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Author has written 99 stories for General, General, Song, Haiku, Humor, Friendship, Love, Life, Politics, Family, Work, School, Romance, and Religion.

I really, really don't use this account anymore and I'm ashamed of everything on it but can't bear to take it down.

I'm working on something new, and I'll be starting a new FP account to post on when I get it all in order. Time for a fresh start, I think!

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Thoughts Without Words by Saint Anger reviews
[MM SLASH] When Nate, a mischievous, troublesome mental patient, meets Robbie, the introverted new admit, it throws life in the ward entirely off balance. Not that there was much mental balance to begin with. [MM SLASH]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 17 - Words: 64,199 - Reviews: 596 - Favs: 433 - Follows: 352 - Updated: 10/7/2008 - Published: 1/29/2004
Dearly Beloved by Beautiful Midnight reviews
When Matthew Grey transfers from London to California for school, his gothy looks and posh accent frighten the other students. Well, except for Sean. Sean just wants him naked. Permanent Hiatus.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 63 - Words: 258,090 - Reviews: 1325 - Favs: 657 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 10/29/2006 - Published: 5/22/2003 - Complete
Key To Your Heart by Lami reviews
Brett and Gabriel are as different as night and day, but an unlikely relationship isn't impossible...//Slash//
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 64,801 - Reviews: 244 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 9/23/2005 - Published: 2/27/2003
Yesterday Died by Seraphic reviews
[M/M] Briar is the one dressed in vivid colours - trying to keep the darkness away. Lian and his friends are the same - trying to keep sane by losing themselves in their minds and each other.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 24,264 - Reviews: 154 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 7/21/2005 - Published: 3/2/2004
Androgynously Poetic by Androgynously Poetic reviews
A young drug addicted Raver with a heart cringing past and an artistic Goth...can both find love with such different lifestyles? jma and TheRedFatalities team up to give you...YAOI! /SLASH/ M/M!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 95 - Words: 104,374 - Reviews: 828 - Favs: 191 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 6/17/2005 - Published: 10/24/2003
Cookie Dough: New Beginings by Light-Reaction reviews
Sequel to: The Way the Cookie Crumbles. Takes place two years after. Read, Review, Enjoy. oooh! Got kicked up to pg-13 for intended rape... Part1: Chapter 7 up!
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 6,714 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 6/12/2005 - Published: 3/24/2004
Klutz Toxic Butterfly by Silvae reviews
A group of gay college students are making their way through life - in their own eccentric ways. Smashing music, tattoos, hate and love; need I say more? [SLASH M/M]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 18 - Words: 61,395 - Reviews: 396 - Favs: 229 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 3/20/2005 - Published: 1/27/2004
Unexpected Song by Cuppie reviews
[SLASH] Lucas takes his nephew Teddy for piano lessons. A romance between Lucas and the teacher ensues. But, as with everything I write, they encounter struggles along the way. COMPLETE!
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 13 - Words: 36,936 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/19/2004 - Published: 1/19/2004
Profanity by Liebe Sasa reviews
Lutheran Church and Buddhist Temples, incense and beer cans, a blonde in your back seat and your best friend in your bed. We're all looking for something just a little better than what we have.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 8 - Updated: 9/21/2004 - Published: 8/10/2004
Reckless by i-nv-u50 reviews
Sequel to Flawless. !CH9! The holidays have arrived, and most of the couples are happy with their relationships - but not their lives. While the twins struggle to keep it secret, and Sully battles with Kael's abysmal self esteem, Skylar's still alone...
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 36,294 - Reviews: 300 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 8/6/2004 - Published: 4/8/2004
Silver for the Stripper's Soul by Scarlett Letter17 reviews
Ivan, an exotic dancer, developes a crush on his boss' cousin, Matthew. He realizes that his affections are more than a crush, but is unsure of how to deal with it. R for language and some sexual scenes, YAOI
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 28,637 - Reviews: 135 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 7/17/2004 - Published: 1/18/2004
Whores by Audax Nexcis reviews
Keep me close, for now we've lost it all, sweetest lover of them all, always leaves you least of all. And I paint my brains upon the walls.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2004
Flawless by i-nv-u50 reviews
SLASH! PART 1 COMPLETE! And Extra AN! All is fine for Skylar at Brenthurst Academy. He's popular, cool, and has lots of girls falling at his feet. Everything seems to be going great... until his new roommate arrives and turns his world upside down.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 42 - Words: 138,856 - Reviews: 696 - Favs: 202 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 4/25/2004 - Published: 6/4/2003
Bruise by That Firefly Chick reviews
Five different guys from five different ends of society. One punk, one preppy, one badass, one stoner, one Catholic boy. What happens when you set them in a high school setting where violence seems to be the top priority? This. (strong yaoi, swearing)
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,367 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/23/2004
No Such Thing As Normal by Toxica939 reviews
Paris & Nathaniel were famous. But then Nate did something that changed everything Can they handle going to regular high school? Falling in love with regular people? Please R&R. Contains some m/m slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,205 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 4/7/2004 - Published: 7/26/2003
When We're Together by The Red Fatalities reviews
Slash 'When you're together, you slash each other to pieces, when you're apart, you slash yourselves to pieces'. Love and pain twisted together, held up by each other, dragged down by the same...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,326 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 2/11/2004 - Published: 12/22/2003
The Way the Cookie Crumbles by Light-Reaction reviews
Johnny and Mat are a couple. Johnny is pissed 'cause Mat' is a wokaholic. I suck at summaries. Slash, don't like don't read.You've been warned. Chapter 10 up COMPLETE
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 8,425 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 2/8/2004 - Published: 9/13/2003
Contact by Libris reviews
Nathan is a single father whose son is gay. He takes the son and the boyfriend on a roadtrip to deal with this information and everything which could happen, does. Edited
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 39,891 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 12/28/2003 - Published: 6/19/2003
Goodbye for Good by Bitter Berry reviews
(INCOMPLETE(M/M) Some can handle stress better than others. Jeffery Good is one of them. Having to take care of a family at the age of 17 isn't as peachy as rich boy Joseph Gray thought.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 15,079 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/31/2003 - Published: 6/4/2003
Each Man Kills The Thing He Loves by The Red Fatalities reviews
M/M Slash. Casey and Seth have been best friends all their lives, until circumstances change. But with a greater emotion between them there is only more to lose... Please R&R.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 31 - Words: 45,896 - Reviews: 289 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/30/2003 - Published: 9/3/2003
Mere Illusion by Tammaiya reviews
Sometimes what seems real is false, and the truth is hidden. Uriel struggles to find the difference between reality and mere illusion in his friendship with Cassiel. The second story in Heavenly Chaos, sequal to Innocence Lost. *yaoi* *COMPLETE*
Fiction: Manga - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 19 - Words: 42,714 - Reviews: 117 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/28/2003 - Published: 12/21/2002
The Diva Pixie by Endless Dark reviews
He's overly dramatic, androgynous, and annoying. Your basic rock star. She's fed up, annoyed, and utterly sick of him. But with a past that neither can forget, they can't seem to stay away from each other.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 40 - Words: 91,540 - Reviews: 209 - Favs: 277 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 9/15/2003 - Published: 8/1/2003 - Complete
All The Broken Glass by Ayakaishi Fei reviews
Sanosuke Atai is a troubled kid with a bad home life who's given the task of writing an essay about himself. Observations about both himself, his friends, and the goth with the great ass abound. *Shounen ai and Shoujo ai* {COMPLETE}
Fiction: Manga - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 78,269 - Reviews: 240 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/4/2003 - Published: 5/10/2003
Shattered Pieces by P.A. Lovas reviews
When Aaron's life is torn apart, he meets a young man that just might be able to save him. But when the tables turn, will he be able to save the boy? *m/m slash* (Chapter 8 up)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 45,993 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/21/2003 - Published: 5/12/2003
We the Ladies by SoleilFairconoture reviews
This I wrote when I was angry with men. I brought it back due to popular demand. It was removed because apparently it is wrong to use scientific terms in your writing
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/22/2003
Since You Found Out by Fae the Faery reviews
It's about how my mother's relationship with me is dwindling out, simply because I'm...well, because of my sexual orientation. If you read, you'll see. If you review, I will too! :P
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 10 - Published: 6/13/2003
violated by littlest clouds reviews
[pg13, might offend] Wrote this one night during an ep. of CourtTV. About a rape. from the offender's POV. Please take the warning into consideration. Could be considered offensive.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2003
Blasphemous Blasphemy by Ilsa Immerman reviews
Spontaneous free verse garbage. May be offensive to some. Did I say some? I meant most. Contans profanity.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Published: 5/11/2003
The Angel of Caffeine by Da Fly reviews
Boy Love. The budding romance between 'happy bouncey fun' Ashley and 'kinda sorta angsty yeah' Lionel. Humor and romance... but mostly humor and sugary sweet moments.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 50,932 - Reviews: 406 - Favs: 367 - Follows: 115 - Updated: 3/9/2003 - Published: 4/27/2002
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When You Try To Breathe reviews
"You only sigh..." Quite cliche, should be in stanzas of four, then the last two lines separate, but...I can't upload properly anymore. Read/review and you can have a camel called Steven.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/20/2004
Escapism reviews
"It's midnight; you're dancing." English homework - write the beginning of a short story. Sex and drugs and rock and roll, and stuff?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 619 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/6/2004
Hey Hannibal reviews
Inspired by The Passion of the Christ ;)
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 8 - Published: 5/1/2004
Raw reviews
I wipe my mouth and my hand comes away covered with...too much, yes, far too much make-up. [a collection of unedited 'poetry)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 726 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/1/2004
Black reviews
There were two people. Both of them hated the white, white walls. One was only living for the other, and the other didn't even know why he was living.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,669 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/27/2004
Supernova reviews
But we're gonna live forever, we will never die...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/20/2004
Dead Stars reviews
Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind. But cruel to who? [slash] Thanks to everybody who reviewed the prologue!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,638 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 2/17/2004 - Published: 12/23/2003
Rose reviews
"Your mouth is like a funeral where kisses go to die..." A note from a bitter lover.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 546 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Published: 2/1/2004
An Ode To Absolon reviews
"You can do it in rhyming couplets, that should be fun," she said. "I was being sarcastic," she said, when we did so. But here is what we produced 'tis quite silly. And was for an English Language lesson)
Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/6/2003
My Utopia reviews
I want a utopia all to myself/where I smoke cigarettes/where I drink to bad health
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/5/2003
Midnight in the City reviews
Midnight in the city, the city that never sleeps...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 694 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/5/2003
Slices Of Sunday reviews
I'm watching you and I'm counting my steps. I'm at your window. Can you feel me? [slash] [first in a series of songfics]
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 835 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/5/2003
Stop All The Clocks reviews
"Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone..." A man tries to explain how he felt after his lover's death - has he worked through the confusion he felt then? [implied slash] [stand-alone]
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,172 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/14/2003
Respect The Ants
A strange little piece about a tedious job in the summer.
Poetry: Work - Rated: K - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 8/18/2003
Stay Beautiful reviews
"If you don't know me by now, you will never, ever, ever know me." How do you know what's put on for the cameras and what's real? "All rock and roll is homosexual". [slash]
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 13,438 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 7/25/2003 - Published: 5/27/2003
Submission reviews
You don't know when to stop, do you?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/21/2003
Ophelia reviews
But she never told me she was drowning... [very mild femslash]
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 739 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/20/2003
Sweet As Sugar reviews
Nobody loved you, nobody made you feel so alone...nobody loved you, like me. [slash] [subliminal messages are telling you to READ this] Is it a bird? Is it a plane? No! It's an update!
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 27 - Words: 34,975 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 17 - Updated: 7/18/2003 - Published: 4/9/2003
Violence In Silence reviews
Some things you lose, some things you just give away. And others are stolen.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/18/2003
Three Simple Steps reviews
Wehe for stanzas of different lengths. What can an ignorant society do to people? [about homosexuality, but everybody will experience some sort of discrimination]
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/24/2003
So Beautiful reviews
I'll be getting married in a dirty dress. Did you ever care?
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 455 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/24/2003
This New World reviews
How long are you going to campaign for your freedom for? You're no prisoner. Embrace the new culture. (just for the record, I consider myself a liberal, and I'm not American, so no patriotism here. Just honesty.)
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/22/2003
Boys In The Girls' Room reviews
The conversational skills of your genitalia leave a lot to be desired. [homosexual themes]
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/20/2003
Ugly On The Inside reviews
Because pretty is overrated.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2003
Vodka and Eyeliner reviews
One night stands - the antithesis of love. Just be careful.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/20/2003
Patients Painting reviews
They just couldn't see what he saw.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/19/2003
The Kevorkian Theory reviews
Beware the mercy killer. And embrace the sarcasm, sweethearts.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/19/2003
Smiling In The Darkness reviews
You miss a lot when you take everything at face value.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/19/2003
Enigma reviews
He follows a pattern, but it all ends in solid colours. A murder, through the eyes of the victim, the murderer and a random blokey.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/17/2003
Every Single Sin reviews
The seven deadly sins - not just ice cream. Rating for sexual innuendo.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/17/2003
Glitter Blindness reviews
Anaemia on a razorblade, snorting disinfectant cocaine,
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2003
Razorblade Emotion reviews
Stars don't fade, they die.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/8/2003
The Apostle reviews
Judas - betrayal. Peter - denial. Thomas - doubt. (Just for the record, the final "your" is spelled that way on purpose. It's not a mistake.)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2003
Hollow Be Thy Name reviews
Tasteless broth for the malnourished soul.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/2/2003
Number Unknown reviews
Please hang up and try again.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2003
A Green Bag Labelled Self Destruction reviews
It holds eight razorblades, nine Lambert and Butlers, two bloodstained tissues and an orange lighter.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 674 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/12/2003
Sterile Hell reviews
She speaks no words, though lack of voice, or she doesn't need to, or just by choice/
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/16/2003
Rotten and Beautiful reviews
Somebody asked Jack Off Jill if "Nazi Halo" was about Twiggy of Marilyn Manson. I was listening to JoJ and this came about...not about Twiggs, but I was thinking about him when I wrote it, so it's influenced by him. And the "you" and "he" are intentional
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/13/2003
Fairy Wings and Feather Boas reviews
Suppose it could go in Biography, but it's going in here. Rambling about a friendship. "It doesn't matter about the whens or the wheres or the hows or the whys. All that matters is that we do."
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 996 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/29/2003
But Look At The Sun reviews
For Caroline, Claire and Rebecca. It's gone too far, my involvement ends HERE.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2003
I Wanted reviews
Looks quite long, but it's mostly couplets. It's about ignorance, and not understanding something, and not realising you have what you want until it's too late. Or something like that. Maybe.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/22/2003
Dear You reviews
"I love you like a car crash, like a suicide, like my mind". Another one without a proper structure - there are just random rhymes shoved in there sometimes. A love poem with a twist, maybe, read it until the very end and decide for yourself.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/22/2003
Slit Your Wrist With A Mars Bar Wrapper reviews
"I wanna be so skinny that I rot from view"...no proper structure in the way it's written, but it's about anorexia and...well, that's it really.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 527 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/22/2003
Sadness Will Last reviews
La Tristesse Durera-Sadness Will Last. Femslash, if you want it to be, self harm, suicide. I don't own either of the songs. People will always talk. No real link between the two chapters.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,559 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 2/11/2003 - Published: 2/10/2003
In The Light Of A Scar reviews
"Self injury," I whispered, "is an extended form of vanity." Two poems and a short prose. Quite generalising, uses the term "we". I don't know what all SI-ers feel like, these are just my thoughts.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 650 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Published: 2/9/2003
Snowflakes
Of accents, snow and The Wildhearts. Just basically everything I thought about this morning written down.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 721 - Published: 1/30/2003
Androgynous reviews
This is her Garden of Eden, and it's mine too. Short and rough, deals with bisexuality.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/26/2003
Amen reviews
Be it love, religion or suicide, something's binding them. Is not, in any way, meant to offend those of you who are religious. And I obviously don't own the wedding vows, Peter Pan or E.T.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/26/2003
The Ladybird reviews
Written when I was eleven. So bad, and pointless, and random that it's almost funny. Almost.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/13/2003
In Which I Sit reviews
And this is how I shall describe the room in which I sit.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,546 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/13/2003
The Place That I Know
This isn't the place that I know...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Published: 1/13/2003
He Understands
For Liam, 1989-2001. Do YOU understand? (written in my "woe is me" stages-lots of juvenile feelings here)
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Published: 1/13/2003
Shorties reviews
Little bits of pants randomness from two years ago. A storm brings pride, the cold brings fear and the night brings a thief. Will post revised version soon.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 472 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/13/2003
And The Clock Struck One reviews
(A spin off of "I'd Rather Sleep") Slashy, but it doesn't have to be-just change the name at the end. It's sort of bittersweet. A church, rain, tears and midnight mass. "You taught me the appreciation of life. And love."
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,100 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/22/2002
I'd Rather Sleep reviews
Two (ex?) lovers remember a Christmas together. This isn't angsty, woohoo! It switches P.O.V in each chapter, so watch out. Chapters 3 and 4, although short, are here. And something's actually going to happen within the next couple![unfinished]
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,060 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 12/21/2002 - Published: 12/9/2002
A Day In The Life reviews
Pleased to say, all credit goes to Rebecca and Caroline. I was just the "hippy clown" and stagehand, and I did a little bit of editing. A normal day in our school...(yes, this actually was scripted and videoed...)
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,017 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/21/2002
His Bloody Hands reviews
Who's the real psychopath? Keep thinking, and don't blink. [if you read, please review, because I'm a review whore]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,428 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/16/2002 - Published: 12/14/2002
Nobody Is Made Of Stone reviews
Today, somebody burst into tears in front of me. That's when I realised everybody is falling apart. Nobody is made of stone. Unfortunately, non fiction-the final two girls mentioned are very good friends of mine. This had me crying when I was writing it.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 524 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/13/2002
The Spike Dance, The Whole World Is Hairy! reviews
Have a brain? Want to destroy it? Read this. Otherwise, please don't. You have been warned. Written a year ago, just plain silly. I am very willing to give Rebecca credit where due. Rated for Boy Scouts, the NYB, unibrows and Spike.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,415 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/9/2002
Laxatives Or Fingers reviews
"I tell myself that if I could control myself, I'd be anorexic, wouldn't eat at all. But that's no kind of control, it's panic and frenzy". I'm digging up all my old E.D stuff and writing new ones. This is a new one. Rating for general theme and language.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,568 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/4/2002
Angels Instead reviews
Song in brackets and italics is Angels, by Robbie Williams. For Danielle, who's welcome to stay whenever she wants.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/3/2002
Binge And Purge reviews
Because sometimes, you're your own worst enemy...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/3/2002
I Believe In Father Christmas
Should be in songfics, but I like attention. The song is by...Greg Lake, I think. Things always seem worse at Christmas...
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,077 - Published: 11/28/2002
Because We're Cool Like That reviews
Rated for some language that there might not even be. Just things people say...in the heat of the moment. It's probably not very funny.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,846 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/28/2002
All I Am reviews
"I'll be damned, all I am is all I am.."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/24/2002
It's Like reviews
"And it's like a democracy without any rights"....Nothing special.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/24/2002
And Is reviews
"And is this how you remembered me, the way you wanted me to be?" Doesn't make much sense. At all.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/24/2002
Senseless reviews
Another of the twenty-something from my old account. This is a couple of years old too. Ever felt empty?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/16/2002
Ring Of Fire reviews
This might offend some Christians, too. I wrote it...almost two years ago. I'm transferring everything from my old account, see.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/16/2002
Thank Heaven For Little Boys reviews
For without them, what would little girls do?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/16/2002
This One's For You reviews
Whenever I go to the bar, I always buy a shot for the bartender, too.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 516 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/9/2002
Emma reviews
[non fiction] How much can a three year old love? One little girl changed me. This is Emma's story [very short prose]
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 436 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/30/2002
Insert Catchy Title Here reviews
Four haiku, written in about ten minutes. Nothing special, the first I've done in years. One relates to a songfic of mine, and I think I got the syllables wrong in one of them. However, the layout should be better now. Read and see for yourself.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/23/2002
For Rebecca
"If you need to crash, then crash and burn, you're not alone". Neither of the songs belong to me. Just ramblings, from me to an old friend. Cheesy, happy, miserable, and hopefully inspiring, all at once. Used to be called "For Rebecca".
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,236 - Updated: 10/22/2002 - Published: 10/14/2002
For Instance reviews
A collection of short almost-stories, each using some details I was given (gender, career, setting, theme). One sided m/m in chapter 3. And a bad word.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,598 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/14/2002
A Casket And One Black Rose reviews
"And so he stands, rose in hand, staring at the stone..." I wrote this as an introduction to a story I'm writing. It's a bit rushed, but it could be worse, I think.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10/9/2002
The Man Who Never Died reviews
It is, incidentally, a poem. Blegh, read the author's notes. Or don't. Whichever.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/8/2002
Hollywood, Hell reviews
Another poem about the downside of fame.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/27/2002
I've Got A Gun reviews
Rating for suicide, and just general...angstness. Inspired by the Nirvana song "Come As You Are". Yes.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 448 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/27/2002
Frayed Ends Of Sanity
Wheee, I stole the title from a Metallica song, and I wrote my own poem based on that title.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Published: 8/27/2002
In This Void I Call My Head reviews
I don't want to give it a summary. Read, or go away.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/27/2002
Just Another Statistic reviews
I didn't know what to rate this. There's only one "bad word" that I know of...oh, maybe two...I've just used them rather a lot. Unnecessarily.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/27/2002
A Day Just Like Today reviews
Angsty angsty angsty...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 417 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/27/2002
No Need To Believe reviews
Blah. Song. Yes.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/14/2002
Take Your Tablets reviews
"Same old time, same old place, same old line and same old face."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2002
Tobacco Breath reviews
Erm...yeah. Just read it, please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2002
Looking Down A Vodka Bottle reviews
Strangely enough, I had been drinking vodka when I wrote this. That should explain it. But yes, I was looking down the bottle, watching the liquid swish at the bottom, and it was pretty.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/12/2002
Immortalised In Red Ink
Yeah, this was just begging to be written. Don't ask what it's about. I don't know.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 8/12/2002
Fame reviews
Yay, double angst. The downsides to fame. Behind closed doors.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2002
Train Of Thought reviews
I'm not sure what I think of this, but...here it is, anyway. I don't detest it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2002
Time To Die, My Pretty reviews
Erm...a poem.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/12/2002
Shine, Somehow reviews
Meh, I was just going to call this "Shine" but it seemed a bit fluffy...a poem about drug abuse. The fictional person in the poem is the same as the one in "A Fairytale Ago"
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2002
Looking Glass reviews
Hmm...I quite like this one. Warning: Some Christians may find it offensive, my apologies if you do...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2002
Casual, Comfortable reviews
I'm not really keen on this, but I felt the need to write it, so I did.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2002
Where Lovers Cross reviews
Ermm...I quite like this one. But the formatting will be weird again, I bet...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/12/2002
A Fairytale Ago
Ladeda...just a poem...I must apologise for the layout of all of these, I saved it in the wrong form.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Published: 8/12/2002
Sadistic reviews
Yet another angsty piece. I can't summarise any of my stuff, so why do I try?
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 583 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/4/2002
Comfortably Numb reviews
Another short, angsty...uhh..thing, by me. No prose section, apparently. Using the song "Comfortably Numb" by Pink Floyd.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 737 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/4/2002
My Fantasy Suicide reviews
No, this isn't a poem. I just prefered this layout. That would be all. Why is it PG13? I don't know, I have rating issues.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 495 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/4/2002