AvaRicE
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Joined 03-31-02, id: 192260
Author has written 40 stories for General, Life, Family, Love, Religion, Friendship, and Fantasy.
I'm 15.
I live to draw, but sometimes it feels more as though I draw to live.

Add dreaming to the living list.

Once upon a time, I rode horses.
I love cats...
I love reading fiction...

Music is my saviour.

~ Jez

27th March 04:
Slowly crawling my way out from under coursework. One new poem. Shameful. I'm sort of distantly shocked at how little I write anymore.
I hang out more here now.

A broken bone can heal, but the wound a word opens can fester forever. --Jessamyn West
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Hell's Mistress by glitterjewele reviews
What if you were immune to the horrors of Hell? She is . . .
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 19 - Words: 2,271 - Reviews: 209 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 2/18/2004 - Published: 7/28/2003
Waiting for Meaning by The intellect reviews
inspired by smoke, and a song by Pj Harvey- Hardly Wait. pretty angsty i guess
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/3/2003
Loopholes by tofujunky reviews
Sin your butt off and still be able to go to heaven. This may be offensive to some, so read at your own will.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/10/2003
Here Be Monsters by willowzbitch reviews
Well i tried happy, but that didnt last so i make a welcome return to angst. a poem about inner demons give them an inch and they'll take you whole. R+R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/10/2003
Nothing brings everything by The intellect reviews
wel i guess i was thinkin in a wise kinda mode when i wrote this. u know the whole 'been there, seen it, worn the t-shirt'
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/3/2003
Grasp by cosmo-queen reviews
How some of the most beautiful things in this world seem to be beyond our grasp.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 601 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 8 - Published: 6/13/2003
Romantized Romance by Stasha reviews
Have you ever lost a relationship- or in this case never started one because you thought if this were it, it had to start with flowers and a declaration of love? This is my warning to the delusional romantics- tomorrow might never come.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2003
Below the water by The intellect reviews
peom number one! dont laugh
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/1/2003
Pastel colors by Miamouse reviews
life comes in many shades but death just comes in pastel colors
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/29/2003
Supporting Cast by MadMorrow reviews
I’m no poet, but a comment made recently by a close friend (granted it was heard secondhand) has called some things into question. Wanted to express my anger and disappointment, at myself and in him.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/25/2003
Fallen Angel by charredrose reviews
like "dance in the rain", a random collection of things. most of them make me think. or they make me sad. or i like them. so read, and see what you think. WARNING: IT RHYMES! kinda scary. anyways... you have been warned.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/24/2003
Darkness is Welcome by charredrose reviews
erm... another random thing. anyways, about how i like darkness, it's my friend. credits included.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/12/2003
Seraph by Foxfire reviews
An angel's burden, and gifts we take for granted.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/11/2003
Darkside of the Moon by Celidh of Unicorn's Forest reviews
Come, travel the darkside of the moon...(please excuse the errors, I'm having trouble with the uploading process)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/10/2003
Taunts by Babygirl Niki reviews
I wrote this when I was struggling to hold on to life when everything around me just wanted it to end. Written 2/5/2002
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2003 - Complete
Scars Of The Past by Black Night reviews
You try to hunt while being hunted. It's not that easy. Kika is a vampire, trying to remove a mis-cast spell from himself. But the only way to do it, is to kill his father. Will he survive? Chapter 4!!
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Fantasy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 6,484 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 12/24/2002 - Published: 11/20/2002
In the shower by SweetGrape reviews
It's okay to cry...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 6 - Published: 12/4/2002
Insanitarium by Grateful Duckie reviews
The result of seeing too many stereo-types.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2002
Be My Savior by Wolf Of Legends reviews
Some one needs help, help from their savior.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2002
untitled1 by Doyles-always reviews
dark, r&r if you like...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/3/2002
We Never Talk Anymore by Tired of Waiting reviews
This poem is about my father, and how alchoholism (though not specified) is preventing him from being my dad.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/30/2002
Reflections by Dawn I. Cambridge reviews
... Please review! I'm not that talented with poetry so I'd appreciate any suggestions... (p.s. I review anyone's stories who will review mine!!)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/30/2002
Inner Self by OneCrazyGurl reviews
Getting rid of you innerself....Or whatnot i'm bad at these summaries
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/26/2002
Shadow by Yumi reviews
took me a while...R+R ^_^
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/26/2002
Anesthetizes of Acceptance by Penumbra reviews
Yay! I fixed the format-finally!! Anywayz, um, let's see, a summary: I guess it's a negative perspective on loss.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/31/2002
Internal Light from Darkest Soul by Drizzt the Slayer reviews
This is figurative about life (mine of course) using darkness as a contrast to light in people lives.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 570 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/10/2002
A Good Reason by Lily of Trust reviews
A muse confronts her author on a late-night work session, and demands to know what drives a writer to write?
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,189 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2002
Face In The Mirror by Pyria Feliae reviews
What do I see when I look in the mirror...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/14/2001
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Spangles reviews
A story on memories. And how the good is mixed in with the bad so hazily, you just can't separate the truth from the fiction anymore...
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/27/2004
Sub Rosa reviews
What are words, in the end?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/31/2004
Backup Abort reviews
So it's back to cryptic again. I'm fairly certain that people will get the wrong idea completely just from the title.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/14/2003
If Only reviews
If only an effort had been made.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/29/2003
Shackled reviews
Strong language - you're warned. Dedicated to abused children, and inspired by Antwone Fisher.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/18/2003
Fallen From Grace reviews
Some text/poetry that goes with a CG I've started...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/4/2003
Human, Your Thought Is Your Curse reviews
There is a meaning here, and I'm hoping it's not too hard to see what that is.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/4/2003
Something Inside reviews
Wrote during the beginning of this year. A meditation on... pain, I suppose. Or maybe not.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/16/2003
I Passed Out In My Garden Today reviews
It's all true. I s*t you not.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9/3/2003
Ever Waiting reviews
Be wary of Cheese. Hell knows what brought this on.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/3/2003
Who Am I? reviews
No explanation that I feel like putting here. Read it, and see if you can divulge some kind of meaning...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/15/2003
remember reviews
Inspired by a vivid dream of where I used to live as a child.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/8/2003
Muse reviews
Okay, this is the last one. I refuse to write anymore until a few weeks, before all my writing degrades so low that I begin to recieve flames describing in length just how relentlessly low quality my writing is.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/8/2003
Dreamer reviews
Possibly the epitome of randomness...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/8/2003
Demon reviews
...fight it all away
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/6/2003
Sorry reviews
For all of those children, whom no-one hears, no-one helps
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/6/2003
Rage reviews
Something I wrote a while ago
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/28/2003
Hate Pity reviews
Anger drums through me as I write this
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/27/2003
Bemused reviews
This may come across as cryptic, but I think it just doesn't make sense. Who can say?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/23/2003
Nobody's Darkness reviews
Formatting is fun... once you can get it to work.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/18/2003
Wish I Could Just Float Away reviews
...I'm going through a phase where I feel words are just inadequate at expressing feeling, unless you've really, truly felt what the writer is writing about... otherwise, it's just... nothing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/11/2003
Welcome Back reviews
...and Despair rears it's ugly head once again.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/15/2003
Dried Flora reviews
Sigh. Formatting gone to cack, thanks a whole lot to FP.net's system.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5/1/2003
Won't Let You Go reviews
I wrote this thinking of my cat -- she died a couple of months ago.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/31/2003
Stretched Thin reviews
I wrote this a while ago now. Just thought I'd type it up and post it. :)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/15/2003
Safe & Sound reviews
More than one stanza... unusual coming from me. >)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/3/2003
Give In reviews
Not sure about the ending. I just wrote it as it came to me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/16/2003
Unreal reviews
Yeah. I was depressed.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12/7/2002
Cold Hands Cold Heart reviews
Written in a random reflection on that saying... Cold hands... cold heart.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/7/2002
Just A Story reviews
........
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/7/2002
Smile reviews
..... Only for the light-hearted .....
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11/29/2002
Reflections reviews
Do you ever feel this way too...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2002
Shadows reviews
Ironic, how I wrote this inspired by Schindler's List-- but it turned out I wrote it on poppy day as well.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11/16/2002
In My Way reviews
I don't like this one too much; but it is associated with memories important to me... and I am loathe to destroy those...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/16/2002
Abandonment reviews
Darkness is a companion all of its own...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/9/2002
Broken Shell reviews
One of my less symbolic poems, I guess.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/1/2002
Grieve For The Living reviews
Not one of my best poems, but please read and tell me what you think.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/1/2002
Tribulation reviews
A person I know's Mum died today. His Dad is dead too. Isn't it strange how sorrow can provide such powerful inspiration?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10/30/2002
Recall reviews
Something I wrote in a flash of inspiration
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/27/2002
Metamorphosis reviews
The first poem I'd ever written. Recently uploaded a slightly cleaner version (devoid of ancient comments -.)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/28/2002