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Author has written 74 stories for General, School, Life, Essay, Love, Work, Nature, and Romance.

you are too unkind
adult in name and dignity
a clever heart split between
visions and truth

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stitching scratches by recycle rhymes reviews
overreacting was always your strongest suit.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2007 - Complete
language by Burning Moon reviews
the struggle for words, for language (constraints of custom // and caprice complicating further)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/13/2006
Silence by girl- reinvented reviews
Half asleep musings and romantic thought patterns make it beautiful.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/24/2005
Not Here by AC Mathur reviews
There's something wrong with Lee. Emma knows it. Does anyone else?
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,942 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2005
Perimeter in Red by ciara cathleen reviews
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/18/2005
The Secrets of Orientation by ciara cathleen reviews
my gift to you
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/21/2004
Justified Contradiction by inconstant reviews
I guess I'm treading on the whole "without bad there'd be no good and vice-versa" subject. Listen to my angsty teen ramblings, oh how I do poke fun at it all.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2004
We Are the Famous Fucked up youth by WinterSoul reviews
Read with the tune of deftones-the chauffeur in mind or it will sound funny.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22/2004
Generic of my Aura by ciara cathleen reviews
I like this one for some reason...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/15/2004
Grey Angel by Keita Aislinn reviews
a random poem I discovered within the depths of my hardrive
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/31/2004
Bleak Transcendence by ciara cathleen reviews
just the continued elaboration of my greatest let down.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/25/2004
Why Conform? by Lyria Shard reviews
Why conform, when you can be yourself? A poem about an issue of society which is extremely close to my heart. Please read, review, and read some of my other work! Pwease? ^_~
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/22/2003
My Ocean by Jennie Harris reviews
I poem I wrote for a contest.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/27/2003
Mirror, Mirror by Rhaevyn reviews
What a girl sees in the mirror one day
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/4/2002
Untitled Melodramatic Teenage Drab by lunar mint reviews
Read the title. BS.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/4/2002
Don't forget A single breath. by SweetGrape reviews
Breathe in. Breathe out.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/31/2002
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trust me reviews
together we are nothing but apart we can be anything that we want to be. the sound of a cello in the background.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/22/2007 - Complete
mouth to ear to heart
love related to a song heard from a crackling radio versus heard live for the first time. which is more real, the perfect or the imperfect? and which is less painful?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/24/2007 - Complete
inhospitable reviews
life is inhospitable to those who live on past loved ones.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/1/2007 - Complete
work in progress reviews
about asserting one's personality in a world where 'originality' is sold in malls and over the internet. my unique solution to being able to stand out in a crowd.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/17/2007 - Complete
end of school reviews
it's erasing the past, like taking off old nail polish and then chosing a new color. we'll start anew together.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/5/2007 - Complete
big secret reviews
everyone secretly wants to be tragic
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/19/2007 - Complete
universe reviews
whispering secrets to inanimate objects, almost as if you expect a reply.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/16/2007 - Complete
receiving static from the other side reviews
someone calls you but never says a word. you call someone and never say a word. it's a love that's been broken for so long.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/6/2007 - Complete
and he was sweet like ambrosia reviews
ambrosia, greek mythology, the drink of the gods.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/24/2007 - Complete
poppies reviews
the heart, red flowers, subways, and heat.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2006 - Complete
motivation reviews
very short. seems like all i've been writing lately is like that. so anyways, this was inspired by a phrase that just had a nice feel to it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/1/2006 - Complete
speechless reviews
beautiful musings and bunnies on grassy hills
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/5/2006 - Complete
eye contact reviews
a tweaked version of a very old poem. simple and undemanding.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/13/2006 - Complete
parlez vous français part deux reviews
yeah so i did it again. it's been over two years since i had a class too. it's amazing how much i remembered.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/27/2006 - Complete
exeunt reviews
exeunt two or more preformers leaving the stage.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/7/2006 - Complete
randomish five line poems reviews
a small collection of randomish five line poems.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4/6/2006 - Published: 10/3/2005 - Complete
Valentine's day is over reviews
a school assignment in other words a very long list of things to include in your bio poem. does it really say anything about me?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/28/2006 - Complete
Tomorrow is Summer reviews
random excerpt from my journal that i carry around everywhere. maybe i'll post some more random prose pieces.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/25/2006 - Complete
love is like reviews
nothing terrible unique. just another sad attempt to discern what love is like.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/25/2006 - Complete
New Hope in New Snow
A short story of a girl musing on the first snowfalls of winter. She drifts through thoughts of old and new loves.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Published: 11/3/2005 - Complete
shower steam reviews
the sweetness of summer loves. no matter how short or long the feelings will linger for a little while longer.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/29/2005 - Complete
the fruit aisle reviews
saturday morning grocery shopping and ending up at home with only one item
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/22/2005 - Complete
wet hair, wet floors reviews
a musician and his inspiration. and a bitter view of the could have beens. oh yeah, not for close minded people, trust me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/22/2005 - Complete
College Applications reviews
title is kinda self explanatory. my take on a college application essay. it is still a poem.
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/22/2005 - Complete
Summer reviews
Summers filled with seashells and memories.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/13/2005 - Complete
helplessness reviews
it is that quiet rage that all the good little girls hide...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/12/2005 - Complete
dreams of the past
just dwelling on the boy i had a crush on in 4th grade.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Published: 8/5/2005 - Complete
who you are reviews
old school project. uncharacteristic of me but just felt like posting something...
Poetry: School - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/4/2005 - Complete
uncharacteristic reviews
blah, random blurbish type poem. definitively prose, read with caution and an open mind. my anger is not the nicest thing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/21/2005 - Complete
parting is such sweet sorrow reviews
just posing the question of how to define a term that is ambiguous
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2005 - Complete
the four seasons reviews
how the seasons have affected my mood.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/22/2005 - Published: 11/25/2004 - Complete
work day reviews
Wistful thinking while on the job.
Poetry: Work - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/2/2005 - Complete
mythology reviews
As a child i have always been fascinated by mythology, greek in particular. This is a poem about the Icarian Sea.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2005 - Complete
a comparison of two halves
a comparsion of two people, both of which suffer from a broken heart. find comfort in another person and hold on tight.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Published: 1/14/2005 - Complete
Parlez Vous Français? reviews
i was bored the other day and i just decided to see how much i remembered from french class. and as requested i translated it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 12/19/2004 - Published: 11/7/2004 - Complete
write about a photograph reviews
it is kinda silly, this poem... the actually genre is sick humor... yeah. originally i wanted to write something about photography but the poem twisted itself and now it is a view on life. sorry for the inconvenience.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004 - Complete
string games reviews
well as shocking as it is this is my first real love poem. the idea for it has been gnawing at my mind for a long time and i am thankful i am finally able to put it into words. fyi the idea was about long distance relationships.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/2/2004 - Complete
sunny days reviews
it's been raining an awful lot here where i live, and so this is my reminder that the rain is a good thing. especially when it is falling when the sun is out.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/2/2004 - Complete
picture framed reviews
framed in two ways a little girl has lost her childhood
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 6/14/2004 - Published: 11/4/2002 - Complete
old illnesses reviews
really old and absolutely terrible. strange dreams caused by rotten vegetables.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2004 - Complete
cold emotions reviews
i've heard that to write well you have to write what you know. so, this is one of my life experiences. but don't worry it wasn't too bad.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22/2004 - Complete
these pictures seem to suggest reviews
it's a little moody, but i like it. except that it doesn't seem quite finished, yet.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/12/2004
what my life is worth reviews
sorry it is so short but i've got to post it. all of it true.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/3/2004 - Complete
personal collection reviews
aka. my birthday wish list. for my birthday in an attempt to make me feel better.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/23/2004 - Complete
stifling distortions of glass reviews
this was written after reading the Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath, a requisite rite of passage
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/4/2004 - Complete
what i am not reviews
title is selfexplanatory, but for truth it is a denial of who other people see me as
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4/4/2004 - Published: 3/21/2003 - Complete
where will you go reviews
it's a poem about leaving somewhere you used to love. it's sad but i kinda like it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/31/2004 - Complete
this can't be called winter reviews
not fully about love, it's more about life. the sad tone of a person who is wishing for something more.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2004 - Complete
calling to a disconnected telephone reviews
small hands can't hold much hope, and there's not much to go around anyways
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/13/2004 - Complete
follies are inevitable reviews
i've been in a fairly bad mood recently and i'm posting this short work inspired by a required research project.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 526 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/27/2004 - Complete
a contemplation of reviews
a simple piece that questions the reason for living.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/25/2004 - Complete
a closer examination of the bathroom floor reviews
a repost of my older piece. this is what happens when you become depressed while sitting and staring at your bathroom floor.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2003 - Complete
my only promise to you
feeling down but i have a newold poem that i hope you will like. it's about my promises
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 12/10/2003 - Complete
i am fixed and i am happy? reviews
i am fixed and i am happy? i'm not quite sure how to answer the question.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/10/2003 - Complete
repent sinners reviews
though the title includes sinners, this is not a christian or any kind of religion poem, you'll just have to read it to see what i mean. i hope someone will like it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/18/2003 - Complete
smile for your family, or not reviews
it almost always comes out wrong.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/12/2003 - Complete
eraser reviews
if you say the title slow enough you can hear one of the main phrases of the poem
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/6/2003 - Complete
behind reviews
we left behind too many things, but we don't wish to go back
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/17/2003 - Complete
skin tight reviews
started as a catchy phrase, or at least in my head. evolved into something that was very unexpected.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/15/2003 - Complete
bad habits reviews
a poem about an anorexic person, not from thier point of veiw but the point of view of a stranger seeing them...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/1/2003 - Complete
daisy is going to run reviews
this is a revised version of daisy's gonna run, people didn't like the ryhming and i had to agree. so it been changed and is much better
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/19/2003 - Complete
not in her right mind reviews
... can't comment on this one without feeling that i explained it wrong...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/16/2003 - Complete
stains reviews
stain n 1. a discolored or soiled spot or smudge. 2. a blemish on one's moral character or reputation. taken from dictionarydotcom
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/30/2003 - Complete
no love reviews
not cheerful and not about love... and that is all that can be said about this one
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/17/2003 - Complete
serenity an elusive dream reviews
this is not a knight in shining armor thing so don't get the wrong idea from the genre
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/4/2003 - Complete
hearts reviews
i was not thinking of romance when i wrote this, but you can interpret this however you choose
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/3/2003 - Complete
white to black reviews
the contrasts between what is right and what is wrong
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/26/2002 - Complete
facades reviews
no real summary
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/26/2002
real suffocation reviews
experimentation with a thesaurus
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/7/2002 - Complete
hope reviews
the best poem written in the first year i started writing. it's actually pretty decent.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/20/2002 - Complete
not so happy reviews
for slight cusing about the first day of the school year
Poetry: School - Rated: T - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/15/2002 - Complete
white washed reviews
i was in the hospital yesterday visiting and i wrote.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/31/2002 - Complete
drawing reviews
if given the chance how would you choose to illustrate the world?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Mystery/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/29/2002 - Complete
cry try die reviews
one of my early attempts at poetry. it still has some charm to it or else it wouldn't be here.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 7/22/2002 - Complete