hello everyone it's been a while since I have been back here. well here's an update I am now in 2 relationships with girls. I am doing well mentally. I finally forgave my atheist enemies and no longer want to hurt them. I made up with Nary and with ISA sniper. I sure do miss our conversations. I forgave Obama because he gave the order I thought he wouldn't have the guts to give and he brought my home my brother in the navy. something I would give him if I could would be a model kit of the battlestar I believe it was his favorite show. I am now 31. I see several different types of mental health support personnel. I now live in Alaska. and I have worked at two jobs at a commissary for the military that's like a wal mart for the military but if you work for the military you can get stuff there for cheaper then you find at Walmart. and I have also worked at Walmart too. I am working on getting rehired. and I am re writing my star maker story so it's not so graphic it now has some new chapters.