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Joined 04-13-02, id: 199279, Profile Updated: 10-19-08
Author has written 46 stories for General, General, Fantasy, Essay, Life, Friendship, Love, Spiritual, and Humor.

here is my life and information if anyone takes the time to look, and if you don't actually it will be here anyway

gender:female age:20
country: NW USA(not california)
name: esme
hobbies: grinsmanga, anima, writting, playing computer games, doing absolutly nothin, trying to draw manga.
Height: around5' 8"
Hair: long.. blondish to brown
eye: blue mostly.. can be greenish and gray-blue
why my physical charecteristics matter when it comes to writting, i will never know.

i'm human.

grins see yeah.. have fun looking at my stuff bowing esme turns and leaves the room through great oak doors leaving you with a book or two and some scrapes of paper in the huge room full of empty shelves and desks as if waiting to be filled by a library of stories
life is as it is
nothing we say will change it from its long chosen path
so we can love or hate it
refuse to agnolidge its exsistance
but it is still there
everyday looming over us

someday i wish to be able to laugh with it.
instead of in pain having to laugh at it...
but is there really anything for us to laugh at any part of it for any of us to see
or will we ever know if it sees us
if life views us as little more then ants
with its hammer or glass ready to fry our minds
for in the end that is all we have, a single mind
and maybe something called a heart somewhere attached
sending us thoughts trying to understand something we were never ment to try to understand.

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Gwenivere No 13 by combatboots reviews
A demon wants to change, but is unsure how. She wanders earth with only her motorcycle for company. An angel gives her the second chance needed, an opportunity to earn a soul. PLEASE R&R (rated for minor language & a few sexual references) *Completed*
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 10 - Words: 12,455 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 7/29/2003 - Published: 7/3/2003
Insanity by brand-new-freak reviews
erm...not uploaded anything for a while and have been ordered to do so. here is somehting bout a killer locked up in an insane asylum. rubbish title but i'll change it, and there should be more to come depending upon reviewy stuffage
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Humor/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 782 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/21/2002
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Land and Sea reviews
Strong metaphor, love in general and specific. the changing of a first love or secound to heart and mind. Please read and review i need suggestions it feels a bit off to me. Please
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/7/2006
Shinning Light Across the Sky reviews
Short simple poem, please read and review. love can come as a waterfall or easy moving cloud across the sky or burning light that disappears into the night and comes again in your eyes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/7/2006
Can i Ask You? reviews
short poem about regret and acceptance, please read and review you will make my day.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/9/2006
Fly Free Pretty Bird reviews
a secound part or stand alone poem. please read and review. Fly Free Pretty Bird, He has let you free little bird, isn't that what you wanted to be? he holds her in his arms now, and you smile at them with joy. isn't this how you wanted it to be?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/25/2006
Stop Love reviews
sometimes love is hard, you have to let someone go, or your afraid that you have to. this poem is kind of about both, please read and review, all comments welcome bows
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/23/2006
Across the Table reviews
a reflection. for one night two friends meet as more, it doesn't work. years later they have both grown up. its short please read and review it would make my day
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 471 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/14/2005
Who Knows what Universal law ordean reviews
Forgive her he said and my heart rose. short poem from a few months ago. please read and review thank you
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2005
Glacier reviews
remembering the past. please read and rewview you will make my day
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/6/2005
Little Bird reviews
a lover offered a pretty bird, the lovers life with them. and the pretty bird doesn't know what to say. its short, please read and review, critisum, anything appreciated. thank you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/6/2005
Fall Aftenoon reviews
two friends aqnowledge each other with a parting, about love and friendship. some imagry, please read and review suggestions welcome. thanks
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/24/2005
Flow reviews
about the good and bad of life and a relationsihip that eventually ends. metaphors and imagry, please give reviews and suggestions thank you
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/24/2005
You cannot lose reviews
not to long poem with decent imagry.. and a good idea if you read the end i think. please give it a chance and let me know what you think, remember there is one thing you will always have, as your own.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 659 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/19/2005
Frozen ice reviews
a short poem. about friendship and love. and a single image, sometimes of no one in paticulare can stick with you for a life time. please read and review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/12/2005
Forgave reviews
short poem inspired by a conversation a year after i hurt the first person i loved. not to long, please review.. and read too.. probably the secound one first
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/25/2004
Room reviews
its a short story, mostly of symbolisum that is easy enough to understand. what exactly its about i can't tell you, it may change how you see it, cause it will probably be different then how i do. i like it, please read and review as well
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 559 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/25/2004
Let it go
often pain will akmost become the source of itsself and just rekindle its self over and over again... making it almost impossible to let go. almost two page poem about htat please review. good or bad
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 446 - Published: 10/18/2004
Old Memories
old dear freidns are the greatest thing you can find or have, but somtimes you do not realise how much they mean until time has gone by, and they may be gone... and all you have are the memories
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 5/9/2004
Road
each of us is born iwth a path, beaten or otherwise to walk through life. this is a short poem i wrote for school about that. please read enjoy and very much review... bows
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 5/9/2004
To Say the Name
begins the story.. and this one is from my grandfathers name... a british general from WWI, with a life unlike any most of us will ever know
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 647 - Published: 4/22/2004
Tabloid reviews
short story will only be one chapter of love in all its forms from friendship to hate
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,545 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/7/2004
To get lost in Another world
To get lost in Another world, without or without you, maybe even wihtout your memory... but allowing you to keep mine if you want it, just let me leave you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 392 - Published: 3/7/2004
I still dream of going home
reciently i moved to a knew place, fomr the one i've always known as home, and its almost worth it, because i made one good new friend
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Published: 2/18/2004
Dark Eyes reviews
this is a short story of a persons mind rather then events that happen, i won't ask you too understand it or read it but at least one or two people may. thats why its here
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,043 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/15/2003
this moment
often enough one moment, in a month or year is all you nee dot keep you togethor... becuase that moment is love.. to an extent this is the story of that.. i like it plese review if yuo do or don't
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Published: 10/30/2003
friends in memory
i love you in a way dearer then friend can express but friend will last longer, even when my heart no longer remembers your touch
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 10/30/2003
A Friend So Dear reviews
a good friend is taken as more, and a kiss is shared, but now we are friends again... and nothing more, its not very long and relativly good, from the writer that means alot
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/11/2003
Dr Seuss reviews
the title has no meaning, this is a poem about loving someone for who they are as a friend but losing them as a friend and more
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/20/2003
Everday reviews
new friend you help me everyday yet you do not understand so i write this for you... as i seem to help you.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 374 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/8/2003
part of this world reviews
humans are part of this world that is ever changing we are all human. we are all wrong and right that is life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/6/2003
Writting reviews
to any writer: when you first pick up the pen the rush inside of a whole new place, a whole new time
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/23/2002
who knows reviews
poem about growing up and asking questions when your mind changes
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/6/2002
Random Thoughts reviews
only category i though might work
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Parody/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 549 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/26/2002
understand, not you reviews
a not really rhyming poem about someone i don't understand... PLEASE read and review it... i'll be jumping for joy even if i get a flame..
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 584 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 10/19/2002 - Published: 5/25/2002
i had to tell reviews
about having to betray a freind for their own good... somethin that happens in sopa operas and at times in real life... not easy
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/27/2002
Story of a Girl reviews
ok kinda sappy sounding title i admot but oh well... but if you read and review i will be REALLY REALLY HAPPY *grins* i might even read yours.... please"?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 521 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/27/2002
Elf Girl reviews
an elf/human girl, a boy who loves her, and her own hate.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/1/2002
Happened reviews
very short peom about something... please read and review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/1/2002
The pen is mighter then the sword reviews
the main reason, except for memory of course, why that is true.. please read and review.. its not to long *grins*
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/1/2002
Words reviews
its a poem/story about what its like to write. a tribute to words and writers of all kinds out there
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2002
Goodbye reviews
a poem about leaving my school and all the parts of it.. please read and review.. might be interesing if your graduating something... highschool, middle school, even elementry
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 444 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2002
Fourteen reviews
a short story i wrote a few months ago about a fourteen year old and nineteen year old. please read and review.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/29/2002
Life to Love.. is it worth it? reviews
a poem, not to long please read it... just a romatic one.. i kinda like it, maybe you will to? PLEASE review..
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/28/2002
one reviews
i don't really like suumerys for poems, there kinda pointless, poems are so short you might as well read it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/22/2002
i see reviews
short sweet poem about staring into the clouds on a clear sunny day *grins almost gagging*
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/8/2002
Sometimes reviews
humm.. stupid? sappy? humm nope.. just read it and my day will be made*grins*
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/1/2002
Its, not you reviews
a short poem about love, sometimes its not forever and you know it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/1/2002