thought back to why...realised what a mistake FAITH is...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/1/2002
in spite... reviews
in spite of a certain person......I'M STILL HERE!!!!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/1/2002
what they are reviews
ppl just cant accept what they are...so they cling to an absurd idea of "god"
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/27/2002
you keep me reviews
about a person that made me happy.......for a while
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/27/2002
razorblade soul reviews
underneath the pretty little shell is a soul of razorblades
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/26/2002
tainted spores reviews
an image of someone's love being spores and the damage it does as you take it in
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2002
sterile routine reviews
the feeling of being trapped in a monotonous and inconsequential existence..feeling helpless and wanting to break free...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/26/2002
i dont dare reviews
about the pain and anguish that causes a suicidal state
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/25/2002
forget reviews
everyone you trust has lied to you...my freind
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/25/2002
cold and concrete reviews
hmmmmm...the world is so cold and unchanging...in my eyes anyway...it this pot hole town
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/25/2002
in your reviews
potent imagery, short but...to the point???
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/24/2002
today reviews
upbeat poem...one of my few...all b/c of one person
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/24/2002
you know not reviews
desire to be w/someone that you once knew but too afraid of how they will react to you now
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/24/2002
you fail reviews
very personal but vague...about my "daddy"
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/24/2002
nourish reviews
nourish your ego
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/24/2002
live on reviews
you can go on...to a troubled freind
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/24/2002
suCCumb reviews
give in to the desires and embrace your true self
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/23/2002
inexquisite star reviews
relating to a star in the night sky and starving for such freedom
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/23/2002
refuse reviews
resist conformity to an uncaring society
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/23/2002
take my advice reviews
my advice to a close "friend"
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/23/2002
reality stained reviews
realizing that w/o all of the bad in the world...there's no point in the good...in a roundabout violent and graphic way
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/23/2002
i quit reviews
losing all hope pride and faith and doing the one thing i never thought i would do
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/23/2002
hypocrite reviews
about letting go and taunting all the ppl that get to me
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/23/2002
epiphany reviews
a poem about realizing i don't want to be here...and only i have the strength to break free
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/23/2002
tear of blood reviews
an descriptive poem w/lots of imagery...about a person i know
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/23/2002
a little book reviews
about the bible...and all the hatred and desecration it causes...and how it messes with our lives
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/23/2002
deaden reviews
...no clue
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/14/2002
i play a game reviews
think for yourself!!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/11/2002
twitch reviews
no longer feel the pain
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/11/2002
serenity in death reviews
self explanatory??
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/11/2002
turpentine reviews
payment in full
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/10/2002
storm reviews
mixed up...and falling apart
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/9/2002
shape reviews
about the beautiful ppl ruling over us...while enying us
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/9/2002
stitches cut reviews
graphic lil poem about opening someone's eyes to see what they are
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/9/2002
scrap me reviews
feel like i don't deserve to remain alive
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/9/2002
unfit reviews
(needs no summary)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/9/2002
wrap you in plastic reviews
destroyed by a parents unbelievably insane protection
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/9/2002
massacist reviews
someone hurting themselves and trying to hide it from other ppl
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/9/2002
joke reviews
this life is a joke
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/9/2002
in my head reviews
thought i was safe in my head
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/9/2002
cling to nothing reviews
be free from life
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/9/2002
proof reviews
feel forsaken by all...want proof that god is there...that he's not just some selfrighteous hypocrit
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/3/2002
color reviews
i got really angery at my grandma for being a flaming racist & i flew off the handle at her...this poem is a vent to that confusion and rage
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/3/2002
what i am reviews
put my place in the shoes of christ...his hypocrisy and fear surface
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/2/2002
one thing reviews
try to keep someone from leaving me while wanting to do the same the whole time
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/2/2002
faking reviews
gave up on any type of righteousness and was filled with angst again family
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/2/2002
first time reviews
first time i was really into anyone...not the best experience...confusion
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/2/2002
hey god reviews
angry at all of the hypocrisy and ignorance involved with organized religion
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/2/2002
constant i've cried reviews
losing something...and going into a shell...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2002
torture reviews
being emotionally desimated by someone you love...or thought you did
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2002
leave me? reviews
the fear i had of losing someone...turning into pure, enfulfing hatred
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2002
cut reviews
about taking the anger i had for my dad out on myself...this easter...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/2/2002
crone reviews
about some i wish death upon for ruining one of the greatest chapters of my "life"
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2002
sometimes reviews
about someone i should care more about...and want to very much...but for some reason cannot...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/2/2002
luster reviews
short...sweet?...and full ofheart
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/2/2002
i'm wrong reviews
authority figures...strong...manipulative...and see through
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2002
when i'm gone reviews
the idea that no one will care if you die
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2002
noise reviews
.....
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2002
feed reviews
giving everything you are to another person
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/1/2002
not human reviews
feeling of being lost and not feeling so human or real
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/26/2002
hurt reviews
about being hurt, used, and wanting to give up
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/26/2002
skin of a virgin reviews
a song that reminds me of "get down make love" by nin
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/26/2002
hate reviews
this one's about being really messed up under your little image and trying to deal with everything in your life on your own
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/22/2002
broken reviews
i'm so broken...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3/22/2002
losing reviews
the pain of losing the one you love the most...and waiting for their return...but it never comes.....
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/21/2002
time wasted reviews
this is for all of the holy-rollers that ever tried to reach me...they never learned to back off!!! dammit!! grrrr
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/21/2002
suicider reviews
suicidal fantasy..we all have them...want to run but too afraid too...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/21/2002
i dream reviews
the place we all retreat to when things get too hard to handle
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/21/2002
myself reviews
it doesn't pay to be alone
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/18/2002
Life reviews
it means nothing to me anymore
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/18/2002
scorned reviews
we all know what if feels like
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/18/2002
no one came reviews
lying, dying, no denying it
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/18/2002
stuck reviews
too much crap fed to us as children and i wanna get away from it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/8/2002
stop reviews
angry a fake little person that knows nothing
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/8/2002
voice in me reviews
something wants out of me
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/8/2002
tasteless agony reviews
a severly metaphorical and violent little poem...but not too bad
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/1/2002
cleansing reviews
i kind of put myself in the place of a serial killer and his justification by "god"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/1/2002
conquer hell reviews
make hell my own
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/1/2002
diseased reviews
swallowed up by pain
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/1/2002
my god reviews
i was mad at god and thought i would hurt him
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 3/1/2002