Self Inflicted
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Joined 04-05-02, id: 195234
Author has written 36 stories for General, General, War, Humor, and Love.

The night is darkening around me,
The wild winds coldly blow;
But a tyrant spell has bound me
And I cannot, cannot go.

The giant tree are bending,
Their bare boughs weighed with snow,
The storm is fast descending
And yet I cannot go.

Clouds beyond clouds above me,
Wastes beyond wastes below;
Nothing drear can move me;
I will not, cannot go.

- Emily Bronte

Since I'm no longer 17, I've decided to update my profile. I'm female, 18 and waiting to go into the university. I'm also bored and have a lot of time on my hands so I subject you unsuspecting people to bad poetry. Thank you for putting up with me.

After rereadingmost of my poems, I realize that I'm not happy with a few of them, but no one has flamed me for writing rubbish so far, so I'm not sure if I should take them down.

Can someone pls help me? When I upload my stuff the format gets all messed up. Anyone know how to fix it?

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Like It Or Not by sitaloire reviews
Josh feels perfectly entitled having some fun for once in his life. Until Kay shows up in New York and ruins everything. Slash.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 28 - Words: 109,596 - Reviews: 487 - Favs: 211 - Follows: 230 - Updated: 12/9/2012 - Published: 8/5/2004
More Than You'd Think by sitaloire reviews
Joshua Courtland is gay. Kay Marks is gorgeous. How can they possibly help sleeping together? First in trilogy, slash.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 71,873 - Reviews: 419 - Favs: 340 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 7/7/2007 - Published: 5/15/2003 - Complete
poison ivy by crinkled aster ribbon reviews
poisoned ivy with the green, green eyes: ask her no questions, and she'll give you no lies.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 10 - Published: 4/23/2006 - Complete
Look What You've Done by sitaloire reviews
This isn't what they'd planned on.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,354 - Reviews: 196 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/17/2006 - Published: 4/8/2005 - Complete
margarita maze by White Tea and Ginger reviews
burned by the green.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 8 - Published: 12/29/2005 - Complete
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Dragonfly
Flying dragons in the wind
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Published: 2/1/2009 - Complete
Questions for Angels reviews
Is the promise of redemption an empty one?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/3/2007 - Complete
Ridding the World of Monsters
Slaying dragons isn't easy, but someone has to do it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Published: 10/18/2006 - Complete
Dodging Bullets reviews
As the soldier retreats behind his guns, It's not the good fight we fight anymore.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/26/2006 - Complete
Ashes really look like dust reviews
It takes a minute to say goodbye But for Never I will let you go
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/14/2006 - Complete
Grey reviews
Just what the title says. A poem on the tedium of everyday life. In my dreams I wake to a world full of Grey In that corner out of sight, I stash my colours away
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/6/2005
Drought reviews
Angst? A prolonged period of dry weather when there is not enough water for plants and animals to live, but I'm still hanging on. R/R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/11/2005
In Your Spare Time reviews
This poem was written during econs tut while my mind was drifting in and out, so pls excuse me if it's not very well done. Suggestions to do in your spare time. Think I've gone off the deep end. R/R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2005
You and Me reviews
You. With your stained glass windows, As your last line of defense.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/21/2004
Drip Dropping reviews
Why are hearts always coloured red, when red is the colour of blood?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/21/2004 - Complete
Cyclic reviews
Another one of my "can this even be considered angst" piece. Re-post
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/19/2004
Two Shades Darker reviews
I'm not sure if this is angsty enough to be called angst but ummm.. I never know how to give a summary for my poems, I just hope the title draws enough attention
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2004
Through My Eyes reviews
When you look at the world through tear filled eyes, everything is a blur
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/1/2004 - Complete
Cotton Candy Days reviews
Sometimes life is just too sweet.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/27/2004 - Complete
Material World reviews
Well we live in a material world shrugs I've given up on writing summaries in hope that the title has the power to lure you pple in.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/24/2004
Night reviews
Just some of the things which happen at night put in a poem. R/R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/28/2003
The Purple Hippo reviews
Secondary Genre: Pure Insanity. Yes you read right. Self Inflicted's first and probably last attempt and anything remotely funny. So here you go! The Purple Hippo who squashed my friend.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11/26/2003
I Belong to the Ashes reviews
Can this even be called angst? Pointless piece of work written while I was stressing over my triad member Suzy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/5/2003
In Too Deep reviews
When you've sunk in too deep and retreated too far into hiding, you find that in the end you'd do anything to be able to see the sun again. R/R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/4/2003
Useless reviews
PG for mild swearing. A mother contemplates her child, her runaway husband and her life.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/8/2003
Fragments reviews
Little ideas that never made it into proper poems so here they are!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/3/2003
Tainted Hands reviews
Poem for a sinner
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/3/2003
Last Man Standing reviews
A poem that I was forced to er.. I mean advised to write (it was a school assignment). The poem is based on the war in Iraq from the view point of an Iraqi soldier on the war front. I need some opinions on this. Btw, Make love not war!!
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/8/2003
Solitude reviews
When there's nothing there, the thing you fear most is what goes on in your head...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/31/2003
To the Vast Seas and Beyond reviews
I have not a clue as to how to describe this. Umm... I'll just hope the title is captivating enough to get you people to take a look...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/7/2003
Possession reviews
Something we can all relate to ya? A poem about possessions, why we horde, take a look and don't forget to r/r
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/11/2002
Tear Drops in the Rain reviews
A poem about exactly what the title says, go check it out, not as angsty as my usual kind
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/23/2002
Stand by and Watch reviews
Well how to put this? Its a poem, I think that much is pretty obvious. I think I could sum this up as... strange, can't explain it since I don't know what i'm trying to put forth. Just read it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/23/2002
Goodbye reviews
Story that inspired "Never Look My Way". Thoughts of a girl who is not wanted by her parents and her reflections on her life. Warning: implied suicide on
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 734 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/17/2002
If I Made You reviews
Little something I wrote when I should have been studying for my literature finals. Yes its another angst piece, just gotta love them.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10/10/2002
Numb reviews
More depressing poetry, this one is about a girl who has just been told that she has 6 more months to live, her thoughts and feelings in her remainging time
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/22/2002
Never Look My Way reviews
About a girl who's existence is despised
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/20/2002
Find Its Way reviews
I wrote this in a fit of depression
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8/26/2002
Crying reviews
Overuse of the word crying. twas an early attempt
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/8/2002 - Complete
Pass Me By reviews
Short piece that I came up with after reading something from Emily Bronte. My first poem being made public, hope you like it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/8/2002
Beyond Redemption reviews
I originally posted this under Anime, but it wasn't so well recieved, so I'm posting it here. Reflections of a lonely man and his past as well as what he hopes to find on his journey
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 744 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2002 - Complete
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