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Joined 05-25-02, id: 218918, Profile Updated: 06-24-11
Author has written 70 stories for General, Song, General, Fable, Life, Romance, Love, Fantasy, School, and Family.

I started writing when I was thirteen years old. I joined Fictionpress back then, (when it was still associated with fanfiction.net) I wrote and published stories for a few years. Then as I got older, I lost interest in the site and stopped publishing.

I'm older now and have recently rediscovered the site.

I'm torn between the idea of taking down what I had previously written because some of it is pretty awful, though I think some are pretty good. I hope to write some new stuff and publish it. In the meantime, please enjoy.

I mostly write on a blog now. Its a fictional story that uses the computer program The Sims 3 to illustrate. It is found at: http://

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My Glorified Tumor, What More Can I Say? by Sugar On The Asphalt reviews
You become me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 7 - Published: 12/1/2003
A Victorian Love Story Gone Terribly Wrong by Aria-chanMLSD reviews
What happens when a Prince and Princess find an unconcious girl on the beach? The story of a gothic girl and the crazy drama she calls life. *Complete*
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 16,740 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 11/21/2002 - Published: 10/23/2002
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White Powder reviews
Might be a tad of a stretch on the rating...nothing is s really said explicitly...o.O
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/29/2005
Little One reviews
What happens when Rebecca's allowed time to think...
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/29/2005
Faceless Fool reviews
Something from my diary I wrote on the spur of the moment. Dark, me yelling a lot at stupid people. Mainly kids at my school who like to stare, and state...and stare.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/7/2005
Teenage Faith Revisited
An assignment for English. I wrote this as a continuation of Teenage Faith. So so so sorry about the blatant typo. >
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Published: 9/30/2004
Tiny Town of Olde
(GAH! My first G-Rated Poem! What's gotten into me! Lol) Cute little child's poem I wrote in school. Tee hee.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Published: 9/14/2004
Tales of the Past, Stories Which Must Be Told
Cute little piece I wrote in study hall after listening to a video on Lief Eriksson for the millionth time. Fun experiment with rhyme.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 9/10/2004
Heartbreak
Fun experimentation of internal rhyme. The poem has nothing to do with how I'm feeling, because I couldn't be more in love. I love this piece, and I think you will too.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/10/2004
Era of the Angry White Girl Fin reviews
I had to end it somehow, lol. Not much of a poem, I know...but it provides me with closure...and guess what? I'm the writer, which means I'm God over all my work. =P
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/10/2004
Not Perfect, Part of the Angry White Girl Series reviews
This is more prose based than actual poetry, but I still think that it provides the basis of what poetry is for...thought. I believe that it makes you consider certain thoughts, thoughts that I have experienced as of late. R for angry content and language
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/24/2004
Turning Feminist, The Angry White Girl Series reviews
This is the first installment in my new series of Angry White Girl poetry...I'm just sick of how things go down around here...so here is my rant in poetry form..ooh, go me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/17/2004
The Big Oh
This one makes me laugh...my friend talks about it all the time, so in honor of her I wrote this. I'm looking for the shock value, yo. Lol! It's not very good, so don't read if you have a sensitivity to some sexual situations.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Published: 8/17/2004
I Remember reviews
A post-depression based poem. PG because I refuse to rate anything of mine 'G'.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/17/2004
The Light in the Darkness reviews
Interesting thing I wrote a while ago. Pg-13 for some language.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/11/2004
Darkness Falls Into Me reviews
WARNING: VERY DARK THEMES A poem I wrote last January. It's scary, I warn you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 442 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/18/2004
Portrait of a Family
Not based on me, but based on how I feel about everything.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Published: 5/12/2004
Torn reviews
Because I can't go three weeks without a soap opera. My feelings as of now... 4/3/04
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/3/2004
Teenage Faith reviews
An Ode to the American Public School System.
Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/24/2004
Traitor reviews
Another poem I found while cleaning out my computer. I know what it's about, but I prefer not to say...ultimately the feelings expressed in this poem are gone. But I thought it was a good piece, so I decided to publish it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/3/2004
Shadow of a Doubt
Psychoticness...Ultimately, I wrote this a while ago, but I never got around to posting it. Just another, Rebecca's going through hell poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 2/3/2004
Untitled 3 reviews
Random ramblings of my brain at 3 in the morning...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/2/2004
Queen of the Night reviews
A scary Rebecca poem...its basically my thoughts over the recent events in my life. ^_^
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/24/2003
Grandma reviews
A poem about my Grandmother @->-
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/19/2003
Untitled 2 reviews
Another untitled one...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/12/2003
Untitled reviews
There is nothing to describe this poem...I'm hurting...and thats all I can say about it
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/12/2003
Hurt
Not a lot can be said about this one. It was affectionately known as 'poem
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 9/12/2003
In A Perfect Paradise
This is for my favorite Engish teacher. I wrote it for him last year, but never got around to posting it. I LOVE YOU DON! *cheers*
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 9/12/2003
I Step Forth
I probably didn't catergorize this properly, but like...this is how I view my poem to be. It was a spirtiual thing to write, because it was like I was there. and its a tragedy that he life had to be like this...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Published: 9/12/2003
Drug reviews
I met a guy, and he became a drug to me...and I wrote this...because someone urged me to write a poem and all I could think about was HIM.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/12/2003
Dreams
Boyfriend and I had a disagreement of sorts (long story) and I dreamt this...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 9/12/2003
Colors?
Pretty Dark, as usual.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 9/12/2003
Choices
I've had to make many many choices lately...and as many of you know, when I can't deal...I write poetry as my therapy
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Published: 9/12/2003
Lover's Arms reviews
I wrote this quite a long time ago. When the guy I was in love with would talk to me, and then dissappear for weeks...during my very very bad phase. *sighs* Enjoy!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/1/2003
Abandonment Hurts
Its an old song, but I felt like uploading it. The title says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Published: 5/7/2003
Leave me Alone reviews
This littly ditty is something came to my head after a particulary brutal fight with one of my boy friends. (Not female, just so some of my friends don't think that this is about them).
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/23/2003
Claire And Dmitri reviews
Claire re-tells her tale of how she met her ex-husband for her tiny son Josh. Short Story
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,179 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/4/2003
Unhappily Ever After reviews
After what happened to me, and after what happened to my friend...it was burned in my brain...read, review...whatever ^.^ **DARK ADULT TYPE THEMES!**
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/4/2003
A Battle of Two Selves reviews
A battle between yourself.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/24/2003
It Hurts Baby reviews
**Sighs** Yet another painful moment in my life, so...I wrote a song. As cliche as it sounds, I think this song turned out good. Read it if you want...flame me...I could care less
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/24/2003
Anger reviews
Something short that was going through my brain. About anger...obviously
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/20/2003
Fear Me reviews
Something scary that was going through my brain.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/20/2003
Will You Marry Me? reviews
I'm not sure where this came from. Somewhere deep in my subconsious this exists. I may decide to explore it further...**shrugs** Dark, deals with things that I don't think appropriate for younger people.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/21/2002
Why? reviews
My friend is being a...bad type person...to me, and even though I know that he'll never read this, I feel the need to let out my feelings.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/11/2002
Little Girl reviews
I'm tired of crying, everything in life is messed up, I see myself sometimes as a little girl. A song I made after a couple of tough insidents. Read if you want, Reviews would be appreciated. Flames will only piss me off. **Shrugs** Do what you want, I ca
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/4/2002
Only reviews
About my feelings about a month ago with guys and stuff....
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/10/2002
Down We Fall reviews
Okay, this really is Angst/Supernatural/Drama with a little bit of Mystery...Rated PG-13 for Drug use and implying relgious 'things'
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/10/2002
Insomnia reviews
Insomnia....I have it...I wrote this during Algebra...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/10/2002
The Epic Of Santiago reviews
My Version of the story behind the song: Santiago. Written in poetry format... @}--->---
Fiction: Fable - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10/10/2002
My Sins Have Returned, 666 reviews
I wrote this is Phy. Science class...Dark themes...yeah. I think that it is cue! ;)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2002
I hate you reviews
I cut myself again....This is my feelings towards my marks....mostly, a vent.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/17/2002
A Tribute to Zachary: My Brother's Gone reviews
Parody of a Dido song called My Lover's gone. My brother just left for college and I wanted to write something in his honor.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/31/2002
My Own Wonderland reviews
Inspired from American McGee's Alice....
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/31/2002
Cries reviews
This poem, is based on protesters on tv, that are slaughtered. Inspired by Rammstein's Feuer Frei (Fire Away)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/24/2002
I did it again reviews
I cut myself again. I just need a place to put my thoughts. This is probably going to be the most stupid thing you have ever read. but, tough tacos
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/17/2002
Maybelline, the favorite reviews
Angelica's sister has always been the family favorite. When Maybelline returns home pregnant, with no husband she gets knocked out of her spot. What will Angelica do?
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 649 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/16/2002
The Sea reviews
Have you ever lost someone? This is the story of lost love. Set in Hawaii
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 598 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/15/2002
I know I see reviews
I recently discovered my 'sensitivity' to ghosts and sprirts this is about it
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/15/2002
Falling reviews
Thoughts about falling to kill your self.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/13/2002
Majestyic & Beckster reviews
If you have an alter ego, you'd probably understand this I have two....lol ;)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/13/2002
Cutter reviews
Cutting....yeah, that's pretty much it... my experience with cutting i guess is more appropriate
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/13/2002
Review Junkie reviews
I was bored, so i thought that i would write a song about my problem...REVIEW! REVIEW!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/12/2002
Poison reviews
Poem about ending your life through poison
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/17/2002
John C reviews
This poem is about my great uncle John C. He has severe dementsia (like alzhimers). Rated PG because it mentions death
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/27/2002
Lady In Waiting reviews
A poem about a queen and her discovery
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/28/2002
December 17th reviews
I wrote this after my grandmother came out of her "coma"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/28/2002
Tiny Little Pill reviews
NOTE: OPINIONS EXPRESSED ARE NOT OF THE AUTHORS! More thoughts on ending your life
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/27/2002
Life is Like Potpourri reviews
An interesting look on life
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/27/2002
Star of Fear, Star of Love reviews
A poem about stars
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/27/2002
Fade To Black reviews
Thoughts on ending your life (which is why, it is rated R, i don't think that children should look at these kind of things)
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/26/2002
Eyes Open reviews
Abstract
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2002
Pain reviews
This is a poem I wrote, when my grandmother was in the hospital, it is basically about my feelings
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2002