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Author has written 40 stories for General.
Hey, my name is SJ, i'm fourteen, and i'm a girl... and um... I play the guitar in my band called Manic, i'm also the lead singer. I mostly write poetry, which later turns into songs so yeah. My poem "Cutting the dark" is a song. If you know me, you'd probably describe me as the weird, scary goth chick who plays the guitar in some gay band. I listen to Marylin Manson, Disturbed, Linkin Park, Korn and Kittie. I hate cheerleaders (no offense), homework, school, and basically just life. Write me at Devilish_innocence12@hotmail.com and maybe we can bitch about life together. Later. *SJ*
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Broken Inside by cat-eyed-gypsy reviews
rated for themes. ick things havent been good i wrote this like 4 days ago havent written anything since sorry my effort has been lacking. but the latest is all i can come up with oh & duznt the title give you a hint?.....
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/16/2002
Hollywood, Hell by underjoyed reviews
Another poem about the downside of fame.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/27/2002
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Endless reviews
wow. My first love poem. Ever. That's scary. Flame all you want, I don't care anymore. Dedictated to Joe. Please Review.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2003
Staring reviews
A poem of suffering from extreme paranoia. It sounds like a raving lunatic, but hey, if you're crazy like me, you probably will enjoy it. REVIEW PLEASE. thnx.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/10/2002
Bloodshot reviews
about a girl on heroin... (not me). Talks about suicide and addiction, so if you can't handle it dont read it.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/4/2002
Control reviews
a poem about satan. Read at your own risk. If you don't like it, i don't care.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/3/2002
kill all preps reviews
Just a little poem I wrote about how much I hate preps *grin* this is gonna get me some flaming. But then again, I don't care. I think preps should read this and review, actually. Go on, I dare you.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/3/2002
Real angels reviews
Suicide takes away all innocence.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/22/2002
I just want to be me reviews
Hey, wow haven't written in awhile. I wrote this poem because i was so sick of people stereotyping me, this is TO ALL YOU SICK OF PEOPLE TALKING BEHIND YOUR BACK!! review and i just might love you forever hhehe.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/22/2002
sin over my head reviews
just another ladidah gothic poem. Read at your own risk.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/7/2002
Swept reviews
i wrote this poem about a friend of mine who commited suicide... its written in her prespective. Please review.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/7/2002
Aberdeen Bridge reviews
another poem through the eyes of Kurt Cobain. This poem probably makes no sense to you guys, but i don't care. Its depressing. Like everthing else i write.Review it if you'd like, or if you're a fan. Remember Kurt for who he was: the godfather of Grunge.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 10/31/2002
Psycho reviews
Inside the mind of a psychopath. Another angst filled gothic poem for all my goths out there. Lets kill all them cheerleader preps. Hhehehehe. Reviews are highly appreciated.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/28/2002
Blood reviews
What it feels like to be manic depressive, written from my own experience. Not a cheerful poem people. Read at your own risk, it's disturbing, right from the core of my little messed up world. Enjoy, and review no matter how bad u think it is.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/28/2002
Inside reviews
When no one sees you and you're alone in the world... I haven't written for a long time, i got kinda discouraged, so help me out and review. Like always... no happy people allowed nyehehe... (joke...joking.)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/18/2002
Die a little reviews
This poem is kinda weird, just interpret it however you want. *note, very depressing* PLease review, thanks.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/24/2002
Scared to try reviews
yay! my first love poem... oh no, wait, still angsty. Hehe. READ IT if you don't want anyone loving you. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW! thanks, you ppl rock.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
Infection reviews
When someone judges you from what you look like... but inside, they're just as weak as you. okay this, summary SUCKS, if you've read my other stuff, you'll know that im not really this boring. very angsty. PLEASE REVIEW
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/20/2002
Angel wings reviews
For all you depressed psychopaths out there, this poem is about what if feels like to be manic depressive, hope you guys like it, writing helps me get through all this. Happy pple might not understand it... hehe just kidding.Please review if you can relat
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
Curse reviews
If you know what it's like to be unpopular and discriminated against coz your goth/different, read this. NO popular bimbos allowed! nah, just kidding. PLEASE PLEASE review. thanks.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 9/19/2002
Burnt reviews
For all you self destructive pple out there..... at least you know there is a raving lunatic just like u writing these really really depressing poems. PLEASE REVIEW it means ALOT.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/18/2002
Demons reviews
A gothic peice about demons that live in my head and yours.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/18/2002
Live a Lie reviews
When all you wanna do is cut.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/16/2002
Prisoner reviews
When you are a prisoner to self destruction. I wrote this for myself, but if you can relate, please review, i wanna hear feedback.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/15/2002
Learn to live reviews
For all u angsty people out there. This is for you. Happy people welcome, but don't blame me if my writing depresses you.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/13/2002
Bullets reviews
This is dedicated to Kurt Cobain, who is my god. I was inspired to write this poem. He may of been a druggie, but he was the best druggie in the world. :) still dark, still dreary, if you dont like it, go away. But to pple who've reviewed my other poems R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/13/2002
Go ahead reviews
I hate you daddy.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/10/2002
Knife reviews
Morbid... Dark... Depressing... Whatever you wanna call my writing. I just want you guys to review, coz I mainly write for you pple and myself. THis one is about escaping my self - mutilation... NO HAPPY PEOPLE BEYOND THIS POINT.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/9/2002
And I bleed reviews
If you've ever hurt yourself, or wanted to, read this. Please review.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/9/2002
Dancing on the edge reviews
Me and my angsty angsty self... when will it ever end... (how bout never.) Review, it if ur one screwed up lunatic... or even if ur not... read, relate review... LOVE U ALL!!! :)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/9/2002
Fall to the floor reviews
This is one of my favorite poems. If you know what its like to hate everything around you, please read this. BTW, you guys have no idea how much the reviews make me happy, even just for a second. R+R.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9/8/2002
Death is I reviews
Once again, i come up with something dark and dreary, but hey whats the fun of being depressed when you can't write about it. Keep reviewing, coz those reviews mean alot, it makes me feel i've achieved something...for once. I know pple can relate to this.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9/7/2002
Addicted to Pain reviews
Sometimes its just too much to take... sometimes you're just addicted to pain and you cant stop...another depressing poem by me. Yay. I'm glad you pple like them... please R+R, it means alot.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/7/2002
Another Way reviews
Wow... i'm on a role tonite, hehe. Thanks for the reviews on the others... u guys rock... maybe i'll get sick of writing all these depressing poems and write something happy... psh. Nah. Enjoy it and review, hate life, hate yourselves, be cool, peace.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9/4/2002
SHADOWS reviews
...wow, im on a role with all this depressing stuff... hope you guys are up for this one... thanks so much for the reviews.... its the only good thing in my life right now... enjoy, PLEASE REVIEW!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/4/2002
MY HELL reviews
surprise, surprise, another depressing poem hehe. Its amazing how being manic depressive can make you write deep stuff. Thanks for the other reviews on my poems... please read, especially for the depressed, lets share our angst and hate for the world, heh
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/3/2002
Tears of black reviews
Another depressing poem, from another depressing person.... but i promise you, this one kicks booty, so REVIEW!!!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 9/2/2002
I see you reviews
Taking a break from my depressing poems hehe. This one is about a homeless girl i met on the street, while doing a school project... this is dedicated to her, for she is so beautiful.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/2/2002
That person was me. reviews
for u pple who used to know that person in the mirror... and now they're gone.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/1/2002
wonderful reviews
Okay, I’m a depressed, raving lunatic. So sue me. If you liked my last two poems, I think you’ll like this one. Please don’t be fooled with the title, this is not a piece about pretty things, and flowers and STUPID love. It’s a dark, twisted piece
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/30/2002
Cutting the dark reviews
um... i think the title speaks for itself... if you've ever taken your anger out on yourself, then Please read this.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8/27/2002
drown reviews
for those of you who want someone to save you from yourself
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8/19/2002