RaisdenCaptivity
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Joined 03-28-02, id: 191000, Profile Updated: 05-16-10
Author has written 67 stories for Horror, Song, General, Love, General, Life, and Young Adult.

Hello. Thanks for stopping by to check out my stuff. I hope you find something you like. ;)

And now for some random song lyrics:

How many years since you found yourself
Staring at an endless sky?

Unaware of yourself
Who you are and where you're going
Only living
Only breathing
Losing all sense of time

The most fragile of things
Captivates and embraces you
Surrender and be witness
To this rarest of moments

You live within the sense of the order of things
What is truth
What is important
What defines you

No need to fear
No need to worry
About years that passed
About time you lost

Live seconds as a lifetime
Time it does not matter
You live within the sense
Of the stillness of time.

VNV Nation- Endless Skies

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Ambiguous by Chasmodai Blue reviews
Slash// Joshua trees, sickle moons, rocks with holes through the middle: the trickster takes what he wants.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,239 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 10 - Published: 6/17/2010 - Complete
Poetry by Hemophiliac Swordsman reviews
A collection of my personal works.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 801 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 11/19/2006 - Published: 11/6/2006 - Complete
Happy Darkness by Zoey7 reviews
Many good things happen in the dark...like love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2006
Forsaken by Silent Treatment reviews
Poetry I've written
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/27/2003
DropbyDrop by Silent Treatment reviews
Poem I wrote
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/27/2003
Out From the in Crowd by RubyEmerald reviews
Jane's life in elementerary. Through struggling body changes and maturing at a fast rate. Jane tells her story of popularity, comtemplating suicide, and trying to find who she really is...
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,449 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 4/4/2003 - Published: 3/1/2003
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Polaris reviews
Christopher Hayes just wants to lead a normal life. This is made difficult by two very important facts: He's a werewolf, and he's gay. Add to the mix a very possessive Alpha wolf who's bent on making Chris a part of his pack, and what do you get? Chaos.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,763 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Published: 4/2/2010
Untitled reviews
When someone you love commits suicide, it leaves you with a hole so deep nothing can fill it. Sometimes she still cries about it... This is my attempt to understand her.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/6/2006 - Complete
That Night reviews
A poem about my first time... Needless to say, it wasn't what I thought it would be. Please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/30/2006
Hide The Scars reviews
Yup, I'm back. Here's a very dark, angsty one for ya. Review!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/1/2005
Bent Knees reviews
"Violence is the way we make our name on this Earth, shooting down our brothers if they step on our turf." -lines from poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/25/2004
Hey Mickey! reviews
This is a song involving Disney characters! LOL! It's a really cute, kinda funny song so R&R! Ok? Yay! lol!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/25/2003
Fallen reviews
Hey every1! I know it's been a while since you've seen anything from me. Been busy! This song is a really different song from what I usually do. So R&R please! Luv ya!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9/25/2003
Fading With You reviews
Hell's not as hot when you're not alone...- lyrics from the song. R&R PLEASE!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/27/2003
My Black Nightmare reviews
A poem about a really twisted suicide. It has a real nice twist at the end. Really... uhh, sad. lol. PLEASE R&R!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 533 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/27/2003
What If reviews
This song is for anyone who's ever been picked on or has picked on someone else. R&R please.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/11/2003
Broken reviews
This is a song about rape. It's kinda sad, but really good. R&R please
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/11/2003
Don't reviews
A song about when someone you love starts abusing you and makes you want to go back to being someone you never wanted to be again. R&R PLEASE!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/23/2003
Silent Shelter reviews
PLEASE READ THIS! A twisted love poem. Really very good. It's been a while since I've written a poem that didn't contain a chorus! lol! So tell me what you think of it. REVIEW!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/31/2003
Just Wanted You There
ATTENTION EVERYONE! This song is for anyone who's ever had something happen that meant alot to them, but was ruined, because the person that truly mattered to you wasn't there; they had something better to do. So read and review please whether this sounds
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Published: 5/15/2003
War reviews
It's over, but is it really? PLEASE NO FLAMES! If you hate it, keep it to yourself. R&R please. mucho love!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 418 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2003
Sometimes reviews
This is a funny, romantic, kindy angsty song dedicated to a certain guy I love very much. Oh God, I'm getting mushy! LOL! My friend said the song was funny when she read it (it wasn't supposed to be) so one of the genre's.. as u can c.. is HUMOR! lol. I n
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 433 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/23/2003
Bittersweet reviews
"Revenge is sweet, but blood spilt is even sweeter......" lyrics from the song. Pleases R&R!!!!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/13/2003
Dying To Be Thin reviews
It's a song about my battle with anorexia (Ana) and bulimia (Bee). If you are recovering from either of these this song might trigger. It's a very sensitive subject for me, so be gentle. LOL! R&R please. MY BAND STILL NEEDS A NAME! (read without you)
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/11/2003
I Wish I Never Knew You reviews
It's about finally seeing a person as they really are after you've been a fool for them for many years. Really angry.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/26/2003
Without You reviews
This song was written by my band. It's about not being able to deal after someone you cared about left you. R&R to help us pick out a band name.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/3/2003
For Me reviews
It's a song about not being able to love someone back and not understanding how they can care about you so much. R&R please.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/28/2003
Gay America reviews
It's about a girl named Cari and her friends. They get picked on a lot because of their sexuality and it leads to the death of a loved one. Rated PG 13 because of language and hate crimes.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,786 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 2/24/2003 - Published: 2/22/2003
Let Go reviews
CAUTION: I wrote this song while I was high! LOL! Here's a sample of it: "I know Reality, It's like the gingerbread man, Run as fast as you want, But you'll never catch Reality by the hand." R & R please!!!!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 414 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/4/2003
You And Me reviews
It's a song about wanting to be with a person, even though you're not supposed to be together. Plus, the person is already taken. You just want to show them how much they mean to you and hopefully change their mind, so then it'll be a "you and me" type th
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/23/2003
Knife In Your Back reviews
"How do you like the feel, of this knife in your back? Doesn't it feel good, knowing loyalty is what you lack? Aren't you tired of running in place? Isn't it about time, you showed face?" -lyrics from the song. R&R please!!!!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/23/2003
Now reviews
If you liked "Prewritten On The Bottom Of Your Shoe" then you'll probably like this song. It's dedicated to the same person as the other song. Heh. So in other words, it's kinda angry. It just doesn't have as many swear words as the other song! hehe. R&R
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/6/2003
Vice Versa reviews
This song was originally called "Confusing Love song" becuz i think it's very confusing and at the moment I'm also confused about some things. R&R to tell me if you like it or not. Peace.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/6/2003
Lost reviews
It's about a person struggling to find out what everything really is all about...... ya know the feeling. R&R please!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/27/2002
PreWritten On The Bottom Of Your Shoe reviews
It's a song about how a girl is really fed up about a guy who played her and lied to her. It starts out really angsty (well all of it is angsty!) and then it gets really angry. PG-13 for language. R&R please.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2002
The One I'll Never Be reviews
ATTENTION EVERYONE! This song is for anyone who has ever loved someone and lost them 2 someone else. (points to reader) you know I'm talking about you! Please read & review this song now if you want to hear the feelings of someone who has been through the
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/15/2002
Picasso Painting reviews
Um.... I can't think of a summary for this song, but the lyrics are really good!!!!! hehe. R&R!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/15/2002
Confusion reviews
It's about being hurt so much that you get confused about everything, even the one who's hurting you. R&R please.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/15/2002
Seeing With Closed Eyes reviews
Hey peepz! I know you haven't seen ne-thing from me in a while so here's a good angsty one 4 ya. Read & review PLEASE! (sorry if I sound desperate, but I am hehe! ^_^)
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12/10/2002 - Published: 12/9/2002
F Off Leave Me Alone reviews
A song about how a person tries to not be themselves, but they try to be you and it's so annoying to the point where you're just about ready to blow. Rated PG-13 for language, but maybe I shoulda rated it R???? Ahh well, r&r anyways.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/10/2002
The Love Game
It's a song about how the person you love wants more freedom, while meanwhile causing you confused-hurt. It was originally called Dysfunction, but I renamed it becuz when you read the lyrics it sounds like love is a game or something. r&r puh-leez!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Published: 11/10/2002
No Ordinary Girl reviews
This is a song about how someone I really love makes me feel. I know it sounds sappy but just read it peepz, k?
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/24/2002
Famous reviews
I wrote this when I was wondering to myself if major superstars we see on TV almost everyday have insecurities and such. And Famous is about just that... a person that is so big in the entertainment world, but has so many insecurities. R&R please.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/24/2002
Artificially Flavored reviews
A song about when you try to escape from everything and not really be yourself while doing so, to the point where you become so fake that you don't even know yourself anymore. Run-on sentence (I think) lol! R&R please!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/24/2002
Everything You Want Isn't Everything You Need reviews
It's a song about a girl who really loves this guy and she means nothing to him. Sad, right? Well, read and review!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/4/2002
A Lifetime And A Day reviews
A tragic ending to a love that seemed so right.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9/29/2002
Now And Forever reviews
A love song...... go figure! r&r!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/29/2002
Learning To Breathe Theme Song reviews
It's the theme song to a novel I am writing. Very deep and sad I guess, the song I mean.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/22/2002
Splinter Black December reviews
Um....... just read and review it, k, cuz I don't really have a summary for it ;)!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9/19/2002
Just Thought You Should Know reviews
A song about a girl who is still in love with a boy, even though he said harsh things and left her. (The story of my life in other words, hehe!)
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/17/2002
Running reviews
No more it'll get better lines. Life sux and this song is about the way it is for some people...... for most people.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/17/2002
Fake reviews
A song about when you are the only one being yourself and the rest of the world is being fake.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9/15/2002
Everlasting Flame Of Sin reviews
A vision of a black world and of what is........ (I'm feeling really depressed and deep right now, okay! So read and review please!)
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/14/2002
Past Dreams And Broken Promises reviews
A somewhat distorted song that basically sums up my life, and maybe the lives of others. A very meaningful song to me, so please read and review.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/14/2002
I've Grown Up Now reviews
It's a song about realizing how good you are, even when people told you other wise. Again, this is different from my other stuff so enjoy and r/r!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/4/2002
Wonderland reviews
It's about a twisted game in a sour Wonderland. The other side of Wonderland that Alice didn't show us. This is my usual angst, though, just a bit darker. Just read and review it, okey dokey!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 454 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/1/2002
Beautiful reviews
This song was intentionally written for someone special to me, but I guess it's for anyone who's ever felt worthless and let people's words get to them. Oh, c'mon you know you're one of those people!!!! haha! Beware of authors note haha! :oP
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/1/2002
Living With Something Called Life
It's a movie about a girl and her three roommates, trying to deal living in the Bronx. They go through love triangles, money problems and a whole lot more! Enjoy and r/r!
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 842 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2002
Ice Storm (Lesson Learnt) reviews
"I just couldn't take it anymore. I'm sorry. I love you, but it was just too hard." - One of my old suicide notes.....
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2002
Wounded Bird reviews
It's about how the person you loved more than anything changes and kills you.... slowly and painfully. Very angsty!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/27/2002
Dream Your Life Away reviews
When life just get's too hard and you can't deal you just... dream it all away.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/26/2002
Supernatural reviews
It's about losing someone who's love was.... supernatural.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/23/2002
Loving A Shadow reviews
It's hard to love someone who was never there.....
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/23/2002
Let's Love Hate reviews
You've known this feeling before, and I'm sure you will know it many more times. So why not learn to love it?
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/21/2002
Growing Into It reviews
It's About three best friends starting high school and all the pressures that come along with it. A very funny look at the lives of teens.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,865 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/14/2002
Inside My Head reviews
A collection of my songs. Most are angst.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 35 - Words: 9,077 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 8/13/2002 - Published: 6/24/2002
The Chemicals In Your Brain reviews
This is a song dedicated to my friend who is on drugs.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/12/2002
Self centered reviews
A song about trying to make someone see you.....
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/12/2002
The War Against Myself reviews
This is a song about not liking yourself.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/9/2002
Don't Let Me Look Back reviews
A song about trying to escape from life.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/7/2002
Immature reviews
This is how I felt after breaking up with my boyfriend.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/6/2002
Don't Know Me (Face in The Mirror)" reviews
This is a song I wrote when I was feeling depressed.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2002
Spiderman reviews
Uh, i kinda suck with writing a summary, so just read and review please! Thanx!
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/31/2002