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Joined 04-19-02, id: 201948, Profile Updated: 05-01-11
Author has written 84 stories for General, Song, Love, Life, Friendship, and Politics.

So.. it's been so long lol. Well, in a nutshell this is me: I started writing in my teens (about ten years ago). I made my way out of poverty by working my nuts off independtly, on top of my 9 to 5 and school. Being self taught and part of the 5 that ever break the cycle, I always had music as my release. I started writing primarily as lyrics for a hip hop album. My album is a personal chronical of my life, a journal in other words, that I wanted simply to ensure I always remember where I came from. Hopefully the music I make will provide insight or comfort to whoever's interested in listening, but my goal was to make sure that I learned from my mistakes. I don't have photographs or anything to reflect with so my writing will be the only evidence of my life's walk.

With that being said, take a lot of this writing with a grain of salt. It's not all necessarily how I think, but rather how I'm thinking at a specific moment or chapter of my life. Please leave a review, scathing or stroking, if I spark some emotion or provoke thought. Thank you for browsing, enjoy my musings. I look forward to hearing from you.

The Forgotten by Anathelia reviews
In EMS we deal with a lot, just a night's re-cap.
Poetry: Work - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/7/2011
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The Poor Man's Perspective reviews
I wrote this with specific intent: showing people who don't understand why some people are the way they are, and why they do the things they do.I can't justify crime or drug use, but hopefully people from both ends of the spectrum can learn mutual respect
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,367 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/1/2011 - Complete
Where I stand
I've finally found my peace, and it's 100% paradigm contingent. Please review, I'd especially love to hear from other perspectives on anything relating to this poem/song.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Published: 5/1/2011 - Complete
Defective Election
What I see as the biggest problem with North American election compaigns. We laugh at high school politics for being popularity contests but that's exactly what our municipal and federal campaigns focus on.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Published: 5/1/2011 - Complete
The Life
Personal perspective of some dealers
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Published: 4/7/2010 - Complete
About me
Just a little snippit about me i suppose, not much to summarize.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 4/7/2010 - Complete
Two Lost
Two short poems about crashing lives
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Published: 4/7/2010 - Complete
My Poverty reviews
How the working class is shafted and why we're wildin out
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 543 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2007 - Complete
hero
realizing people need to be selfish sometimes, because in the end your life is your own, and you'll have to face yourself before you die.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 516 - Published: 9/11/2005
self destructive
a tendency of mine when looking for a partner
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 577 - Published: 12/30/2004
remember back
lol just thinking back to the good ol days.. LET'S BRING BACK PIC A POP!
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Published: 12/30/2004
nothing
soooo many fake people make life that much cheaper..
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Published: 12/30/2004
i stay myself
grew up around rich kids that act big, no matter where i am, or how much i'm worth i'll stay true to myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Published: 12/30/2004
write a song reviews
i may have submitted this one already with another name...-=thinks=- meh, if i did, let me know i'll take it down
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/17/2004
fou le camp reviews
mon francais est terrible, si vous etes agiter facilement par du pauvre grammaire, ne lis pas ha ha
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - French - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/17/2004
race of masochists
umm, kinda have to read this one, not sure what to say to summize. better luck next time nn
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Published: 8/17/2004
don't judge me for my poetry
some people have been getting a little worked up from what i write, but not from my messages, just the words written. judge my poems, but don't judge me for your interpretation
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 428 - Published: 8/17/2004
our streets
man i'm sick of hearing self pitty asking for help when they won't do anything to help themselves
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Published: 8/17/2004
price of love
the risk of hurting is the price of love
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 8/17/2004
bad seed reviews
i didn't know how to label what i stood up for when i was younger, but i do now
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/17/2004
Inspiration
products of their environment... that's because no one encourages them to think for themselves! this applies to almost everyone, including myself!
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Published: 8/17/2004
Treat you reviews
hopefully the last time i need to vent on the subject
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,051 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/22/2003
messed up reviews
i'm really messed up right now, and people trying to help aren't listening!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/23/2003
nothing to lose reviews
suffering is my motivation to build something
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/23/2003
Saturday reviews
pushed so hard over the edge i found myself wandering on the other side... yeah basically this was my little breakdown
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/14/2003
life plan reviews
plans are nice, everyone they should have a plan they wish they followed
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/14/2003
left waiting reviews
pet peave #10293 : people that tell you to wait for them, don't let you know they won't show up and think it's no big deal you wasted 8 hours of your life worried
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/14/2003
why i write reviews
i'm not trying to impress anyone with my writing, if you're offended go lick a nut, unlike anonymous judgement, i do appreciate criticism
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/1/2003
sad reviews
really lonely lately, i feel bad for being down around the people trying to make me feel better
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6/27/2003
cold reviews
the world's cold, i'm just looking for a warm jacket
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/27/2003
too good for me reviews
i know she can do better, we're from different worlds, i wanted to be the perfect person
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2003
love starved reviews
i love her so much, i just wish things could work out
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2003
friends reviews
i hold my friends closer than family.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/25/2003
you don't know me reviews
people kept telling me what i was thinking or why i did shit. obviously comforting a lover is more important than a dead end part time job. shit like that, people can be really stupid, it's none of their business in the first place
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2003
why i feel little reviews
the same people claiming to listen keep asking the same questions, well here's the answer to why i can't feel special (hey what do you know even my summaries rhyme sometimes)
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2003
faker reviews
i know a rich guy who'd bring his depressed friends down talking about shit how he sees it on tv. when his friends saw it they turned their backs, but some just take longer to focus i guess.. just wish it wasn't someone close to me
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/25/2003
untitled reviews
written a couple months ago. basically how rich people keep poor people poor to stay rich, and they're still miserable, when that wealth could make a poor person very happy
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 535 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/25/2003
bad year reviews
enough drama, i can't go any deeper in this depression so here's looking back, only forward from now on
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2003
insecure reviews
i'm so insecure i can never be happy
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/23/2003
i am nothing reviews
kind of a downer as of late... sorry
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/23/2003
friends are family reviews
written when i had no home
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/23/2003
impolite reviews
hope this isn't taken the wrong way, i loooooove feedback, i hate the people at my mom's wedding though lol
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/23/2003
wake up to reality reviews
i love her so much... it's hard growing up
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2003
work reviews
working hard when you start from nothing doesn't guarantee you anything but slightly more than nothing
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2003
proud individual reviews
it's me, don't you just wanna learn more about me?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2003
perdu reviews
broadening my horizons with my first french poem. mon francais n'est pas ci bon que ca alors il y a une problem major en ce qui concerne la comprehension. meh i tried
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - French - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2003
i'm tired reviews
me against the world once again
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2003
a verse reviews
i write so i can be heard by whomever happens to listen
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2003
LIE! reviews
lie lie! it's the only way lol ignore my comments lol
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/22/2003
my hell reviews
i hate people telling me how great i've got it when they don't know me at all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2003
one bad day reviews
yeah.. she left me before she had a chance to read this poem.. needless to say it was truly a bad day
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2003
empty reviews
couldn't feel any less complete
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2003
Dreamer reviews
Holy God a lot's happenned since i last posted.. fell in love, planned a life and family, she meets new people questions her love and now we're apart after a whole lot of drama and bending over
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 988 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2003
can't win reviews
reality blows lol
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/13/2003
types of pain reviews
why does it hurt more to be lonely than it does to be injured?
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/13/2003
suicidal dream reviews
just wish there was a quick way for me to whisk away my pain
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/13/2003
enraged youth reviews
the next generation's pissed, and depressed, and nothing's happenning to fix it
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/13/2003
complicated reviews
just thinking how old problems were so much easier to deal with
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/15/2003
preach to the sheep reviews
nobody wants to hear anything worth saying anymore
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/15/2003
Burnout reviews
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/15/2003
cheater reviews
a girl cheated on my friend but she won't tell him to his face
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/15/2003
better off reviews
i never feel i'm good enough for the one i love
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/10/2002
wind reviews
very short, can't sum it up at all
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/26/2002
low reviews
i was feeling lost, not knowing where to be, where to go, where i should be and where i should go
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/26/2002
i am sin reviews
all you people that believe in a religion stop pushing it on other people, and praying over them, they're human and can make their own decisions
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/26/2002
back stab reviews
about those people who pretend to be your friend and talk about you behind you back
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/26/2002
love of my life reviews
i'm in love with a girl that doesn't want to live
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/18/2002
don't lean on me reviews
people keep abusing kindness
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/22/2002
life reviews
what life's all about
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/18/2002
my national anthem reviews
the way i see a truthful canadian anthem
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 9/9/2002
america ignorance reviews
hopefully enlighten the many many americans i spoke to recently, i'm well aware this doesn't apply to everyone. this is not racism, its generally speaking, canadians know where canada is.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 9/9/2002
analyse mainstream music reviews
the message: like mainstream things because of style or PERSONAL preference, don't like it because its mainstream. don't be mutton
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 828 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/5/2002
relate reviews
about people who fake interest for attention
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/4/2002
my childhood reviews
i had an identity crisis, hellraiser at school, saint at home, mom never understood how i could get in trouble at school back in the day cause she never saw it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/4/2002
unique means different, not brand reviews
we have a choice, and we label ourselves in everything, not just our clothes
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/4/2002
i try reviews
trying to console blows up in my face
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/30/2002
the unitellectuals reviews
i hate people that don't think for themselves
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/12/2002
you can't fake yourself reviews
about a guy i know that lives to please everyone, and hate everyone to appeal to different crowds
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/22/2002
reborn again reviews
not religious as it sounds, puttin everyting in perspective
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/12/2002
explaining religion reviews
warning: do not defend your god, if ur brainwashed, close minded christian, don't read it. period.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5/12/2002
minority reviews
age discrimination
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/12/2002
blindly marching foreward reviews
the new youth of today's vision is clouded by histerics from government
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/12/2002
don't settle with conformaty reviews
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/12/2002
counter flag reviews
partiotism smashed
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/12/2002
native hypocracy reviews
view of aboriginal
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4/23/2002